ToTally JeRmAin--

2008-03-24T21:13:00.001+08:00

weather: night, gonna rain today
24th march 2008
music: castle in the sky

oh gosh. on second thought. forget about the link ler laa. haha
link this one instead:

www.piccoluterhuistjermain.blogspot.com

haha. thanks. i think this sounds better right? XD. haha. RELINKS. THANKS.

-jErM

2008-03-21T13:28:00.002+08:00

weather: clear skies
21st march 2008
music: i just dont love you no more- craig david

hey jermboi. thanks so much for being by my side from sec 3 all the way till now yeah. haha. thanks so much, you will always stay here on the net yo. haha. but i will be moving on already. you be my guardian yeah. and keep all my hsc memories + first 3 months of tj life here. do keep them safe yeah jermboi. and no worries. haha. will be back for you if you ever need me. -jerm.

hey guys, i've moved yeah. relink if you want.

www.jermboiadvanced.blogspot.com

haha. and the japan posts are there. and oh yeah. the tagboard is something that jermboi and jermboiadvanced share yeah. so its really no difference where you tag. thats if you wanna tag. haha. cya guys at jermboiadvanced. haha.

-jErM.

bye jermboi. missing you loads already.

2008-03-20T00:43:00.005+08:00

weather: night, but in the day, rainy.
20th march 2008
music: highlights from spirited away.

hey guys, guess what. I managed to find a clearer recording of hsc's syf. haha. i suddenly do miss my syf piece badly. haha. hey, do hear them if you have the time yeah, suprisingly, haha. i think this recording sounds better than the one that i have...haha, you guys look at the left column of the blog, its there.

and just in case,..

for sunrise--> http://profile.imeem.com/5cVJIL/music/cPE3-mVM/hai_sing_catholic_school_sunrise/

and for zodiac-->http://profile.imeem.com/5cVJIL/music/n6CDdao9/hai_sing_catholic_school_zodiac/

haha. but, aiyo. for zodiac, i guess the recording is not piccolo friendly. haha. oh gosh. horrible. that high note sounds horrible. haha. mmm. haha. and suprisingly, the sunrise flute solo sounds okay yeah. haha better than the one that i have. oh gosh. waa. can i ask this guy to send both recordings to me. oh gosh. haha. its horrible laa for the one i have. haha. faints. oh well. haha.

hey, for the japan trip, i will post it on my new blog yeah. haha. will tell you guys once im done with it. for band ppl, really, if you do have the time, do listen to the recordings yeah. hahaha. oh gosh.

and as my tkgs friends put it, they remember our syf piece as some really loud piece that they thought that it was yuhua. =.=. haha. oh well.. going off to continue doing my portfolio.

-jErM

2008-03-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

weather: cloudy skies
9th march 2008
music: amkss syf choice + set piece 07, tjc syf rehearsals

hey. haha. oh gosh. heres a picture of our class ppl who are taking econs.

its kindda cool though. the new class. really starting to love this new class. haha. oh well. march holidays are here. and that means osaka trip is coming. cant wait actually=). and currently, family are at genting now. wonder what they're doing now. haha. hope the weather there is not too cold whatsoever. haha. oh mann. holidays are so not holidays. teachers bombard you with homework..

I remember once in haising, I was so tempted to photostep the dictionary page with the word "holiday" in it like a 1000 copies, and slot it into every teacher's pigeon hole.

oh well. haha. so much for groaning. lets see what i have for the holidays.

GP- The portfolio
math- complete up to tutorial 7
chinese- 1 worksheet, 1 chapter of zuo ye, 1 journal entry(osaka trip)
bio- meiosis, mitosis worksheet to be completed(revision of meoisis/mitosis)
chem- mole concept worksheet(which is tons difficult), spa worksheet
econs- complete up to tutorial 4
band- continue working on the "flute u must learn book A"

oh gosh. haha. seems little. But i guess its a lot. mmm. better go and choing on all this lers.
mmm. i really hope all the hmk i can bring to osaka is the portfolio and the journal entry.

JIA YOU JERMS.hmm. meanwhile, working on a new blog site. haha. will tell you guys once im done.(aiya, who bothers reading my blog anyway) =.=.
haha. the recordings of amkss and tj rehearsal recordings are seriously addictive. oh gosh.

-jErM

2008-02-28T23:03:00.005+08:00

Weather: sunny(in the day)
28th feb 2008
music: getcha shine on- jess mcartney

okay. haha. since kj has seen the pictures lers. might as well just post up the rest.

somehow, i feel that everyone looks good in the picture. haha. I SHOULD HAVE WORN A TIE. oh gosh. you guys should like totally see the difference. with a tie, everyone looks so much smarter, prettier, handsomer, whatever you call it. oh well. but the pictures are really nice. too bad i cant use mine for my msn display picture cos the pictures refuse to turn. haha. you guys go flip it yourself baas.

and anyway, i love this picture...

ALOTTT. oh gosh. this is the best picture i've seen for a long long time. Everyone is smiling so nicely and happily. really. this is my fav picture of all time for now. oh well.

meanwhile, somethings to look forward to.

--> OSAKA TRIP

--> TUTORIALS =.=(not looking forward to _ _ _ _ tutorials)

-->UNDERSTAND CHEEMOLOGIES

-->WORKING HARDER ON THE FLUTE AND PICC (more on flute i guess)

haha. oh well. busy day.. going off. OH GOSH. i really think my blog is going to be dead for a while already. work load is piling like a jenga brick tower. oh gosh. I'd better be the destroyer and POMP the whole stack down. cya guys round.

-jErM

p.s. HSC PPL. WEAR TJ UNIFORM NEXT WED KAY WITH TIE. LETS TAKE 1 COMBINED FULL PICTURE. haha!

2008-02-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

weather: sunny, windy day(its night)
27th february 2008
music: the inn of sixth happiness- malcom arnold
event: dion's bday!

haha. happy birthday youngest sis!

haha. today's dions bday. waa. after band today, like rush out of school, dad fetched. family in car. had dinner at some place, bought cake. went back home and celebrate dion's bday. haha. i guessed she sortta at least her dinner and cake at least. chocolate. haha. yum.

anyway, haha, finally got a decent picture of some 4e1 hsc-ians cum tjcians! haha

haha. thats me, meiyee, kr and chiaw hong. and i think i do that pose everytime i take a picture =.="",was looking through some of my child hood photos the other day and i realised i do that to. like its so not on purpose. its just conditioned reflex. anyway. yeahh. we look really nice in that picture though. I feel. and i finally look so much more blended in. woa. tell you guys, when we went back hsc that time, we all went:"woa, finally, so reliefed to see that shade of striking turqoise blue again." haha. really. in tjc, when you wear hsc uniform, its like, fish outta water. haha. trust me. so damn stick out. like how you stick out when you're out of tune. oh well. haha. yeahh. but so far life in tj is stress and fun all at one go.. haha.

lessons are fun, sian, stress, irritating, all at one go

band is fun. haha. especially with the j1 batch and with flutes haha. especially all the lunches, dinners, catching up and everything. Today, sortta told myself to relax, dont think so much. well, think before you play at least, and once you play, keep your mind clear and listen to the sound. haha. well. today i wont say that im totally relaxed, but at least i relaxed more. haha. and xinyun somehow got the jitter bugs from me. yikes. haha. but other than that, we sound okay today! haha. yahoo! gosh. looks like i gotta work harder to find my sound. i guess, its gonna come, i just so can feel it, that if i relax and work hard. i can do it! haha. looks like, im slowly overcoming that phobia. haha.(xinyun, you know what im talking about yeah).

oh man. and kj is sick today. sighs. gotta take care yeah dude! aiyoo. headaches are the worse things that you can get. you feel your heavy head, pounding, the blood gushing from vein to vein at a even faster speed and every heart beat means a stone plomping on your head. oh gosh. that feeling. rest well dude! haha.

oh well! studying is fun. met up with the new 22/08 today. the new ones are quiet. and i guess i am being a talkative idiot in class today. haha. but am really looking forward to meeting the new ones. met rong sheng, samuel, li ling. etc etc. haha. am really looking forward too that. haha. meanwhile, let us 13 to stay close! haha

oh yeah. and this is the band room...

the secret training ground of tj band. haha. oh well. at least there, i can hear my true sound. and thats cool. make my tone more solid! haha.

oh well! late lers. gtg! nites. oh gosh. i dont think i can blog much no more next week! haha. tutorials and everything to catch up with.

-jErM

2008-02-26T20:58:00.002+08:00

weather: night
26th february 2008
music: allegro cantabile-nodame soundtracks

oh gosh. horrible week.

feeling dead tired. as in. yeah. dead. I guess, the j2s are having a hard time as well, like seeing how busy andy is and how tired kj is everyday. oh gosh. yeah. everyone's tired. i guess.

somehow, ive been thinking about it. what my mum said, what my cousin said...

"you think arhh, pdp can only bring you this far. but your studies can bring you further, a lot of ppl focus a lot on pdp.. so on and forth".

mmmm. and my mum apparently thinks that i should like stop focusing so much on band and focus more on my studies. mm. but the thing that i wanna prove right now is that i can do well in both band and studies. yeah. and by doing well in band, that means. playing well.

quote from hsm 1

troy's dad: "you cant be a singer troy. you're a basketball person, not a musical person."
troy:"well, did you think maybe i could be both?"
and walks away.

mmm. somehow, cant i excel both in studies and band? gosh. this is so hard.. my playing is horrendously bad. but 1 things for sure is that, first, i cant tense up. i gotta relax. thats the first thing. once i relax, I will do so much better. be it in anything i do. oh gosh. i gotta like seriously relax... looks like, i gotta first think to relax. like really relax.. now is how..

that time kj said during sectionals not to force the air out, and he demonstrated how i breathe, and i how released the air. I went back home, loooked at the mirror and went. woa. i really did that. mmm. loooks like i really gotta chill. haha. and i guess gotta go look for ah xiang jie jie for chemistry help already. my mole concept is dying and there is a test on 4th march. argh
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1) meanwhile, theres an incident which i stil feel damn paiseh about.

i wanted to call michelle(tjc clar) that day. and i ended up calling michelle(hsc,2e4). i went: hello michelle where are you now?
mictch(2e4): erm, why?
jerms suddenly realised that its not michelle. its michelle.
jermain: OH SHIT. SORRY! WRONG MICHELLE
mitch: *laughs*, nevermind

arghhh. I havent talked to her for like months and i acted like some guy who knew her like every day. oh gosh. sometimes, i feel like so stupid. when im tired, and adrenaline gushes happen. i do alot of stupid things. 1+1 can become 3 and saying hi to ppl i dont even know. gosh. what other things i can do. I guess i do not need to drink alcohol to do stupid things. just make myself tired and it will work.

haha. on a happier note, i FINALLY GOT MY BUNK MATE FOR OSAKA. after being pangsehed like yeah. hahah. bunking with nicholoas(trombone) haha. YAHOO. can get to know someone better. haha. and anyway, nicholas is like funny. haha. thats the best part. looks like i can look forward to laughing like mad every night. haha.

convo that went on this morning

jerms busy doing work in band room
nicholas: jermain, i bunk with you kayy
jerm: points arrows and goes, set set set!
nicholas: haha. okay! dont rape me kay, i dont wanna lose my virginity.

hahah. LOL. anyway, he thinks im harmless. and apparently, i am. haha. oh well! thats all for now

off to do work and fall asleep after that
cya guys round

-jErM

2008-02-24T23:06:00.008+08:00

weather: night
24th feb 2008
music: pu gong ying der yue ding- jay chou

the 2 pictures were taken on the last day of pae. and the too bad part is, this picture only shows some ppl of the class. and i am missing the class really badly already. what i realised now is that there are like 13/25 ppl left in this wonderful class. the rest of the 12 are completely new ppl. and like, the 12 ppl that left us, like pei han, etcc. are all the fun ones. Talked to si hui online just now, and like, we realised that, without this person, this one will sian. Without that one, the other one will sian. and when we worked out everything, we found out that the 13 ppl left in class will all be sian, which includes me and si hui. yikes. horrible man. horrible. lemme show you laa.

okay.

1. chiaw hong is gone. so si hui will be sian. I will be sian.

2. wei cheng is gone. so kheh yang will sian, i will be sian

3.wei xin is gone, so yuan ting will sian, si hui will sian,.......--> and i will sian.

4. naz is gone, so andrea will sian, ....-->then i will sian

5.yu hsuan is gone, so andrea will sian, judith will sian,.....--> then i will sian

6.Hong lii is gone, together with wei cheng, so again, kheh yang will sian, sihui will sian--> and i will be sian

7.Priyanka is gone, so may will sian.....--> then like i will sian also.

8. Cheryl is gone, so no priyanka and cheryl, may will sian....--> which like makes me sian

9. pei han is gone, our dearest class CG REP, the whole class will sian, so i will sian also.

10. collin is gone, so jason will sian, jason sian...... will lead to i sian.

so you guys get the idea. where ...--> represents this person gets sian and that person gets sian which will lead to.

look at the above 10 sentences, what do you find at the end of each sentence?

-ans: ____________________-

fill in that yourself yeah. haha. I will really miss that 22/08. on a brighter note, new ppl are coming in, and i really hope i will get to meet them soon. am sure there will be siao/fun ones in there. haha. dont worry. am sure we will get the 22 spirit back again.

But there is one thing me and si hui is hoping for, that is.......(cant really say, words spread duper fast laa. haha. you guys wanna know ask me for it. thats if you are ever interested)

meanwhile, haha. band is fun. sectionals/band like everyday. lols. mmm. have been working hard, but 1) not working smart, 2) not being patient. damn. found a lot of stuff to recorrect. arghhhhh. but its okay. Have to learn to correct stuff. no way going about it! haha. GO JERMS. woohooo. i can do it. haha. am damn grateful to have really patient senior and batch mate. haha. sometimes, just wish that i can work harder.

mm. cheryl and xinyun asked me something. why am i practicing so hard? or, why am i praciticing for? i guess. I finally found out the reason. that is, in english, I cant really express what i wanna say out. i guess, I wanna express that in flute. i guess. so now, am working towards a nice tone and clear tongueing, haha. finding out that i like benette more than baker now. haha. the phrasing is so much more proer. haha. anw, xinyun says that there are 3 kinds of styles(schools). i guess the kindda tone that i am aiming for is the middle of french and russian. its like, trying to get a tone that is delicate yet expressive all at one go. like, gentle in a firm way. that kindda tone. but i dunno any flautists that sound liddat. galway is more russian i think. oh well. i think i can go ask xinyun/kj about this baas. haha. oh well. i guess till i havent find that style yet i wont give up. haha. I GUESS, NEXT UP, XINYUN'S FLUTE YOU MUST LEARN BOOK A! woohoo! jia you!

and I think i will work like damn hard on studies too! haha. i just have this gut feeling in me that if i work damn hard on both flute and studies.(which is like so no life), i can do it. haha. am damn grateful that i have 2 seniors to look up for. andy for his academics and kj for his playing. i guess, I shall try to be like merger of the 2. I guess my 2 years in TJ, that will what i will be aiming for. to rock in both flute and studies. I can do it. haha. i guess i must thank hsc culture for that! woohoos.

and, I havent talked to her for like so many months already. I remember the last time i went back, and i saw her and talked to her, how fast my heart went. but ever since her, I havent really found a girl that i liked liked a lot. is she the one? i dunno. i dont think so. our paths dont even clash. like, I dunno. really dunno. haa. I guess no one has really liked liked me yet. so I really dun get that kindda feeling yet. but of course i can expect that, i am just a guy who always where 3/4 pants and shirt, my hair is always resembles a bird nest and i am so no life. i guess, shall just leave fate to gao dim this part of my life for me.

-jErM

2008-02-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

and i finally got my dream. =).

if you guys cant see. CLICK ON THE PICTURE.

finally. and that ends another chapter of my life.

I love happy endings. =). But a new beggining is going to start, am really going to miss alot of people. like really miss. like elliot, lynette, wei cheng, pei han and alot more other ppl. sighs. I miss my 2e4 and 4e1 too. sighs. oh well. here goes nothing...

-jErM

2008-02-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

weather: night
17th feb 2007
music: allegro cantabile- NODAME THEME SONG.

omg. just managed to find out the title for the nodame theme song. so gonna write out a duet/trio/four ppl play for that songggg. WEEEEEEEEEEE. but i doubt i have the time laa
haha. have been working on one. But i gave up since i cant write out a certain rhythm that i want. omg.i like got so much melodies, harmonies and counter meloies in my head. if only i can pen it down! mannnn! irritating. somehow, should have taken piano when i was younger. ughhh.

anw, in a matter of 7 hours to swimming an like somemore to concert? I cant wait. my first orchestra concert. haha. like seriously, orchestra. the way they play.(esp flutes) so delicate. the way they tongue. its like, notes flying across octaves, so warm and big. And as lin sheng says, Bounnn. (bounce). like. omg. the way they play jupiter, die flemmandaus and so many other things like mozart an beethoven. omg. so cool. i cant wait. like seriously. Got a lot of work to catch up on. guess i'll catch you guys around.

p.s. DINNER WITH J1 BATCH WAS FUN. heh.

-jErM

2008-02-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

Weather: grey skies
9th february 2008
music: allegro cantabile- flute ABRSM grade 8 exam pieces 04-07

mmm. random post.

mm. you know ever since august last year, i've been staring at this 3 letters every night before i go to bed...

and my mum apparently thinks that im mad. so does my sis. its like, ever since sec 2, i've been dreaming of getting into TJC. and, somehow, i used that to motivate myself. those 3 letters are in my room's celing. its just above my bed. dont believe? look again.

its like, it has been my dream to get into the college. In sec 4, mr lua and miss ong keeps on propagating to us how good tj is. they used to say...

" dont aim MJ, dont aim TPJ, aim TJ! down there the math teacher very good. they tell you stories about how differentiation come about. bla bla bla blablbalbababablablablala." its like all the good things about tj laa. and now im in the college studying already. The life is really tough, though, the friends here made are really great, I have a really great CG, nice nostalgic campus, nice friends, nice band room, nice instru, interesting lessons(some of them).

however there is also the high great standard of TJ band, the tests and hmk, some lessons that are really hard to stay awake. and such. well, atleast for now, the chapters for every single subject im taking is intersting. i just really wonder how long more can i hold? Its so duper easy to just say, " I GIVE UP, GO POLY." so freagin easy to do that. but its like, something is pulling me back. ayee.

sometimes, when i am stressed, i puff up my cheeks to blow out air. some times, i look at this.

this thing, was given to me by my wonderful gen 2 hsc flute section. with all the little notes that my section juniors have left me. its like whenever stressed up, i read them, its like telling me not to give up no matter how arduos/difficult things can get. ayee. was supposed to post this thing long ago, but guessed now then i popped it up. ayee. mmm. oh well. guess i shall have to nu li lers. mmm.

ayee. and ytd, practiced a bit of flute, sounded good. then like marathoned for about 2.5 hours. woa. fun. but like, 2 hours ago, when i took out and play. i found out that 1 key was laggy. and i just went shit. My playing is like horrible today. so duper sian. played for 5 mins and kept. mm. damn sickening. today, my hand was like no strength to keep the instru up laa. ugh. oh well. and the computer has been on the whole day. cos of my sisters who like play audition all day long? woa. feeling the radiation.

on a happier note, chem test is on tuesday. not monday. am damn glad. thanks pei han and soonhui. heh.

oh yeah! and also, on a much happier note. finally can see my niece and nephew again. wahas.

chloe and jovan. hahaha. woohoo. had so much fun carrying them around. no matter how suan your hand gets from carrying them arhh, its just wanna carry them. haha. and chloe finally let me carry her! haha. like, when carry her she wont cry laa. haha. gok-ed this picture from my cousins friendster. haha. and something am really glad for both of them is that, they both are like damn close laa. like chloe allows jovan to kiss her, hold her hand, play with her(aiya, kids, dont get wrong idea). I thought kids will like get jealous that the parent pays more attention to the younger one. haha. its like so duper uber cool laa. haha. waa. then chloe the cheeks also, can poi poi one. haha. so damn fun. mmm. and she sucks her finger a lot. haha. oh well. babies i guess. woa. cant wait for the next time to play with them. haha. oh well. waa. really cant wait for the next time. its so damn fun. haha. mm. and chloe in pictures seriously look like me when i was a baby. mm. shall post up one of my baby pictures sometime and let you guys compare. hahaha. oh well. going off.

-jErM

2008-02-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

weather: night lers.
6th feb 2008
music: -nil-
event: new years eve

oh well. a short break that has finally come. oh yeah.

Today was road run. of which i sortta ponned. reported to school. met with xy, liot and cheryl. and then headed down to the band room. of which we slacked, and me and cheryl duet-ed like siao4. fun duetting. like all the scores are like damn cool. haha. fun fun. oh well. thereafter went for lunch with liot and cheryl. headed down to nai's house with cous stayed there, slept, played game, watched tv hmk-ed. parents pick me up, then head down to ah ma's house. where we had tuan yuan. oh mann. highlight of every year. the steamboat. yeah. haha. met up with cous-s. and all. then headed home. oh well. so far for new years eve.. mm.

Teachers bombed us with loads of homework. ayee. and the first thing going back to school is chem test on mole concept. of which im having trouble with. ayee. this is bad. way bad. oh well. anw, wont be celebrating much of CNY this year anyway, guess, this few days will be eat, sleep, homework, study, flute, msn and O2 jam(which i doubt i have the time for). oh well. mmmm. woa. cous(lliam) is like no school now, cos poly starts in april. damn shiok. oh mann. Right here in jc mugging. =/.

oh yeah. and for bio, we had this 20 mark essay as an open book test? of which i think im going to do really bad? ayee. and my math test got like 7/18. of which my class highest is 12. i got 0 for the first qn. actually can get 4 marks, if not for forgetting long division. but blackouts do happen once in a while. I just sortta hope blackouts will occur less. ayee. then alot of the girl's test paper got like, what, well done=). or, keep it up!=), or, yeah. you get what i mean. for the guys? i dont think so. heh. i got no comments. I just had a look at my first question and it just went.

revise your partial fractions! its very impt!

sian diao4. its blackout i say. black out. ayee. well, math is like the only subject that i enjoy doing. and the teacher is the one that i dont really like laa. ayee. and bio is fun! mrs lim rocks. haha. oh man. its like im studying for the teacher laa. xy says do it for the subject. oh well. trying to like mr gan (math, pw) laa. ayee. haha. well, i just guess gotta do better for math. as kj says, hes quite good actually. haha. oh well=), nvm, shall never give up. mr goh(chem) is quite a nice man as well. haha.starting to really enjoy chem! haha. and econs tutor, oh yeah! she likes keep relating to us. really enjoy the tutorials. haha. =). oh well. thats for lessons laa.

ayee. everyday will reach home about 8+ reaching 9? and the work load is O.O. ayee. oh well. gotta keep trying. but now theres a break. 5 day break. finally. break. havent seen this word for a while. enough of work, enough of stress. finally a break. break break break! woa. guess today is resting. then morrow, work. -.-. i guess really gotta start working hard-er. this is so not going to work laa, if i go on like this. practicing on flute + studying. yeah. thats all for now. i guess. flute-ing now is like woa, shiokerella. haha. i think its like enough laa. haha.

oh well, at least now in band theres cheryl! yay. one more to pei me. haha. then we are like duetting at same speed. so fun. then wrong can restart and restart. she like dont mind laa. haha. thats like kindda cool. and the best part is, after we sight read finish every single duet piece. we HI 5. hahahahhahahaha. so fun! oh well. xinyun's there to teach me as well! haha. so is kj! andy entertainment=). hahahahahahah! woa. nice section laa. ayee. shi jie is nice. but trying to brother her! ayee. so hard. oh well gotta keep trying! haha. and i seriously gotta start cutting down usage on the computer ayee!. haha. if not no work can ever be done! ayee!

btw, happy chinese new year yehh! clock here reads 12.05am! hope you guys get loads of ang bao. ayee. i have a dead blog. hahahaha. oh well! like whoever reads!! haha. guess i'll be seeing you guys round. haha. guess going to change to a new blog from 19th feb. haha. ayee! cya guys round. i guess.

-jErM

2008-02-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

weather: grey skies
3rd february 2008
music: die flemmendaus overture

mmm. havent been really touching my blog. no time. mmm. mum's kindda mad at me for some apparent reason(which i am damn sian to elaborate), so its even more sian diao4. donno how to do my assinments its even worse, actually also cannot say dunno how to do, 1 question can take up to 20 mins? so very sian diao4. oh mann. such a siao diao4 day. oh well.

band appeals for jae are over. really hope that lliot, bao hui, triangle all can get in. oh mann. mmm. lets see how. woa. and chinese new year celebrations at our school is like so fun. haha. as in, the time spent with people is fun laa. Like with my section and everything. haha. kachangputeh was nice, and so was the chocolate brownies. haha. heard that cheesecake was good? oh well. Left the college at about 8.50pm that day? yeah. had dinner till quite late laa. say 10pm? well. was waiting for jia yee laa. cos she knows what bus can take up to boon keng. and I am lazy to ownself check and what nots. yeah. so all rights, now i know how to go nai's house already. thats an accomplishment. staying at grandmas is always fun. the childhood memories that flood back. oh well. yeah. -misses grandad :(- anyway, nai nai started singing karaoke ytd. woa. she hasnt sang karaoke for a really really long time. so, its good. and she marathoned for 3 hours. break a while. and marathoned for another 3 hours. so its really pro of her. yups. haha. oh well. yeah. really miss the times spent there. so carefree, so stress free, so fun. and the best is, you dun have to face reality there. its like, when I am there, its like just being brought back to child hood, and how fun it was then. =//. maybe i just dont like reality? i dunno. no wonder I am in love with fairy tales and fantasies at this age. and its not a suprise that i love satoshi pieces. all so fantasy one. oh well.

jc life is both mentally and physically exhausting. mmm. learning some stuff from kj and xy. thanks so much for everything yeah. like all the diaphragm usage(more diaphragm usage) and tongueing, whistle tones and what not. oh mann. the only time that i really really enjoy myself nowadays is at band. oh well. =//. haha. going high with xy and xue er(cheryl) is really fun too? i guess. haha. now must pull shi jie in. haha. xy's going to teach her on the playing. haha. oh well.
lets see how it goes.

oh well, going off to mug. damn loads of work. sian..

I just seriously wonder, how long more of all this i can hold. the tension is mounting. and Im already on the brink of giving up. its damn tiring. really damn tiring. really feel like giving up. but musnt let myself down. musnt let them down. oh well.. lets see how more of this can i hold.

-jErM

2008-01-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
28th january 2008
music: Overture jubiloso, glasnost, pecos pueblo

haha. heyhey. i havent touched this place for decades, mmm, oh no i see spider webs and dust everywhere. okay okay. haha. shall update. currently using school computer. haha. the time now is like 10.15am and my next lecture is at 10.50am. haha. I havent done my stuff laa.(sian diao4), like my math tutorials, chem tutorials, bio tutorials and econs tutorials. so sian diao4. dang. sacrificing a lot of time working on my bio ppt. mm. hope our group can be the best of the best. Cos i spent really a lot of effort. and i think my group members spent a lot of time on it as well. oh well. lets hope for the best. currently working on the ppt on school computer. having difficulty working on it. haha. oh well. shall ask priyanka for help. haha. actually, i also realised something laaa. I havent blogged about hows tj life and all that right?

haha. TJ LIFE IS stress yet fun. sounds so contradicting right? haha. oh mann. lessons are fun are boring. haha. mainly, if you come tj, get prepared to go mentally and physically exhausted. haha. I have a really united CG, and hsc clan. haha. oh ya, speaking of which, i reallly really hope wei neng appeal will work(sure work one) haha. lets hope so! haha. oh mann. sucks sucks. so far the only tutorials that i can work on is math. (panicks), chem- mole concept, some very cheemology laa. Bio- the plasma membrane thingy, what you call that, the fluid mosaic model? and econs, oh mann, the thing is fun, but really hard to do laa. oh mann. everytime i chao manning toshikasa about econs. *guilty consience* haha. oh well=). thats tj life. haha. oh yaa. and hsc clan is going siao of the stress. so me, kr and meiyee for eg are trying to be as lame as possible yups. haha. oh well. and hanging out with the band freaks is fun too. oh mann. really hope elliot get through the appeals. oh well. actually got 2 major stuff to blog about laa. haha. 1 is the release of the O level results day(i dont wanna forget that day ya) and erm, the aftermath of the receiving back of O level results. mm. guess i will do that later when i have the time baas.
right now, have to chiong hmk. so sian. haha. mmm. and later kj teaching some breathing stuff. I cant wait. haha. my flute now got problem! SIAN DIAO4. oh well. gtg. blog later if have time. haha. this post is so going to be horrendously long. and later have PE*faints* 3.6km.. sian diao4.

HAHA. continues~ PE IN THE END RUN 4.4KM. TAO YAN. duper long. damn irritating. school today is all right. going down to visit ah ma later. yay. haha. MMM. I WANNA PRACTICE FLUTE. oh mann. sian diao4. wonder if there are going to be sectionals later. oh well. shall practice practice practice! okay. now here goes long post.

release of o level results day
ok. that wonderful day that should be remembered. the day of euphoria, adrenaline rushes, tears of both joy and sadness. haha. okay here goes! that morning, there was still school that day. and that morning, nobody was really in the mood of studying or listening to any lectures or tutorials. For my class, we had math tutorials and lectures in the morning before heading down back to my alma mater. Everyone was jittery, everyone was nervous. well, you can imagine. during tutorials, no one was listening at all. eyes were drooping, people in class staring out of window. and terrence(break dancer) guy in my class scribbled on 3 pieces of foolscape. waa. even i was sian, i had been called to answer 1 math qn in class and before that, my eyes were drooping, so i was really heng laa. My whole class was like, ayee. sian sian, what if cannot stay in TJ. B4 we left school, we had GP lesson. so, mr aulia was nice enough that day to not to teach. we shared, and wished the class. lavina was nice enough to bake for all of us almond cookies, hoping us that we can get As. haha. so was like, my wish for the class was that everyone can stay in TJ and all of their faces can appear up there on the screen. so, after that, i went with elliot, xy to the band room. we slacked there for a while. met some new TKGS ppl that day, triangle and clarinet. we were doing all sorts of lame stuff, OM CHEE CHEE OM CHEE CHEE, tooki1 toooki1 tooki4 tooki4 , TONKA TONKA! and we were laughing damn loud. some seniors were like in the band room. oh mann. i scared chao2 dao4 they all. oh well. whatever~. after that, me, xy and elliot head out of school. xy took a cab down to school. me and elliot walked to interchange.

at interchange, me and elliot further separated. we wished each other good luck and stuff and headed down to our respective schools. the time about about 12 noon then. and i was rushing off to meet hsc clan(from tj). haha. so went down to tampines. received sms from lliotie. haha. he said, some stuff. and i really hope all 3 of us would score well. i was feeling really scared and listen to mp3 and stuff. then i met hsc clan. I smsed hilary on the way to tampines and she said, mr njoo said that our class no 7 distinctions, 4e3 did better than 4e1 in bio, 4e1 got 1 person got D7. i was lilke depressed instantly. I was wondering how bad i will do. like maybe get 18 points or something? (everything B3 X6=18). so after that, headed down to kfc. and was telling meiyee they all that their faces sure appear up there. then they all were like asking me to be quiet. cos, like if expectations higher, the greater the fall will be. we headed down to haising thereafter. Everyone was depressed. kairu cried singing the TJ SCHOOL SONG. cos, she was worried that it will be her last? oh well. everyone wasnt feeling good laa. we headed down to haising by bus 3.

thereafter, we reached school. haising suddenly became a VERY VERY SCARY PLACE. (AS COATED FROM christine toshikasa=) )caught up with the e1 guys. really miss those times and i do miss the times spent with them. caught up with neng. and such. then i wanted to see mrs tang really badly. Cos i just miss mrs tang(4e1 peeps, dont you agree?). then i heard mrs tang didnt wanna see us. cos we did badly for english, I was DAMN FREAGIN WORRIED. only 38% distinctions. so i was like kindda disappointed. if not for her, i dont even think i can make it here into TJ. oh mann. then i heard that our class did really well for math? about 97% distinctions? for both A math and E math?. well, that cheered me up a little. Then like, waa caught up with don and wn. really miss those times a lot laa. walan. okay. anw, then later kr said that mrs wan said that kr fufilled her promise to her. that means kr got A1 for bio. I was getting damn freagin worried. Cos looking at the way i've done for my sciences, i was DAMN FREAGIN WORRIED. adrenaline spurts? yeah. then we had to go up. My hand were bcomin really really really really cold. i was literally freezing. we went up to the hall.

At the hall, the sec 3s were sitting at the back. I saw hilary and wj's enthu faces. i was like shit. oh mann. going to disappoint section. the sec 2s were there to see the results too!

P.S. HSC FLUTE SECTION ROCKS MY HAISING SOCKS. haha=)

then, aiya, was damn scared, didnt had mood to do anything. okay, so miss ong talked about what we had to do for jae. and all of us were like okay okay. go on go on. then mr surin talked.
JANG. then, he talked about bla bla bla. how the school fared and everything. one line that i distinctively remembered is that 3 ppl in express failed english and they have to go ITE. I was damn worried. okay. everyone was waiting for the top scorers section. okay. when mr surin was talking, my heart was pounding very very hard. and i was shaking. like lub(i will move forwad), dub( i will move backward). then the top scorers section came. i felt adrenaline gush up my head.

TOP SCORERS. STACY GOH, MARIANNE, DENISE, ALVIN, JOLLYN, KAIRU, WEI NENG, JUDE, REGINA, BLA BLA BLA.

and the 7 distinctions and 8 distinctions were named. I really hoped that my name was at the 7 distinctions but didnt appear. so i was really sad. then i was like. no hope already. and went really sad and sian. but yet scared and worried all at one go. did i really get 18? people were already going estatical when they saw their L1R5 and face and name.

then, there was 6 distinctions. i was already very scared. I saw si hui's face, i saw shun xiongs face. I was just clapping, worrying really badly for my results. then, i suddenly saw my face. L1R5=9. i was like, HAR?! SERIOUS? I STARED AT IT AGAIN. ITS MY FACE, MY NAME. CHO KOI HONG JERMAIN. i WAS SCREAMING REALLY BADLY. LIKE A GIRL. MY FACE WAS RED. AND I WAS SCREAMING, "I CAN STAY IN TJ! I CAN STAY IN TJ! AHAHAHHA! and its like a BIG BIG LOAD OF STONE JUST PLOPMED INTO THE WATER. I WAS LIKE YEAH. YEAH YEAH YEAH! i hear screams all over the place. (my dearest section, i know you're screaming for me yeah=) ) then kaiping was like, im so happy for you. haha. then i saw manning, jon oh, miss leung, they were like, congratulations congrats congrats! I was like thank you thank you! i was going so high. and i realised that many many of E1S FACES WAS UP THERE! YAYY. yuan shi tai zi, qian shou qian yen guan si ying pu sa, si da tian wang, to pe gong, zu xian, yeye, crying god, xie xie ni men! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR blessing my friends to score good results. haha. amos ghui and amos lim! congrats both of you for the results also yeah! haha. so i was going high, then i called xinyun(hey, i promised, to call you first) then xy picked up! XY XY, I MANAGED TO STAY IN TJ, i was screaming. xy was like OH GOSH YEAH!. then i tried calling elliot. no reply. so was like going around thanking teachers and all that. then elliot called. I at first was going crazy, cos call= good results maa. Then i heard elliot crying over the phone i was like, omg, is he crying sadly? omg. he said he got 16, i was like, omgoodness. i very very sian diao and my mood just went down. its really really sian diao4. I went around going thanking teachers. I also wanted to thank mr njoo, but he dont even know me! mr tan was not there. miss ong cant find. the rest thank already. oh well. but here are my results..

english B3
C. humanities A2
E math A1
A math A1
chinese A1
chinese oral-distinction
Physics A2
Chemistry B3
Biology A1

comments:
english, oh mann. happy i got B3. but sad that i didnt get A2. cos, mrs tang asked me to aim for the top. so i like kindda disappointed her laa. =(.

C humans. haha. HAPPY I GOT A2. cos i was damn worried for my essays etc.

E MATH AND A MATH. YAHOOOOOO! haha. cos i made careless mistakes here and there A1 HEN HAO LERS.

chinese- no feeling cos i know earlier already

physics- HARR?! A2. OMG. physics was like my worst subject in my prelims. haha. YAY. did mr yap proud =).

chemistry- disappointed. A1 for prelims. B3 for Os. oh mann. ): so so sorry to mr tan, so so sorry to myself.

BIOLOGY- HURR?! A1. OMGGG. BIO A1. AAAAAAAAAA. mrs wan didnt expect it either. haha. was like damn happy for bio. YAYYY.

so 9 pointer. if i stay in TJ= 5 points. other JCs- 7 points. but TJ ROCKS!

SAY T! T!
SAY TJ! TJ!
WE ARE THE BEST!
(WE ARE THE BEST!)
SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS!
(SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS)
SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL!
(SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL!)
COS WE ARE COOL!
(COS WE ARE COOL!)

WE ARE THE BEST SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL COS WE ARE COOL!

X X XXX X XXX TJ!
X X XXX X XXX TJ!

oh yeah!. TJ ROCKS MY WHITE SOCKS. haha. all rights. am really glad that i have high chance to stay. but really worried for elliot. I dont know whether he can stay. Si han got 11-6=5. so i hope si han can stay too. we have been separated for 4 years. haha. my primary school best buddy. oh well. i hope for the best yeah. and now its a total new beginning.

okay. so here goes my j1 journey. the stressful 2 years is coming right ahead at full speed. I am already feeling so tired both mentally and physically. oh mann. sucks, got caught today at math tutorial for not doing my work.):. oh well. all rights so thats it then. I am going to do my work. catch you guys around.

-jErM

2008-01-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

weather: raining
12th January 2007
music: carnival of venice

well. here to clean up this place. oh mann. can see spider webs here and there. =//. okay. i shall do back tracking okayy? like from today back all the way till 30 december. yups.

12th jan- okay, today, was collecting of scholarship day. mm. i went for hsc alumni band prac. well. sortta just recovered from duper high fever the day before. so in the morning, my throat felt sortta pain and bad, and my whole mouth reeks of medicine taste. that bitter, powdery taste. anyway, with that bad throat, i grabbed my flute, scores and headed down to hsc for alumni band prac. it was kindda windy and sunny. perfect weather(thats if you werent sick).. so i was wearing my windbreaker while others were enjoying this weather. mm. when i reached haising, it was like 9.10am. hadnt had my breakfast, so sortta felt kindda terrible when i got there. but anw, i saw all the alumnis standing out there. I went phew, thought i was late. then hung around till 9.40am? we didnt had practice today. cos, that toopid admin staff of hsc didnt wanna give us the band room key. i could see that kailing toshikasa(perc) was really pissed. she say manning wo men zou. then, like everyone was pissed. its like everyone sacrificed the monring for the prac. and that stupid admin staff didnt wanna give us the key. wth. then everyone was pissed. i was pissed as well. ugh, like you are feeling all sickish and run down then that stupid admin staff liddat. nvm. hsc admin staff is liddat der. so laggy, so unfriendly towards students one. so the alumnis headed off to somewhere. I headed with zhi wei and elicia to white sands. walked around, had mee sua and everything. and nowadays, eating anything had that really bitter taste now, like that yucky bitter pill taste is stuck there. then we went home.be4 that, zhi wei helped me to order green apple green tea, said that it can help to cure throat pain. and haha, it kindda worked! zhi wei can be doctor lers! haha

then after that, me and sharol headed off to the cc to collect our scholarships. its nothing much, just had 3 main thoughts.

1) haha. you know, last time when i listen to mr sin boon ann talking, i kindda get bored and prayed for it to end. maybe i was really young that time and didnt really understood thats why i got bored. before i went for the thing, i was grouching to mum and sharol and said that he was kindda boring.

-mm, will blog when i have the time, have to sortta go out for a while.

-jErM

2007-12-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

weather: night.
29th december 2007
music: -nil-
event: my grandad's demise.

i slept really late ytd. say about 1am. so, was planning to sleep until quite late this morning. I was awoken by my mum at about 8am, saying that she and dad had to rush out for something, and she instructed me to stay home to take care of my sisters. i said okay. at first, i thought they went out for some reason. went back to sleep. at about 9am, sharol nudged me. then i woke up. Her phone was with her and she asked me to read her message. it was from mum: "yeye just passed away. stay home and take care of meimei. papa and i will be back as soon as i can." adrenaline gushed into my bloodstream and i became very awake. i read the message carefully again to make sure that i didnt read wrongly but no its still the same. I looked at my phone and mum sent me the same message. 我整个人都愣住。I was like hurr? erhh? that kind of reaction. a tear ran down my cheek. but i told myself. dont cry.stay strong. Natasha woke up soon after and after she heard the news, she like no reaction. she on the computer and played audition. I wanted to just ROAR at her. but remained calm. remmeber mum told me that natasha likes to keep things to herself. maybe playing audition is her way to relieve that stress. Dion is still sleeping. so, dad and mum came home at about say 4pm. in btw, i tidied the house, used computer, stoned, and thought a lot. dad and mum came home, with us watching tv. Dad seemed really stressed up and so did mum. But i can see that both of them are really trying their best to stay calm. I went to my room and stone. so, i like walked into my parents room and dad was in there, i saw him crying, turned around went back to my room. I didnt know what to do, it was my first time seeing dad cry. you know, this year, i actually thought to myself that i am really a very lucky kid. Very really duper fortunate kid. Some of my friends didnt even get to meet their grandparents. Some of my friend's grandparents died when they were little, some during primary school. my grandad had seen me through my younger years. and he was really close to me. now, the starting line in "a series of unfortunate events" movie made sense. I really was trying to stay brave. dad was stressed up so was mum. i just kept quiet. Dad asked us whether we wanted to go to grandmas. i was the first to say yes. then, we headed to grandma's house. in the car, heard lots of sniffing from both parents. I couldnt contain myself any longer either, and did silent crying, as in crying, but trying not to make any noise. In the car, i thought about grandad. millions of thoughts were racing across my mind. my family always visit both my mum and dad's parents(nai nai, yeye, ah gong and ah ma) every Saturday and Sunday. I havent visited yeye and nai nai for weeks due to band, concerts, etc etc. so i was actually hoping that i would actually get to see them today. then, ayee, when i heard the news, i was like hur. my yeye teng(loved) me a lot, he showered me with loads of love and you get the picture. so me and my yeye can say quite close. he gave me the nickname pipi when i was young. cos, when i was young i stayed with them. whatever i wanted he always gave it to me. well, i dun really wanna rant on my thoughts, cos it will be never ending. we reached our grandparents place. at the doorstep, i saw loads and loads of shoes. I went into the house, and all my uncles and aunties were there. well almost. As i strode in the house, i called the uncles and aunties. "dai pak, sam sok, sei sok, kooma, ..." so on so forth. when i reached the last aunty, sei sam. i couldnt speak any longer. I felt like crying. i went to the toilet, calmed myself down, and went out again. my kooma was really close to me as well. so she called me to sit with her. she put her hands around me and pat my back. while she was talking, she talked in the crying kindda voice. i couldnt contain myself anylonger and started crying too. and, crying today was really contagious. one by one, my aunties and uncles broke down as well. my kooma asked me to go and hug my grandmother and tel her that everything was all right. i went to my grandma, and hugged her. I tried my best to muster the best cantonese accent i can. i hugged her and said, "nainai, mm moi ham."(nainai, dont cry), tears went down my cheek too. i went back to my kooma and really had not much appitite eating. kooma was asking me to go eat. i went to eat. although i really didnt want to eat. but yups. everyone was crying too. but thereafter stayed calm. my uncles and aunties were also trying to calm me down. sam sok asked me not to cry, stay strong. sei sam, tell me dont think so much and gave a pat on my shoulder. gu chiong patted me on the shoulder. yups. tomorrow i am going bright and early to my grandmas house to help out with the funeral ceromony. so, i think i will be staying at grandma's for a couple of days. and, for those who worry about me out there, its okay, but if you see me acting guai guai the next few days, do forgive me and dont ask why yups. and somehow, i heard my dad/kooma narrating how my grandad passed on. I was too wondering how can the healthy grandad of mine suddenly pass on. grandad was getting chicken wings out from the fridge today to defrost, then i think he didnt feel well so wanted to go sit down. then he slip and fell( to his death i think). nai nai called the ambulance(and my parents of which why they went out this morning). dad said that when yeye was on the ambulance, the ppl already said that he wasnt breathing and there was no pulse. somehow, i wish that i was transported to the ambulance and can use CPR on my grandad. i miss my grandad. i really do miss him.=/. and as taoists, it is said that no matter how, after we die, we will go to hell to get judged. if you're good, you get to cross the gold or silver bridge to a place, if not you will get puninshed and get recarnated. i pray, please let my grandad to go to heaven/(For those who watch bleach) soul society, or just let him cross the gold bridge. please. and, you know, i was somehow hoping that i can share my results with my grandparents when the results are released if they were good. i also thought that when i graduate from university, they will be there to take a photo with me. or when i get married. i really miss my grandad. please yuan shi tai zi, please qian shou qian yan guan si ying pu sa, please to pe kong, please si da tian wang and please zu xian. please please give my grandma(nai nai) to stay strong, she seemed to be really sad and i think it has been a hard blow. please let my uncles and aunties to have the strength to sleep tonight so that we will have the energy to do the funeral stuff tomorrow. and please, gimme the strength to stay strong. am going to get yeye;s body from the SGH tmr. please lemme stay strong and dont let me break down. yeye. ngoh oi lei. ngoh oi lei.(i love you) please be happy okay. and visit me in my dreams some time, i still have so much to talk to you about. i learnt how to play the harmonica too hoping to play duets with you. you play the harmonica so beautifully that i learnt so that i can play with you. espeicially your xiao bai chuan. yeye, wherever you are, miss us okay? :'(. and i havent got any call from tj to tell me my orientation group, etc. oh gosh. this is worrying me too adding on to the burden of my granddad.=(

-jErM

2007-12-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

weather: night time, very late/early lers.
29th december 2007
music: natal angle, espiegle.

ubin outing with tj flutes! oh mann. that outing was fun. >.<. i now very tired to blog lers. maybe i shall blog about this another time, for now you guys enjoy the pictures yups! haha.

cya guys round!!

-jErM

2007-12-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

weather: night
25th december 2007
music: -nil-
event: christmas, natashas bday

i was like digging up my scores for cladys and xinyun when i found a book of cool flute excercises that i goked from hsc band room left behind by the seniors. its like everything suddenly starts to make sense. whatever ke jian and xinyun is all trying to get me to do its all inside! oh man. i dont care how tough/boring this is gonna get, i cant wait to start! teehee. oh man oh man. hahaha. cant wait cant wait. haha. now. if only i have a flute...man. i still cant fix my sis's yamaha flute. her lower octave cannot reach laa. as in not i cannot reach. as in the flute keys guai guai der. I want a flutee. mann. i wanna get started on the book. oh man. looks like i have to wait 8 more days. mann. ):. school faster reopennn. /:.

8 more days 8 more days...

oh yeah. and whatever i typed in the morning, just ignore okay? for those who read. just very angry, cant contain the anger no more. thanks yup.

-jErM

2007-12-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

weather:night
23rd december 2007
music: espiegle- jazz flute

haha, oh mann. this pictures are supposed to be posted up like decades ago, went on an outing with my grandparents=). haha. aiya, i lazy blog. you guys just see the pictures okay? +)

natasha and dion TOOK LIKE 98745098732095472754832754098732049573209754 pictures of FLOWERS. diao3 diao4. haha. i only posted up the pics with ppl inside! teehee.

okay okay. KAIRU NOW YOU HAVE TO BLOG! MUAHAHHAHAHA

-jErM

2007-12-16T14:22:00.000+08:00

Weather: clear skies, cloudy
16th December 2007
Music: i just dont love ya no more

HEYHEY. okayy. haha. the concert ytd ended on a high note. i very lazy to type, so i shall like, you guys see pics while i narrate okay? -this is seriously becoming like a story book, with me being the author, author cho. eew. haha- anyway. yup. here goes

TJC FIESTA MOOZIC CONCERT DAY

REHEARSALS

yup, thats andy, cladys and ke jian. haha. that was during rehearsal and all of us were wearing section t-shirts.

thats marcus, me and andy. haha. you know laa. at flute section, the arrangement is marcus, me, andy, cladys then ke jian. hahaha. yupyup.

after rehearsals, we went out to the benches near the auditorium to talk. haha. kj posed with cladys there. yups.

thats, me, marcus and andy.

haha. section shot! yeah.

then ke jian posed.

section shot no 2!

CONCERT AFTERS. first half of concert was sucky. but 2nd half was all right, ayee. haha. wish time could stop. we took photos as section and 2 by 2s. haha

and yup. that was TJC concert fiesta moozic. am so gonna miss this section. =(. yups. lazy to type long today. haha. okok. going off.

-jErM

2007-12-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

weather: its night
13th december 2007
music: sonate amoll arpeggione-franz schubert

haha. here to blog about what happened ytd! haha. ytd, tj flutes(for fiesta moozic) went out for our very own section outing. haha. Cladys and I like everything zuo hao hao the night before. we've decided to go ice skating! hahah. then right, ya, we met at dhoby ghaut(plaza sing) for breakfast. waa. wait very long before everyone got here. Then we went to plaza sing to eat long john. only me and andy ate=.=. haha. cladys and xinyun drank milo. and marcus didnt eat. guess marcus wasnt hungry. ya. he got back quite late last night. haha. then, ke jian came like, an hour later? haha. anyway, at about 9+am, we all head off to the kallang ice skating ring. We took bus 16 to National stadium, and then thought wrong, took back one stop, head down to furniture mall, then realise not there. cladys called her friend again, and after much probing, finally found the place. with the help of a friendly bus 16 uncle. we took 16 again, to the ice skating ring and we finally got there! it was about 10.10? ya. bought tix, got gloves, skates, and off we went to the ring! haha. At first, i wasnt really confident about how to skate, then i realised that skating is close to blading, you know how to blade, then you know how to skate! haha. andy,xy and me know how to agar agar blade, so can! haha. then marcus is PRO. ZOOMING AROUND THE RING, WHIZZING ZOOMING. ya. you get the idea. then was like. ohgosh. look at the way he goes! haha. ke jian didnt know how to skate, cladys too. but of course they learnt it eventually! anyway, let the pics do the talking. (picture caption at bottom of pic). Anyway, I took loads of photos. haha. Cladys and kj's got ALOT. haha. so i post up 2 only. =.=. haha. look at them go!

yup, learning in process.

so sweet together horr?haha. xP

thats me, andy and xinyun. yup. haha. skate skate skate! wee

then we were like holding hands to skate? haha. we took turns to teach kj how to skate. yups yups. haha. thats andy, xinyun, cladys and ke jian. haha. nice right? all of us were like holding hands =.=. haha. but anyways, ya, fun!

yup! there we were holding hands. haha. Then right, got this stupid rule at the skating ring that not more than 2 ppl can holdhands. then we all kenna tio-ed like dunno how many times. BUT WHO CARES. haha. our section bonded maa. first time skating somemore. haha

yup. those shots got me marcus take one laa! haha. then, aiya, marcus was ZOOMING around the ring. haha. very hard to get picture. so yups. haha.

then we got tired, and headed back to rest a while. that is xinyun and cladys! haha the only 2 gals in section. haha. close close. then we didnt wanna waste money maa. so then we faster head back to skate.

THEN FINALLY, we managed to get a FULL SECTION SHOT. haha. WOOHOOO. am excited! haha. *zi high* anyway, ya, love this shot loads loads. haha. andy stretched his hand out and so did I. then *kacha* this moments remembered. haha

yup, ke jian's first fall. haha. I FELL LIKE 4 TIMES ONMY BUTT on the ring. mann. haha. but anyway, actually, cladys and ke jian skate nice nice der. then i was about to take, then ke jian fell. haha. oh mann.

then andy and cladys posed! haha. aiyo. then times up. we have to leave the ring. all of us had blisters, grazes and cuts from the shoe. =(. cladys's one is the most scary. haha.i got 2. yup. xinyun was going to carribbean that day, so like it was 1pm. and she had to get to the airport at 2pm! haha. she still had to go home first. managed to hail a cab for her at 1.10pm and she headed home, and off to carribean. haha. meanwhile, the rest of the section went to eat lunch.

kj then headed off to meet his brother for something leaving only marcus, me, andy and cladys. we headed to orchard, we were going to get orange ties for the upcoming concert! then when we reached orchard, marcus had to go too, he got back late the night before and i think his mum wants him home. that left only 3 of us going around orchard. we walked and walked and walked and walked in plaza sing searching for cheapest ties. haha. 5 bucks was the cheapest. my leg hurt. so did andy's and cladys's so we found the gallery where we can go in and rest! haha.

took a shot! haha. then we went off to Paragon. haha. we walked around and headed up to toy rus! haha. took pics for andy and cladys!

this shot is nice! haha. I take one!! *bhb* okay laa. anyway, almost all shot i take one. haha. then ya, headed into toy rus, then act like as though we had deprived childhood... =.=

thereafter, it was about 5pm, kj having performance at esplanade. we took train down to city hall. Cladys and I headed off to esplanade. and andy had to meet lynn for some thing. we headed up to the roof top and talked lots. haha. then cladys emo laa. haha=.=

THERE THERE. told you so. haha. okok. kidding kidding. that one is i ask her take one. haha. we talked about band, and everything. ya. then 7pm, went down to see kj perform. then when we saw kj, HE REBONDED HIS HAIR. me and cladys mouth agape. haha. then laugh laugh laugh. Showed kj some shots then he said, dont make me jealous! LOL. took one for him and cladys!

compare with the shot before he rebonded! hahah

kj performing. yup. shuai shuai! haha. the way he plays arhh. omg. haha. jing jie played too(tj clarinet) he like knows how to play EVERY SINGLE INSTRU. pro pro. haha. all the pros laa.

then all of us beat, busted, tired, drained headed home. kj went to dinner with his brother and friends. His brother looks, sound and behaves alike. haha. like so cool to have a twin sibling laa. haha. Then me and cladys headed home. and sleep!

the next day, which is today, shall blog another time. I very tired lers. haha. okay okay! hope you guys enjoyed this post! cya round!

-jErM

2007-12-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
4th december 2007
music: flute, classics

hey. ok. so its like 9.37am in the morning. and here i am blogging. many things have happened lately. and of so many things happening, just sortta feel depressed. I dunno. lately has been all about fluting. fluting and fluting. I dunno. really dunno. TJ practice has been fun. the ppl there are nice, flute seniors are nice and everything. But looks like i am not ready yet. I dunno. The latest practice, ytd, was pretty bad. Airy tone, sucky horrendous sight reading. Just felt really really cold in the TJ band room ytd, and dont really play well when i am cold. Hmm. my whole body feels kindda heaty, was like shivering ytd. After practice, just felt sorrta depressed. Like what the heck is happening to my fluting.Its so sucky now. Like a preschool kid attempting to play flute. dunno, just feel like i am letting hsc band down. ytd, we also played canon in D for flute choir, which is in D major. Andy and I got paired up to play flute 3. ya. and i guessed my sucky sightreading arhh, sortta like, ayee. nvm. sortta have been thinking last night. Just felt really bad, guai guai feeling. My tone dont have the core sound ytd. Really feel like i dont even deserve to play with TJ band. The last time i felt that i didnt really deserve to play the instrument was in sec 1, when xinhui scolded me for dropping flutes. I am getting back the same feeling right now. I dunno. Am trying to pick myself up. Later am going back to hsc, am going to get grade 5 flute music from junior to try to at least sight read. It aint going to be easy, but i shall give it a shot. Bo bian, have to learn to pick myself up.

-jErM

2007-11-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students.Teacher: What is your problem?Boy: I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is. I think I should be in the third-grade too. The teacher took the boy to the principal's office. While the Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.The principal told her that he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed. The boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.Principal: What is 3 x 3? Boy: 9Principal: What is 6 x 6? Boy: 36And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. "I think the boy can go to the third-grade" , said the principal. The teacher said she had some of her own questions to ask. The principal and the boy agreed. Teacher: What is it that a cow has four and I have only two? Boy: (after a moment) Legs.Teacher: What is in your pants that you have but I do not have? Boy: Pockets.Teacher: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid? Boy: Coconut. Teacher : What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky? The principal's eyes openned really wide and before he could stop the answer, the boy was already answering.Boy: BubblegumTeacher: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs? The principal's eyes openned really wide and before he could stop the answer... Boy: Shake hands. Teacher: Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay? Boy: Yep.Teacher: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do. Boy: TentTeacher: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large vodka peg..... Boy: Wedding Ring. Teacher: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.Boy: NoseTeacher: I am a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver. Boy: ArrowTeacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement? Boy: Firetruck. Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' and if u dont get it u have to use your hand? Boy: Fork.Teacher : What is it that all men have one. It is longer for some men than for others. The pope doesn't use his. Normally a man gives it to his wife after they're married? Boy: SURNAME. The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy to the University. I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"

2007-11-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

weather: night. its close to midnight
28th november 2007
music: I just dont love you no more.

hey there. okay. havent posted for quite a while. aizz. have been going for tj band pracs. really great practices and all that. met some new ppl. like the 2 amkss ppl and one st nicks girl. omg they are all like SO PRO. I go there is like seriously =.="""". The way they play and sight read arhh. i seriously should go and tiao lou liao. oh gosh. I dunno lehh. for today's prac, i didnt have a good nights rest the night be4. so right, go there my tone was pretty airy. but the songs were pretty tough. like tongueing and what not. but i must like try much harder. =X. hmm. well. learnt some new things too. Like embrochure, and ke jian reminders of holding my flute up. you know, i keep on somehow think that we must hold our flute up so that the section looks nice on stage. =.=. but actually, it is supposed to hold up so that the air can go in. haha. looks like i shall put footnotes all over my score to remind myself to hold up flute. haha. when i hold, the tone and everything will come naturally. hmm. i shall sleep at 9pm tmr, so that when i go for prac on Friday, hopefully my tone will turn out fine=). dunno lehh. everytime i play flute at home, the tone and everything sounds all right. but when i go for pracs, the tone sux. so does tongueing and everything. but the night before didnt sleep well. Hmm. shall experiment here and there. haha. meanwhile, also learnt that diaphragm support is pretty important for us to sound good on running notes. oh well. try try try. Tomorrow, (the time now is 23,57), i shall go and try out all the new things taught to me on hsc flutes. lets see how they will fare. hehh. okok. going to stop here. mean while, am looking forward to the next tj band prac. haha, the members there are friendly and really pro! and also to the mj tune in! on the 13th of december. I cant wait! haha.
cya guys round.

-jErM

2007-11-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Weather: night
23rd november 2007
music: kokomo

haha. today, I decided to go cycling from home to school. of which mum usually didnt allow. and at that time, i was darn angry cos i really wanted to cycle to school, cos at that time, I was having a craze over cycling. and now, i am glad that she didnt allow me to go. When i cycled, ya, view nice and everything, but man, it was DARN TIRING. haha. I cant imagine what if I am MORE TIRED than this + having HEAVY school bag + in any case, what if i have a flute with me? OMG. I WILL PRACTICALLY DIE. and right, it will take approximately 20-40 mins depending on how fast/ how slow i cycle. For me, it took me 30 mins to get there. and 1 hour to get back. BEcause on the return journey, i felt too tired and decided to push the bike home instead. haha. SO TO CONCLUDE, I SHALL NOT CYCLE TO SCHOOL ANYMORE UNLESS I HAVE LOADS OF SPARE ENERGY TO WASTE. haha. and horr, I think should ask er hao, how can he manage to cycle all around arhh? tiann. i cycle just from here to school. say about 8-9 km? or maybe less? I felt tired. haha. MAYBE I AM GETTING FAT. DIE DIE. shall excercise more! oh ya, and ker jian from TJ band called me to ask me to join them in 1 band pracs. oh mann. cant wait to go. but section outing maybe on monday or wednesday next week. die die. hmm. better faster plan lers. haha. cya guys round.

-jErM

2007-11-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

weather: Night

22nd November 2007

Music: bai gei ni- elva, show luo

event: natasha's getting back of PSLE results!

ok. so this morning, went back to alma mater with family to see natasha receive her PSLE results. Everyone was kindda nervous today morning. Well, maybe not everybody, but at least I was. I know natasha was. ok, I shall just skip to the part where natasha receive her results. haha. Okay, so after announcing all the top students, whatever bla bla. OH wait. MAHA BODHI IS TOP 10 PRIMARY SCHOOL. WOOHOO. haha. okay. anyway, so the rest of the p6s went back to their classes. And i ran up to natasha's classroom. All the worried parents standing at the back, hoping to see smiles flickering across their children's face. Well, mum attended the talk at the hall and she was tired. So, me and Dion went up to her class, whilst mum and sharol stayed at the canteen. haha. So anyway, I was awaiting under baited breath as well. I was looking at my sister. Hoping that she would score well. Her teacher was giving out the results one by one, reading out their grades one by one. Well, she started from the back of the register, and obviously, my sister was at the front. Smiles, cries, excitement, disappointment all evident in one room. Parents were all looking worriedly at their children, and evidently, it was getting kindda stuffy squeezing with all the parents at the back of the classroom. Finally, it was natasha's turn to get her results. Her teacher read out her results: " A, A, C, B. Well, at least you passed your math!" I saw a smile flickering across her face. I felt the aura of happiness with her. Told myself:"maybe she got a good score after all!". She went back to her desk, and told the class mate beside her:"HEY WE GOT SAME MARK". and the Top EM2 student was in her class. Well, when the teacher finally dismissed the class finally. Dion and I rushed to see natasha. And obviously, who wouldnt wanna compare their results after getting back theirs? so she went around comparing bla bla bla. I prayed. Prayed that she got 220+. I closed my eyes, and looked at her result slip. A,A,B,C. as expected. And when i looked at the aggregate score she got. I was like. ok. she got 206 for her psle, with both her languages getting As, Math C and Science B. I thought that she could have done better and you know, maybe come to haising or something. anyway, she is so excited in meeting Kairu, joining taekwondo in hsc and planning to bash me up everyday at home. =.=. But now, she didnt managed to make it in. She is happy that she passed her math. but orhh, ok. as long as she is okay. Thereafter, we went down to canteen and met mum and sis. Then she went off and played cards. diaoz. =.=. Well, but as long as she is willing to work hard in secondary, am sure she can do it. haha. oh well, shes planning to go damai? or junyuan? Up to her laa. haha. and this year top student score is like 294 laa. SIAO. genius. haha. first time hear ppl can cut across the 290 border. haha. well. congrats sis, at least you got the results that you wanted.

okay, afternoon went for lunch. thats it.

Dion, on the bus ride home, was pestering me saying that she wanted to watch "enchanted". At first, when i got home, was to beat to go. Thereafter, I still brought her to Century square to watch the movie. We took neoprints before that. and i think it was really nice. haha.

Sorry. kindda small. haha. but anyways, then we headed into the cinema to watch the movie. I tell you, I would give this movie 4.5 star rating. THIS MOVIE ROCKS MY SOCKS. haha. Serious. Story setting, well, it brings us to somewhere in a wonderful place. With a pretty peasant girl who was dreaming of her prince charming. Then ya, all the animals, dancing dancing dancing. Help her create her prince charming, as in on a wooden stick, using normal materials. Then meanwhile, the REAL prince charming was riding an orge then he heard her sing. So headed in her direction, and in fairy tales, they ya laa, love at first sight, and were going to get married the day after. Then this prince had a horrible step mama, who is obviously the queen. And she did not want anybody to take after her throne. So the next day, the soon-to-be-princess, gazelle, ran off anticipatingly into the castle, getting ready to be married. The queen turned into an old hag and while Gazelle was running in the palace gardens, the old hag brought her to a waterfall. Told her to make a wish. This waterfall had a BOTOMLESS PIT. and while Gazelle was making her wish, the old hag(queen) pushed her into the waterfall. And she was falling falling falling, and the queen said that she was going to a place where there were no happily ever afters. Gazelle, fell fell fell and fell to our world. The human world. Met a guy, and her adventures began.. (SHALL NOT GO ON, IF NOT WILL SPOIL FOR THOSE WHO WANNA WATCH THE STORY)
But they mixed loads of fairy tales in this tale, like cinderella, snow white and sleeping beauty. I enjoyed the show loads.AND I dont mind watching it again. the only part that i didnt like about the movie is THAT IRRITATING KID BEHIND KICKING KICKING KICKING MY SEAT. should've listened to mr das, watch movie, sit rightttt at the back. No one will kick your seat. haha. but ya. watched with Dion. you know, somehow in this movie, it reminds me of how being a kid is like. you know, when fairy tales were real? and about how guys wished that they can be the prince charming to save their sleeping beauty? Actually, learnt something from the story, in our world, stress and busy are prototyped with it. But somehow, when we become too realistic, worrying about our schoolwork and exams, we tend to forget how fun it is to become a kid again. Everywhere, I am associated with 2 words. 1) LAME. 2) IRRITATING. 1) LAME is defined by being very childish, very immature. But I'd rather be an innocent kid, not exposed to all these burdens like schoolwork, then to be a mature adolescent. 16 years on this earth already. and my childhood is almost coming to and end. JC(hopefully), NS, UNI. and thats it. working life. how long more can we be kids? maybe 7 years? i dunno. yeah. so thats about it. am and sitting here typing this HORRENDOUSLY STUPENDOUSLY AMAZINGLY long post.

well, am going to do some stuff then go off. cya guys around.

-jErM

2007-11-20T21:54:00.001+08:00

weather: Night
20th November 2007
Music: Say ok- vanessa anne hudgens, Bai gei ni- Elva + Show luo

hey. okay. so anyway, like nobody ever visits this place. =.=. LOLL. haha. so Looks like i can make this my own personal journal/diary ler. haha.

1) Neng just sent me bai gei ni. oh gosh. cant stop replaying and replaying and replaying the song in my mp3. haha.

2) Got addicted to some new songs, namely say okay by vanessa anne hudgens and he said she said by ashley tisdale.

3) I've submitted my decisions for where i shall spend my first month next year. haha. I would really really love to take a photo of the application form. but. oh well. here are my 12 choices that i am using with my L1R5 of 10 to go to.

1st choice- Meridian Junior college (science)
2nd choice- Meridian Junior college(arts)
3rd choice- St. andrews junior college (science)
4th choice- St. andrews junior college (arts)
5th choice- Nanyang junior college(science)
6th choice- Nanyang junior college(arts)
7th choice- Tampines junior college(science)
8th choice- Catholic junior college(science)
9th choice- Catholic junior college(arts)
10th choice- Serangoon junior college(science)
11th choice- Innova junior college(science)
12th choice- Anderson junior college(science)

you know, somehow I really really really wanna get into Temasek junior college(science) but with L1R5 10, i doubt that I will stand a high chance. Kai ru got 11 and shes trying. Meiyee too. so is qiyun. but really. I really really really think that I'd rather go MJ for 1st month and if i can make it to TJ go for the rest of the 1year 11 months than to 1 month go TJ and (touch wood) get kicked out. yepp. so i dont think i will be going for the TJ band camp any more. i dont wanna waste their resources. haizz.

4) haha, oh ya. forgot to say something. after like for 2 years in e1. during class chalet, I finally learnt how to differentiate denise and stacey! haha. LOL. and i thought kairu, denise and stacey to play majhong. LOLL. haha. oh ya. got a lot of things to say about class chalet. but aiya. another time. I am tired. lol.

okay. thats all for now. cya guys round.

-jErM

2007-11-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

weather: night
19th November 2007
music: bai gei ni- elva, show luo
event: wj's bday!

hey. haha. okay. am DAMN tired now. haha. but woohoos! I think wei jun enjoyed his bday today! haha. YAYYYY. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! looks like the day before running to TM buying stuff, folding stars, writing the card and making my hand sore by doing the DIY STAR CURTAIN thingy is all worth it. haha. and then the running to white sands to buy cake. More running around the school to get ppl to write stuff for ppl! haha. haha. he cried during the getting of presents and bday cake? haha! the coffee cake VERY VERY NICE. haha. OH YA. cannot discredit manning toshikasa also! she also go white sands buy cake! haha. aiyo. she was ha-chooing for a while. scary. haha. but nevertheless, depite being tired and all that, WOOHOO! YAYYAYAYYAYAYAYYY. mission accomplished! haha. but band today was kindda cool. haha. the band was doing quite all right. except, for flutes, cannot blend. haha. anyway, TODAY VERY FUNNN. haha. sectionals with manning at first. then the acting was fun also(acting like we totally forgot it was wj's bday! haha!). okay, so wj didnt exactly fall for that. haha. BUT NEVERTHELESS. TRALAS. haha. okay. so i also wanna blog about what i wanna do for bday.but i am tired. better go off ler. haha. cya!

-jErM

2007-11-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

weather: night.
17th november 2007
music: bai gei ni-elva, luo zhi xiang, niu zai hen mang- jay chou

okay. so i havent blogged for quite some time. and many many things have been happening lately that i've almost no time to touch the computer. I am tired, very tired. haiz. somehow, class chalet was fun. but a bit sian. haha. played majhong, played cards, watched movies, talk talk talk and stone. how fun. oh ya. and eat lots of stuff. and today's alumni's band practice rocked. ya. had loads of fun. I miss playing with the seniors. yeah. well, played the songs today. and apprently, my sight reading sucks. ya. hmm. am still thinking of whether want to go mj auditions a not. ya. what if i can't get in? what if i can get in? very irritating lehh. omg. I dunno what to feel. ytd was also nco pop. yeah. feelings in feelings out, every feeling also have. ya. somehow, can sense something. ya. nevermind. haha. anyway, am tired. g for which JC to go isnt helping either. somehow, i feel that the only thing that keeps me happy now is plareally tired. i dunno what to do. I feel that HSC band isnt what the band that it is used to be. ya. if i were to post my comments about the band here, I guess that it will start up another incident whereby the band ppl will comemy tagboard and scold me again. then the whole thing will start again. oh ya, and i went back to see the band on thursday to go and gok flute. but i went there early, after band, i kindda buay ta-hanned the messiness of the band room and started cleaning. then Miss leung came in and scold jun and the grace(i think, or was it the other twin?). should have learn to tolerate even more. i dunno laa. am feeling very depressed all of a sudden. i dunno what's wrong with me. and somehow, when i think about how i am going to fare for my Os, it makes me feel nothing but worse. made SOO many stupid mistakes. Frettinying flute. But aiya., dunno laa. I everything also dunno. Somehow, when i think that i am helping, i will only end up making things worse. ya. oh, and lately, jun's nicks arhh. ayee. ya. pls be high during band camp. is not i wanna say, but this is the first time the leaders have to ask its members to be high. I mean, can see that the little guys trying really hard to get the band together. But the band so sian. ayee. and as a senior, i feel really bad that i cannot do anything to help him. ayee. somehow, i want to be happy. am sick of problems. pimples are forming, white hairs appearing. somehow, i really wish to fly to a place where i can be happy, no worries. but hope. thats all i can do. hope.

-jErM

2007-11-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

weather: its night
11th November 2007
music:-nil-

calender of events for nov/dec so far

Monday,12th november 2007- physics paper 1[2pm-3pm], chemistry paper 1[3.30pm-4.30pm]
tuesday, 13th november 2007- Biology paper 1[9am-10am]
Wednesday, 14th november 2007- Class chalet day 1
Thursday,15th november 2007- Class chalet day 2
Friday, 16th november 2007- Class chalet day 3, TJCSB band tune in[9am-4pm], PAE briefing[8.45am]
Saturday, 17th november 2007- HSC alumni band practice
~~26th November 2007, Monday- TJC band practice~~
~~28th november, wednesday- TJC band practice 2~~
Saturday, 15th December 2007- TJC's fiesta moozic
Wednesday, 19th december 2007- Bronze medallion day 1 [8am-1pm]
thursday, 20th december 2007- Bronze medallion day 2[8am-1pm]
Friday, 21st december 2007- Bronze medallion day 3 [8am-1pm]
Wednesday,26th december 2007- Bronze medallion day 4 [8am-1pm]
Friday, 28th december 2007- MJCSB tune in, MJCSB concert[7.30pm]
Tuesday,1st January 2007-Bronze medallion test[10am-12pm]
Friday, 25th January 2007- HSCCB Concert
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and i am so looking forward to certain days not planned yet. haha
like,

-hanging out with jun[like so long nv go play ler]
-going lan with wx[woooooooooooooooooooooooo]
-playing 02 jam with cous[willliam]
-upgrading O2 jam level
-going to touch flute again
-going lan with william +KH [havent hung out with cous for long time!]
-going lan with neng!

and you know suddenly, all my motivation to study is gone. am so easily distracted. mann. lately, have been lanning with northern conference.[which includes er hao, amos ghui,amos lim, alvin, kin chung and wei neng] haha. wei neng didnt go lan. but oh well. CS CS CS AND MORE CS. LOL. haha. anyway, okay laa. no feeling like that towards the game. sniping is fun. but if you want me to run around and shoot ppl I will die first. haha. but anyway, they all having nicks like dark phantom[er hao], or kc venom[kin chung]. and obviously, i will but mine as jerm. then the next lan session, i put germ. then the latest one, i put bacteria. haha. everyone goes jerm jerm jerm all day. haha. going to put every microorganism's name next time. LOLL. next one fungus, then virus. then lactobacillius bugaricus then strepptococcus thermophyllus. okay. so maybe i am a nerd. LOL. nevertheless. SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THE END OF Os!

well, PLS PLS. I pray that everyone will do well in his/her paper 1s tomorrow and the day after.

-jErM

2007-10-30T19:27:00.000+08:00

weather: night
30th October 2007
music: Nobody's perfect-hannah montana
Event: Zhi wei's bday

Okay, all of us 1991's are in the midst of our important O levels, and to me, it is really a BIG BIG toture. I've think i am SO GONNA DIE cos of several reasons.

1) DAY I DREAD IS COMING. like, bio and ss clash. WTHHH. omg. so gonna die.

2) you know, somehow I am worried, no wait. EXTREMELY FREAGINLY DARNLY worried for my english. I left my summary in the present tense when it is "IN THE PAST" =.=. and somemore, I wrote an expository, when I've actually prepared SOO much for narrative essays. The topic I chose was on "heroes". A 1 WORD ESSAY. ever since the first day I've tried 1 WORD ESSAYS, i VOWED never to touch them again. I wrote about everyday heroes, like how our parents, teachers and charitable organisations are all heroes. which of course i think is TOTALLY CRAPPY. mann. somehow, the thought of failing english is LKJADFLGKJYRLK;JREAT. It is indelible. very very hard to get it out of my mind. oh mann.

3) History paper. okay, fine. I shall be fair to say that history paper wasnt a tough paper. not as tough as geography I heard. Many people managed to finish the history paper, and i left the 3rd linker and the conclusion for the 2nd essay. China, japan and russia(chapter 10) came out. AND I WROTE CHINA. damn. oh gosh. my combined humanities...!! GJDL;KJRAGHKL;JA. what's worse? I only did one comparison for the 2nd SBQ question.

4) MATH. okay. Fine. A math is fun. but you know something? for the entry page, there is one line where you have to fill in which looks like this:

Subject/paper no:_________________________________________

and you know what i did for the first few papers? I did this.

say eg a math..

subject/paper no.: Additional mathematics/4018/02.

SMART.

but i wrote for papers nowadays like this

subject/paper no.: English/paper 2 [1172/02]

UGHHHHH. WHAT ELSE COULD GO WRONG.

oh gosh. as i stand in the midsts of the big battle i am facing now, I am screaming in vain that i wanna quit. Might as well die. But there is that determination and perserverance in me that is asking me to go on. Yet, my muscles groan and shout in pain. and my brain cells are depleting. ljdsaflkjsavlk;ajsg. LJDSGFKLJARSGKL;JAGDSL;KJDSAGFL;JSADF.

HELPPPPPPP

-jErM

as the battle goes on...

2007-10-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Weather: night time lers
20th October 2007
Music: ALL hsm2 songs
event: Jovans bday!!

HELP HELP HELP.
- O levels is coming in 2 days time(make it 1)
- Mum's sick(gastric probs)
- And i havent started revising thoroughly for chemistry
- and i havent even memorized 1 history essay for the upcoming Os.

Timetable for nxt week:
Monday: A math paper 1
Tuesday: A math paper 2
Wednesday: Chemistry paper 2
Thursday: FREE DAY
Friday: History paper

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

and if you asked me what i have been doing for the past 1 week, I will tell you straight that i DIDNT SLACK TOTALLY. I have been doing ALOT ALOT of history essays. (I have all my essays, but i havent memorized), chem practice papers, choinged some math papers today. HELPPPPPP. i am worried. The way which i do my chemistry papers. ITS HORRENDOUS. i have to like refer to the answer sheet almost every single time. =.=. And the papers are like from Dunman high, clementi town, etc etc. of which mr tan decided to choose from school papers which are really tough. But its okay. good for us as well. Mann. beating up my self confidence. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Then for history essays, HOW? i havent even memorized. BTW, MY COMPUTER CRASHED. luckily some of the essays In my hotmail. but i have to retype quite a few. oh no. this is worrying me. well. am printing out some history essays now. AAAA.

well, everyone must score well for Os okay? jyjy!

AND JERMS, YOU GOAL!!! REMEMBER!! 6-8 points to get into TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE OR MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!

goodluck everyone! -flustered-- going back to work
-jErM

2007-10-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

okay, continue from last post. haha. I dun have much time to narrate what happen the WHOLE day. haha. so i just summarise. If i have the time, I will go into every intricate detail okay? haha.
thank you list very very very very long. haha. so. hmm. will do it when i narrate the whole story!

This bag and nike cap is from my kooma, kiyoshi koko, ah xiang jie jie and jeanie jiejie. haha.

Then the piggy comics are from kevon, esther, jia hui, zhi wei, rachel and elicia. haha. some 2e4 ppl actually remembered my bday's today. cool sia. haha. really cool. suprise! haha

this doggy and the pooh the bear thingy are from my sisters

Then this cute little polar bear is from wei neng, kairu, don, mei yee, hui hui, shui man, pei shi, yenny! haha. everyone in class was snatching it today. haha. LOL. and shermine was like hugging it. haha. ppl asking me go and wash it in washing machine. and the card was like. woa. nice. haha. so many signatures. cool right? haha. and just in case you're wondering what the heart shape thingy is, dont bother. really. dont. haha. and all of us are having a difficult time deciding the name of the bear. I wanna call it wei ru but kairu and wei neng wants to call it lixiong. oh well. haha see how lo. hahaha=)

and this shirt is from the WHOLE 4E1. haha. really really cool. when they sang bday song, I was like woa. haha. YEAH. really really cool class, am really glad to be in this class which left me the most wonderous memories in haising. haha. going to treasure this shirt and our class tee which we received today. THANK YOU 4E1. THANK YOU LOADS. i will thank every single one when i narrate the whole story out.

Then heres my family and me. haha. dad's working. he not free. oh well. haha. can understand

so thats about it, i shall go other ppls blog to gok pictures at next post. so till then, CHAO! and thank you EVERYONE who wished me. haha. *christine toshikasa, wei jun, wei neng(who woke up at 5am just to send me an sms) jas mine, stacey, hilary for the smses and wishes. OH and huiqin toshikasa's also* haha. really thankies! haha. and peishi, shuiman, huihui and mei yee who shouted happy bday to me at ava. and wei neng and kairu for everything. haha. wei xiang too!

oh, and the first sms that i got for wishing me happy birthday was from si han. really didnt expect. haha. my primary school, truest,best friend. haha. smsed me ytd night. haha. so cool!

well. thats all for now! cya guys around!

P.S. NC16 AFTER OS WOOHOO

-jErM

2007-10-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Weather: night time lers
11th October 2007
music: you're the music in me
event: MY BDAY! NC16 HERE I COME, graduation night

HELLOOOO. haha. omgh haha. today is lke THE BEST BIRTHDAY I'VE HAD IN MY ENTIRE 16 years of life. haha. like seirously. am glad that i have 4E1(EVERYONE), 2e4, and jia hui, esther, rachel they all. haha. its like really very very very nice of all of them. haha. WELL, i shall let the pictures do the talking okay? currently I only uploaded 3, later got time i upload the rest. okayy? haha

2007-10-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

weather: night
2nd october 2007
music: sundial dreams
event: Hakeems bday, HUiqins bday

we were taught when we were little not to tell lies, so big kids shouldnt lie. and since big kids shouldnt lie, adults shouldnt lie. because adults are the ones who tell the little kids not to lie.

I must be modest. but i am not what some ppl make me out to be. As my mum says, if what you think ppl say is correct, listen to it and change it. But if they are talking nonsense and anyhow say you, just treat them like idiots and dont listen.

-jErM

2007-10-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
1st october 2007
music: sundial dreams <http://profile.imeem.com/Db8pc/music/xh-jcAZF/sundial_dreams/>
Event: the church bells went ding dong at 12pm today

okay. haha. am not supposed to touch this place anymore cos of O levels. haha. its coming really really soon. omgomg. haha. well, we got to have a peek at our results slip today and a wish of mine which i had waited for SOOOOO LONG. finally came true. if you must, refer to the wish column okay? haha. aiya. dont so ma fan. I got 12th in class and 14th in level. haha. WOOHOO. when i saw my results, I cant help but to keep that smile flickering across my face. haha. its like compared to mid year 37th in class, 61 in level and now, 12th in class and 14th in level. haha. woo hoo. haha. yeah. but i musnt be to complacent/arrogant. i very very scared I will start bragging this to the whole world by mouth. [actually, can see that many many ppl pissed with me already. so i'd better shut up] but nevertheless, I hope that i can do EVEN better in O levels and get L1R5:6/7. just like my senior andy. haha. yepp. and also... give wei jun pressure like what he did to me in history. haha. anyway, haha. so yeah. O level practicals are just next week. and it is starting with physics. oh gosh. haha. jy jy!! so am going to go off very very soon. O levels are just around the corner and i cant afford any more slacking. so everyone again, study hard, get good grades okay? haha. do yourself a favour by making yourself proud this FYE for those in sec 1,2 and 3. for those in sec 4, O levels are coming. JYJY! everyone sure can do it der!!. haha.

so am going to be going off now. haha.

p.s. I still owe er hao present. haha. and tmr is huiqins and hakeems bday. so happy bday in advance okay?

going off lers! cya!

-jErM

2007-09-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
29th september 2007
music: what time is it?-hsm2

Hey. haha. okay. so i got back all my prelim results. am lazy to type out every single digit. so I will just type my grades okay?

english: B3
E math: A1
A math: A2
chinese: A1
physics: B4
Chemistry: A1
biology: B3
Combined humanities:A2 ( history: A1, SS: B3)

so L1R5: 10 , L1R4: 8

haha. so yeah. mm. my first one month. where should i spend it? haha. TJ or MJ? oh well. both JCs open house are on 5th october. wonder which one should i try out for. OH well. haha. But this exam. i learnt a lot of things. mistakes that i shouldnt make. some subjects, like a math, i couldve gotten a 1. ayee. =(. i made a lot a lot of careless mistakes. but haha, i've acheived some things for prelims. like, in history, I FINALLY PROVED TO MR DAS THAT ANDY AND WEI JUN ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES WHO ARE GOOD IN HISTORY OKAY!!! haha. well. yeah. and that history major exam, this is the first ever time i got a 1 haha. yeah. and english suprised me too. haha. but physics and bio i needa improve a lot. to be honest, have been slacking for 2 weeks, well more slacking on the first week, but on the second less. well. I've started studying hard already, and i'd better boost up on studying power! haha. well, and for the rest of the sec 4s who are reading my blog, jy for O levels okay?!?!?! JIA YOU JIA YOU. haha. I somehow wish that i can be one of the top students in haising for O level. with A1s A1s and MORE A1s. haha. so EVERYBODY JY okay? oh. and my juniors, all of your exams are coming. you guys must jyjy also okay!? do the section proud!! haha.

okay. I will be going off lers. cya guys around.

-jErM

2007-09-20T19:48:00.000+08:00

weather: night time lers
20th september 2007
music: you are the music in me- hsm 2
celebrations: ytd, er Haos bday.

mann.haha. first of all, HAPPY BELATED BDAY ER HAO haha. omg, I still havent got him a bday present yet. shit shit. haha. waaa. I am so slow. nvm. I shall shop it tomorrow. haha. then give it to him on monday. waa. i owe a lot a lot of ppl present lehh. shit shit. haha. nvm. on graduation day I shall give to all the 2e4 ppl that i owe and the 4e1 ppl also. haha. oh ya. btw, speaking of which, We still havent got our 4e1 class tee yet. oh well. guess we have to wait. haha. but 2e4 also dun have. LOLLL. haha. maybe shall dessign then go ask them how baa. hee. =).

oh ya. btw. today, we got back our prelim results. and I guess that my gods, yuan shi tai zi, the thousand hand thousand head pu sa,to pe gong, the 4 big sky gods, my ancestors, crying god and the jade emperor have been watching close after me. haha. though I am a taoist, i guess that every religon is common in something, we all love our own gods. they bao you me. thank you so much. i really am glad to have gods like this. they have been watching over me ever since i was inside my mum's womb.=). haha. well. and we got back some of our prelim results today. =//. well.I think i will blog about my results when i get back everything bahh. haha. but i guess that my gods have been watching close for me. thank you gods.

haha. i guess you guys must have been BORED STIFF that all i have been blogging about is my results, moanings complaints and everything. haha. well. Because you see arhh, i have this very very irritating monster known as stress who pesters me 24/7. hence, i need to get it out by using blog to fa xie. thanks to those who have concerned for me okay? haha. thanks so much. well.

OH YA. btw. I already have some stuff to do after Os. watch anime, and finally TRY LANNING. i shall go at least twice. once with the southern conference and one with the northern conference.=). hee!! but anyway for now, everyone is in a place known as SLACKAMANIA---- a place where you slack, relax, sleep eat, play and sleep again. hahaha. yeah. but after this weekend. we will have to bring ourselves back to this harsh world and mug for O levels.

2 WEEKS PPL 2 WEEKS! JYJY!

-oh ya. before i end, THANKS CHRISTINE TOSHIKASA FOR ADVICE ON JCC CHOICES. haha=DD

oh ya. and Hui qin toshikasa, if you ever visit this place, hehe. good luck with *ahems ahems* haha.

-jErM

2007-09-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

weather: grey sky, looks like its gonna rain
14th september 2007
music: flute beat boxing stuff

hey. okay. found out that i lost 8/40 marks for my physics paper 1 already. oh please. what else could go wrong. ni na na. AAL;JDSAG;LJEFO;JBVFDV;. well. Hearing around that many ppl screwed up prelims already. man. wan dan. there goes my first one month. =.=. Christine senior is right. why didnt i study harder for prelims. mann. =(. well. all i can now is pray. agjl;jkahl;kjre.
well. the west asked me to go join them lanning today but sister is coming back soon. haha.maybe shall drop by later and see if they are still there later. haha. LOL.

okay. anyway, this is somthing really really cool I've found. haha. my flute ou xiang-greg patillio. heh. enjoy

-jErM

2007-09-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

weather: blue skies
7th september 2007
music: i dont dance- hsm 2

oh boy. 2 posts in one day. i just realised something. DIE LIAO. REALLY DIE LIAO. i am burnt out. burnt out. shit nia. and i cannot pressurize myself any further. COS. whenever i start pressurizing myself uneccesarily, i end up performing worse. worried as i can be. sheesh. and i just figured out how to answer the calculation titration questions. SHIT. SO DUMB. i really hate myself for that. ayee. burnt out. what else could go wrong. i tried tackling cedar girls paper 2 a math today and end up got a 1 or 2 dunno how to do, and some with a few mistakes. and i used to be getting almost everything right for the rest of the a math papers. die. burnt out. this could only mean burn out. SHIT. DIE DIE DIE. *jang jang* WAPIANG. and i cant afford to relax no more. cos, history exam is coming and i havent really memorized any of the essays yet. oh no. crap. oh well. looks like i'll be hanging around the com a while. oh gosh. seriously jerms, of all times, why now? why burn out now? chem prac you cant squeeze that eqn out of you and you just lost 6 marks. toopid- hate myself sometimes. ayee.

BURNT OUT. AFJDJDSGOIHREBFJ,NJ,FNB

-jErM

2007-09-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
7th september 2007
music: I dont dance-high school musical 2

okay. am supposed to be continuing with part 2 but blas. nevermind. will continue if have time. today is chem prac. and 6 marks gone. WAPIANG ERHHH. dumb. my titration calculations are like SHIT. everyone for the last qn all getting 5 grams and i got 1. something. dumb shit. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. but except for that, the rest of the paper is quite okay. PLS PLS PLS. lemme get a distinction. at least 28 to 31? pls pls pls. oh boy. I PRAY. and that physics prac. ayee. ;d. die die die. the pendulum bob graph is supposed to be a ln X type of graph. and i got a cubic graph.

Allow me to scold myself for a while:
DUMB DUMB. WAPIANG. JERMAIN CHO. YOU STUPID DUMB SHIT. AAAAAAAAAAAA. LIDDAT HOW TO GO TJ/MJ?!??!! DUMB SHIT. so dumb! SO CARELESS. HURR. THINK PRAC SO EASY LIDDAT. UGHHHH.

okay. I think for now, all i can do is to practice more and everything. haha. so holiday isnt really like holiday. =(. have been studying hard on bio though. just found out that the chapter on the cirulatory system and the respiratory system is impt for lifesaving! so i spent appraently 3 days on bio. you know why? cos one by one, the chapters link to each other. okay. ermmmm. ya lo. chem and phy and history all HAVENT TOUCH. WAPIANG. die die. dont care. today will work hard on my HISTORY. GO GERMS!

oh ya! btw, got back HISTORY mock exam today. and i got 30/50. I am PROUD of myself. cos, i didnt do 1 sbq question. and I FINALLY KNOW WHATS GOING WRONG WITH MY HISTORY. and why i cant hit the A1 mark. MUAHAHHAA. yeah. just wait and see mr das. that A1 is GONNA BE MINE! woohoo¬ okay but for now, jyjy! haha. after history, gonna mug on chemistry! JYJY. tjtjtjtjtjtjjt!!! mjmjmjmj!!

jia you everybody!

p.s. wei xiang, i updated lers. haha.

-jErM

2007-09-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

weather: its night time
1st september 2007
music: what time is it? -high school musical 2
festivities: 31st august- ah gongs bday, dad's bday
TODAY- kaiping's bday

okay. hey. so i havent touched this place for a really long time. oh well. lots of things has happened lately. and prelims are here. so not really in the mood to touch the computer. but there's something within me that i really gotta say if not feel very uneasy. but dont worry, im not scolding anybody. haha. i swore not to scold anyone a long long time ago in blogs. yeah. cos, as the discipline committee put it, yeah. its not nice at all. so yeah. Going to express whatever i say in the form of short sentences. okay. so here goes.

31st august two thousand and seven
Went to school feelin like im in seventh heaven
teachers day it is that day
thinking about what will happen, I say
first up we celebrated aces day
doing some moves created by a tea-chey.(teacher)
but being so fat and unmovable
I participated with little interest.

thereafter, Our class split into two
of course duh, we are so totally not like fools.
some preparing a party
while others went to watch a concert.
I went to watch a concert,
beat boxing and singing
dancing and lala-ing.
We went up to the class and together celebrated the day
with food and games
hey hey hey!
Teachers passed in out right left
while we gave them presents wishes and greeting.
I gave to my teachers cards and a red pen.
thinking about it after a thousand years becoming sand.

I went back to my alma meter thereafter.
hoping to find back 5 of my teachers.
Many of them left there already.
But I am so lucky.
Others had only one or two.
Thinking about, what to do?

Went around with my primary school pal
who went to dunman high
named guo xiang.
surfing around like some mad people with his sister.
theres still one more person whom i went around with too.
and that person is someone whom,
i had a crush for a very long time.

to be continued-

2007-08-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

weather: its night time
18th August 2007
Music: ne'yo so sick?. think thats the title.

hi. okay. I just wasted the WHOLE of today. so dumb. when i woke up this morning, my head pounded and my stomach hurt. oh gosh. still headed to school by the way. so physics was okay. went down to see alumni band prac. and gosh, they are amazing. haha. really. when the sec 4E1s band members went down, we saw them. haha. I felt like as though i am "ban men nong fu". haha. for the benifit for those who dont understand, it means, going in front of a pro and show off your skills. haha. that means very thick skin laa, very bhb. we ate lunch after that at downtown food court and headed home. then sleep sleep sleep. even at dinner, didnt feel well. so after dinner, I cannot sleep. But i cannot concentrate on my work either. so am here staring at the computer screen again. oh gosh. wasted 1 whole day. i cant believe. everyone is probably cramming SS essays or working hard at some math problem now. but my body is asking me to go and sleep. Feeling pretty weak this few days. oh no. this is bad. PRELIMS are coming. oh gosh. jia you ler jerms. haha. may your dream come true. *bless that i can faster recover from this sickness and go and study" hopefully by tmr, I will be my okay self again and can start studying. btw, this sickness is horrible. your stomach crams for a moment, and then relaxes. then crams again. and the crams come at random times. mann. irritating. thats the whole point i cant concentrate. You try concentrating, then your stomach crams. dumb-toopid-. nvm. oh well. gotta try. maybe do a few online quizzes before heading to bed.

13 days to prelims.
60+days to Os.

jia you everyone. no time ler.

-jErM

2007-08-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

weather: night time lers
13th August 2007
Music: digimon, butterfly

HEY. okay. so i havent blogged for quite a while. AND sure enough. I can see cowebs forming all over it. so i am here to clean up the dust okay? haha. well.I think no one would really bother coming here no more. haha. the last tag is dated july. and it is alreadyaugust. Actually took a video of fire works, and planned to put it up here. But failed. ARGH. nevermind. once i figure out, you guys can see already.but national day this year is so totally awesome! I liked the part, especially when the 2 helicopters from the army bowed/saluted to the audience! the laser stuff also! MANN. nice.haha. but i was truly amazed with, is the SAF central band. OH MY GOSH. OVER TV, you hear the piccoloist! OH GOSH. NICE LAA! NICE TONE, NICE PROJECTION. OH GOSH. you know, most of the time, when talking about flutes, piccolos are often left out. this is like SO TOTALLY NOT FAIR! dont care. piccolos are amazing. and i right now, plan to continue to embark on playing the picc. its a nice instru kay! haha. really. if you guys ever watch the replay of the NDP. listen. its amazing. and the most amazing part is, the running notes can be heard SO DAMN CLEARLY. oh gosh. i tell you. hopefully, i can get to enter SAF band when i enter the army and play the picc! thats what i call fun. haha.

well, today, i had an array of feelings. Havent touched the com forsometime. like totally indulge in msn convos, do blogskins what not. hehhehh. I listened to mr yap's advice okay! haha. I am guai. *pukes blood* WEI.dont sobad laa. haha. started math tuition for a math also. haha. okay laa. now they doing revision. pretty worried for relative velocity. youknow, i havent gave up on my dreams of being an astronaut. i feel that its kindda like, impossible in singapore, and hence decided that teacher(science) is my choice of ambition. R.V. in a math has a lot to do with work at NASA. oh gosh. if i dont master that, i wont be able to go nasa(like if i had the chance). AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. and i somehow and enjoying doing tys practices. though the mock exam is difficult, I dont care. i better continue to work hard.

today, we got back chinese O level results. Hmm. lets describe the thing from last night. I didnt had an easy time getting to sleep last night. My heart was beating really fast. I did tys till it was time. was REALLY REALLY vexed. When i woke up, i was feeling sleepy, as i finally got to sleep at 12am. yeah. and woke up at 6. I didnt wanna get up. The bed was like a giant magnet, attracting me to it firmly. But i knew i HAD to get up. so took a shower(cold water for the first timein the morning.) and headed to school.time seemed to pass so slowly yet so fast. when it was 8am, just the start of lessons, I was worried, and couldnt concentrate in class at all. Was like damn distracted and didnt wanna do anything. So, i read a book that i had got addicted to real recently. and then headed for recess. when it was recess, Helped mrs tang to tidy some stuff for the english oral later and went down. time was 9.50am.and results are to be released at 10. Of course, I didnt have any appetite to eat, so headed up to the hall direct. when i sat at my row, Heard the e2s saying that their msg is 2.5 and that their class has 5 A1s and duno how many a2s. i got really worried and my heart palipilated faster. E2s chinese standard are usuallyhigher then 1s, so does that mean that 1 got worse? i cringed in fear at that thought. Then the principal talked about the percentage passes and whatever. i knew that i screwed up my gong han, somehow, during the O levels. I hoped that i will get A2/B3. then results are to be released. my heart beat faster, butterflies appearedin my stomach. Adrenalline rush. yeah. (first 5 go up). Alvin, register number one, after seeing his results, turned around and didnt look really happy. amanda looked expressionless. so was Amos. I was getting reallyr eally worried. jess chan came back, with an expression that showed joy and satisfaction. "guess she got a 1. i told myself". then Yan hua came back like no expression like that. then the nxt 5 went up. Jollyn, me, kairu, kin chung and er hao. i dread every single step that i took. on the way there, my breathing went rapid. I told myself. 3 then 3,mei you she me da bu liao. die then die. retake then retake lor. But inside me, I was desperately hoping for a one. Jollyn saw her results and walked away. a smile flickered across her face. I clossed my eyes. took a deep breath and looked.

Cho koi hong jermain

1132(haising catholic school)

subject:chinese

a box that contained (one)

a box that contained (D)

Mr lua looked at me, and with a tone of joy and delight. told me. CONGRATULATIONS. CHINESE DISTINCITON. A1, CHINESE ORAL, DISTINCTION. I didnt belived what i heard. I looked again. it was true, at that moment, I screamed and RAN ALL THE WAY to the back of the hall. I was exhilarated! I felt like crying. AND was screaming. like siao. My hands went up, like doing a victory sign. ppl sitting there asked, 1?1? i said yes. Till now, i still do not believe that i got 1. I asked myself, how the heck did i managed out that 1? tycoism? i guess so. haha. Kai ru got a1 too! so did wei neng! donovan didnt get that 1. and i felt that its not fair! that zuo wen marker, he must have went hard on don. stoopid. ayee. why like that. UGHH. well. don said that he would be retaking. he will confirm get a 1 der! well. CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO GOT ONE. haha. well. english oral nxt. I do not have any confidence at all when i did it. I am scared. pls pls pls. pray that i did well. the pictures has very little details. and the examiner came late! AAKLAJDSFL;KJAOHKND. and i did the exam in a semi-concious state. oh boy.haha. well. have been staring at this screen ever since i got back at 7+. i better go off ler! catch you guys around okay? CYA ! willbe a long timewhen i next blog. told you, gotta study. this staring at com thing willbe once in a blue moon! CYA.

-jErM

2007-07-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

weather: Grey sky
22nd July 2007
Music: Jump to the rhythm- Jump in!

hey! okay. so anyway, went to see movie with dao ni and si han ytd. oh gosh. nice meeting my buds all over again. haha. sure enjoyed myself ytd. well. Looking at each other was like. woa. change. BIG BIG change. haha. really lor. voice break, everyone has a different height, etc. yep. antony changed his hairstyle laa. haha, was like okay. nice. haha. si han also. woa. we walked up to the theather laa. and decided to take the 2.30 slot. and went into the theather like 10 mins before the movie start. haha. and we also actually found out that all 3 of us dont go watching movies very often. =.=. haha. and i watched like 12 movies in my life, I thought i was like, the least, or in other watch, a very pathetic person who doesnt watch movies. Then ended up them, watching 9 movies/8 movies respectively. aiyoo arhh. haha. so i bought the tickets. and bought the drinks and pop corn and also found out all of us liked sweet pop corn. oh yeah. haha. then entered the cinema. haha. and i tell you. I dont know why everyone is saying that the movie sucks, its the shortest movie and everything. haha. i actually found it pretty interesting and cool. like seriously! well, i dont read the book. i guess thats why. haha. harry potter fans are all saying that the movie left out a lot of details. haha. like a series of unfortunate events. When i watch the movie i felt the same. so what's the conclusion?

- if you wanna watch a movie that has a storybook behind it already, watch the movie before reading. If not you wont enjoy it at all.

haha. i LOVED the part when like, the secret place came out. then everyone went in and practiced their spells with harry being the teacher. But hated the part where the chun chui arhh. go and tell the stupid minister where the place is. haha.She kissed harry. oh gosh. haha. and yeah. christine toshikasa was right. Ron and hermonie didnt talk too much during the movie. harry did a lot of the talking. haha. dont wanna say too much, later spoiling the movie for those who havent watch. yeah lor. haha.

thereafter, we still left a whole load of popcorn and coke. then went up to the balcony and talked. haha. antony took a picture of me and si han. and si han did for me and antony. My phone's camera quality isnt very good, so i didnt take. haha. and also, si han and antony actually had the same phone! COOL. haha. sony erricson one. haha. oh well. I should have brought dad's digital camera. =.=. haha. but oh well. if i can ever get my hands on the pictures, I will post them up here. haha. and put it as my msn dp. nice. haha.

oh yeah. and I dont know. i am starting to get reallyr eally scared. Nowadays, I am seriously losing my motivation to study. time is spent like building sandcastles in the air. and during class, not really paying atttention. I am really getting scared. Well, this gives me no excuse to slack whatsoever. oh boy. better go and work hard. SS MOCK EXAM TOMORROW. AIYOOOO. chapter 6, well I shall wait 5 more mins for steph to appear. if not i am gonna go off already. catch you guys around.

-jErM

2007-07-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

weather: NIGHT
20th july 2007
Music: jump to the rhythm

hey guys. oh gosh. tmr going to catch a movie with si han and antony. cant wait. my pri school pals. was supposed to be in the morning when i suddenly remembered that i had morning lessons.(dumb) then had to change the time to afternoon. 2pm at tm. cant wait.

today did sourced based with wayne and mr das. The session was pretty useful. Yeah. mugged with wayne in macs today till 3 plus when decided to go check my juniors out in band. And I had a shock when i got there. The state of the band was even worse off before. In terms of attitude, and I sense no improvement on their playing. When i went down, I felt really "xianned". Like as though all my passion and motivation for band has just gone with one snap. I have no mood. no mood at all. really. looking at the band like this, and everything, i dont know whether i should return to CO. dizi seems fun. 0h well. =/. I just have to wait for JC till i decide. haiz. and I have been slacking a lot this week. this is bad. Really bad. ayee. feeling really emo now laa. better go before i start typing rubbish.

p.s. THANKS WEI NENG for teaching me how to put imeem songs on autoplay!

-jErM

2007-07-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

Weather: grey sky, super cloudy
11th july 2007
music: lalala love song.

hey. okay. i am here to blog. feeling pretty vexed out now. like a lot of work there, studies is like so cheem, wanna die already. and like. yeah. it sucks. the thought of TJC just instills adrenalline into me. feeling very nervous everytime the letters T. J. C. appear. just went down for band also, and like am even more depressed than before. dont know how come the band suddenly like that, the other day i went down was like still okay. well. actually wei jun in band say later tell him what's going on and everything, but guess i left early. oh well. I look at the band like that, I look at my studies and homework, i look at the path of future i wanna take. i really wanna cry. I dont wanna let this out, never. dont ever wanna trouble anybody about all this. It's MY future, It's My life. this is MY blog. everything has the letters M-Y in it. so if you are feeling stress, who else to blame but YOURSELF? when you are feeling vexed, who brought it to you? YOURSELF. you suck in class, you dont know how to do homework, who brought it to you? YOURSELF. everything also YOURSELF. gosh. everyone in school seems pretty vexed out. stacey seemed pretty depressed in band today as well. everyone looks stressed out. in 4e1, everyone is trying to rack their brains at Relative velocity, and i wanna die. so admire jun, hilary pin yi they all, DONT NEEDA LEARN. oh mann! then aiyoo. biology also dunno doing what, chemistry is like SO SLACK. and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I Wanna go siao. trying to destress but feeling even more stressed UP. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHJDSAVJKLHDSAGJKLH REAGJHREQRJKLVHADJKLVBNLWGHRI;UHREWGP;HREklhdsahvks,FKLWhjerteoigre;ty['oiwufjeo;ihsav,mcvnka.hg;SFJ.VHJA,.GHKLJREHOI;GHOPRE;KGHKHRETKLUREGHJKLF

Help me. HELP. feeling so vexed up now. I HATE THIS. I REALLY HATE THIS. STRESS. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
TJTJTJTJTJTJJTJTJTJTJTJJTJTJTJTJJTJTJTJTJTJTJJTJTJTJT. oh goshh. VEXED OUT. REALLY REALLY VEXED OUT. help me man. help me. I wanna go tj and study with si han again. oh boy. oh man. help help help. oh well. better go off already. i really wanna cry. =/.
RV RV. ELECTRONICS AND RADIOACTIVITY. OH WELL. I needa try to relax laa. boy. catch you guys around. =/
-jErM

2007-07-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

Weather: CLOUDY
7th July 2007
Music: LALALALOVE SONG!
event on 4th July: Mama's birthday, America's independence day
event today: many ppl getting married

haha. okay. I am here to post about what happened on 4th july after school. that day was mama's birthday. Dad brought us to the 72 story hotel, where we celebrated mum's birthday that day. yeah. we went up to like, 71 stories and had our dinner there. was like. MY GOSH. on the tallest building to have dinner in singapore. Was feeling pretty exhilarated and excited. i guess i can go ogling at the scenery and all that stuff. haha. Dad helped me, mum, himself and sharol(1st sis) for the main course- the kai wei cai, soup, opening the main course dish, main course and desert. haha. yeah. took quite some time for each food to come laa. haha. look at the pictures below kays? haha. will explain mean while. =p.

This is the KAI WEI CAI. waaa. was like damn nice. especially the brown colour part. this dish is like made up a lot of country's the ingredients. like got dunno what japanese herbs and jelly and the brown colour part was like tuna laa. YUM. haha. each dish took like 20 over minutes to come laa. haha. so we had to eat really really slowly. haha. dad ordered cocktail for all of us too. and each cocktail cost like 14 DOLLARS?! was like SIAO CANN. and each dish. oh my god. haha. the 2 younger siblings ate chicken rice there. haha. was high class okay! the rice served was like. erm. jasmine steamed rice, and each bowl of (just rice only) cost 4 bucks. haha. you know, at first when i saw the cost of each dish right, i was like MY GOSH laa. gosh. the cheapest thing there is like 4 dollars. and 1 dish hor, just 1, can cost up to 20 over dollars laa! SIAO. haa
then mum and sis posed for pictures and yeah laa. haha.

^ look alike hor? really right? SO LOL!

^ and that's dad. haha. see the silvery thingy in front of him? inside there contains bread. ALL SORTS of bread. yeah. other restaurant serve peanuts, they serve bread. tasted like frech bread. oh well. *shudders* then Hmm. when dad posed for dad, it was like only at the soup part. so i got bored and stood up, took the camera, and started taking the scenery.

^see that blury thingy? that is where NDP is gonna be held this year. haha. saw ppl performing. then got lots of blue pink purple. aiya, an array of colours of light, shining like as though it is the pearl of the clam. yepp.

^below there is like the padang and expressway, and lots of other high high buildings, like i saw OCBC and dunno what laa. haha.

^now thats the express way, esplanade and like the river.haha. enjoyed the scenery laa. really. good for romantic couples. haha. did i mention that the ambience in the restaurant was like romantic? with candle lights and oh goshh. haha. the aura and ambience was calming, soothing. and there is even a pianist. the piano sounds rings throughout the restaurant. woa. haha. then me and youngest sis played I spied my eyes. haha. WE EVEN CAN SEE VIVOCITY AND SENTOSA from there! SO COOL. hahaha.then the 3rd dish came. was liver and cake. very cool laa. main course was potato with salmon. goshh. cooked with the perfect temperature! TENDER!
was like soft texture with tender skin, and when you eat it the taste fills up your whole mouth. you feel tinges of salt and sugar in it. oh gosh. nice.

^then i posed with dad.

^ and sis. haha. dont you think she looks like jin shun's aunty? if you guys ever watch jia you jinshun. then you will know what i mean. hahaha. but anyway, even if she reads this.(like she will) hahah. then read lor. haha.

^ this was desert. I already finished the ice cream. left the cake. sweet. haha. with icings of sugar. and the coolness fills your mouth. haha.

>my mum and dad just look sweet together

^then i took this picture for them. haha. we ate till very full laa. haha. being real informal, or else i will have describe this post like siao. haha. you see all of us, like wearing until hao-hua-fu-gui. haha. yeah lor. then we asked one of the staff to help us take a family potrait.

and that was the end of mum's bday celebration. we reached home at 1 am that night. hahaha.

okay. thats all for now. and oh ya! mr mukmien made the job of doctor seems so fun yet gruesome at the same time. haha. with all the pokings and what not. maybe i can consider the professison of a doctor and not a teacher also. haha. oh well. then i can make medicine also. haha. so fun. later babom. LOL. okay. bye. hahha. thats all for now.

-jErM

Ohana means family, and family means no one gets left behind!

2007-07-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
3rd July 2007
music: lalala love song-long vacation

hey. okay. you know what? haha. I agree with something mr yap said in class today. "live today like there is no tomorrow" so today's gonna be a real short post. lots of things to do. anyway, class today was all about the atomic bombing in nagasaki and hiroshima. kindda cool. haha. cool in the sense that the nuclear fission and fussion and dunno what alpha betta and gamma. haha. not the saddistic part laa. physics and history was all about this today. haha. satuday had bio class with mr mokmien. was kindda cool man. with the doctor jokes and all that stuff. you know something? maybe i should consider being a doctor. oh well. haha. and gosh. bio is scaring the wits outta me. irritated wei xiang and kairu like crazy during recess about plant bio. haha. revising it now. later got stuff to do. haha. ok gtg. BYEE

-jErM

2007-06-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

weather: raining, its night
29th June 2007
music: 听妈妈的话

okay. hey. well. am supposed to be doing my homework and revision. But i am not in the right mood right now. am feeling really emo right now. well. i guess that this is the first time that i actualy admit that i am an emo person.=.=. partly is cos, i am listening to ting mama der hua. its on the left, i just changed it, you should go listen if you have the time. its nice. I feel like crying everytime i hear it. I feel like i am an unfilial son. I just disappointed my parents so bad during mid year. I felt like i didnt listen to her. every single time, she asks me to get away from the computer and start my work. What do i do? i treat is as er bian feng and just brush it away. i feel so idiotic. and disappointed them. during sec 2, i've scored really well. and what happened now? 37th in class. pro. my head is pounding as i type this, and it only happens when i am stressed.

today, in school was okay. it was the part when i went down to the band room that made me felt disappointed in myself. so i went down, and started teaching the sec2s. I pulled them out of their warm ups. and decided to hear their long tones. hearing how the seniors say that their tone cannot make it and what not right, i listened out with all ears. and listen to their tone, articulation and everything, and allowed the music that they played to dance into my ears. And you know what? i found it quite all right. I am especially proud of my juniors. All 3 of them. cos I hear improvments. I found stacey's tone to be not bad, in fact. am proud to say this. and Joanne's tone is also okay. just that there is "ffffffffffffff"inside. well, dont worry. she will overcome. kaiping's tone, although the tone isnt up to expectations, was still okay. she doesnt know how her fingerings. thats all. gave her the piccolo to play today. yeah. hope it will motivate her to work harder. so the sec 2s was okay.

but..

i guess that something else that happened in the band room made me very disappointed inmyself. which is my close to me junior-wei jun. during the mozart song today, when i heard him. i was like going WOW. oh my goshh mann. his tone sounded flawless, sounded full of stabillity and wondrously cool. even i couldnt achieve that when i was sec 3. As i listened with enviousy, i just kept on thinking why i couldnt be a better flautist. My playing sucks a lot compared to jun. his tone was like ringing through the band room. the music flowing as though the notes were dancing ballet in the air. It was the most wonderful, beautiful, gorgeous, spectecular thing i have ever heard, with a faint essence of vibrato in it. you know, when reflecting upon myself, i guess what someone say was right. As he played, i listened with admiration and respect. really. was so damn cool. and i just ask myself, why cant i be better? well. i guess i did it. something that we flautists have tried to achieve, to get your junior to be better than you. I guess that i am real proud of him that he can play so well. I would say the best junior i can ever have. guai, dong shi, ting hua, li hai in studies or band. and i really envy him. well, i think i better start bucking up. EVEN MORE. haha. well. musnt let myself to drone in self pity ever again. I think instead of this, I'd better concentrate on my studies more first. Then deal with the flute tone and everything when i get into my dream JC's band. the competition there is furious and ferocious. and i dont know whether i can take it. listening to him after that playing with jon oh senior with the basoon, i went even wower. haha. well.. hopefully, someday i can surpass him again. then he will be motivated to improve. then allow each other to improve by leaps and bounds again, though he very pro liao. haha. =).

but as there say, you have to take risks to be better. well. go jerm. hope all those who did oral today did well! =). cya guys soon.

-jErM

2007-06-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

okay. so i continue from my last post!

haha. okay. so school started. haha. HOORAY! YAYY. haha. for the first time, i actually am more enthu about going back to school. i missed the teachers dharmas, their scoldings and my friends. haha. yeah. and i can concentrate more in class this time. YAYYY. you know something? when i looked at the class, everyone seems so dead and tired. haha. must be the holidays. oh well. dont worry, everyone will be back to norm soon. oh yeah. cant wait. haha.

lately in class, it was fun as well. haha. my life seem to rock more and more. hahaha. eg, kairu cracking me up. haha. Hmm. lets see, she wants to name her children, potassium, sodium and calcium. hahah LOL!! i mean, so nice! haha. and she said that nxt time, if a kid comes up to me and go... "xian sheng, jing zhu zhe chi, jing mo zhe hei!." ni shi ming bu xu chuan. okay, i think the han yu pin yin is confusing. haha. but nevertheless, kairu said that that will be her children. LOLL. haha. okay. i shall wait. haha. and i still have to wait for her wedding. =.=. cos i have to go and apologise to her future husband, whoever it is, for touching her hand accidentally last year. oh well. haha. *shudders* shes my god bro maa. LOLLL. hahah.

the other day also saw si han. MAN. hahaha. missed him. my best friend in the WWW. that day saw him at the interchange. we talked for quite a bit before we both had to go. haha. whenever i talk to him, feel so motivated to study all over again. we both hope that we can get into temasek together. woa. big and huge task. but i suddenly felt all the memories and what not coming back. it was nice. really nice. haha. GOGO JERM. haha. cant wait man. TJTJTJTJJTJTJ. hope can meet again. =D. wei neng don all going tj. PLS PLS PLS. hahaha. work harder baa. =/

well. and today was chinese O level orals. =.=. the teacher only asked me 1 question. so dumb. oh mann. I dont know whether its good a not lehh. when i was waiting for the 2nd quesition right, the examiners suddenly said, you can go already(chinese). i was like HURR?. oh my god. idiotic. dunno whether this is good not. haha. but the class ppl is saying good. i used a quotation TOTALLY WRONG. toopid. shouldnt have used lua's example. AAAAAA. TOOPID. cos i thought the meaning is the thing got a lot of reasons. oh well. what to do now. aiyoo arhh. haha. and i only used 1 idiom. goshh. i didnt used 1/2 quotations. didnt even use anymore. Mr lua said that you need to use a lot of quotations lehh, to score a good mark. oh no mann. i never even use any that i've studied. haiz. wan dan lers. i dont know laa. DIE DIE DIE.

haha. oh well. thats all for now. tomorrow go down band room look look see see. the others gonna have oral tomorrow. MUST KAMPATE! jia you jia you!

-jErM

2007-06-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

weather: its gonna rain soon
28th june 07
music: firefly- a* teens

hey there. haha. okay. i didnt touch this place for a while. but i think i shall start by replying to posts first. I think i havent been replying to a lot of posts lately. haha. I start with the bottom and go to the top okay? starting from where i last replied. haha. =D

W.J., don, kr: haha. you all know about each other already right? so i dont reply arhh. =P.

shui man: HIIII SHUI MANN. haha. sorry so long then take to replyy. haha. must update your blog also okayy? hahaha. oh ya! thanks for always reading my blog. haha. will type more since you love to read! LOLL. haha

yenny: haha. yeah. I know pictures are worth a thousand words! haha. how can i not know? =P. yeah. I did put more pictures maa. haha. XD.

christine toshikasa: thanks for always standing beside me. haha. i will stand firm. promise. haha =D

jerm(w.j.)- aiyoo. why go act as me? haha

pinyi: OKAYY. =)

pauline: hey girl! =D

Rachel/cous: HEY COUS. hahaha. oh no. my blog bei ni fa xian ler. hahah. anyway, HELLO. hahah.

-jErM

2007-06-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

Weather: grey grey sky
18th June 2007
music: The tide is high- atmoic kitten

haha HELLO!

ok first of all right, wanna start this post by telling you all something.

I've PASSED MY LIFESAVING 3!!!!

woohoo! oh yeah! hahaha. no need to see codename OLD MAN no more! oh yeah uh Huh. haha. I'VE PASSED. yeah yeah yeah. cant wait mann. haha this december would be bronze medallion already. oh yeahhh.hahaha. yayyayayyayayayayyayayayayayayayyayayayyyy! haha. ok. so about the course. it is fun and not fun all at the same time. contradicting ehh. haha. yeah. Gotta tell you something. The more you hate a thing, the more you gotta learn to love it. haha. thats what i did, in lifesaving. haha. Except for turning blacker, haha, learnt lots of stuff as well. haha. yeah. like EAR become much clearer on the steps to do, and saving a person in the water. haha. tell you what. Why dont I just go through the events that the test is going through.

Theory: haha. okok this part. FUN. haha. with all the SOS and 4As and steps of rescue. haha. i think you guys would be bored if i bother explaining them. haha. just needa know that those are stuff which you have to learn laa. haha. and the treatment for cramps and minor bleeding. haha.

practical:

defensive techniques- yeah, you gotta push the casualty away if he tries to grab hold of you, use the board and splash water on his face, use your legs or hands to go and kick/push him/her away. yeah. those. haha. FUN. haha. then there is 1 that really looks like as though you are dancing a ballroom dance with the casualty. haha. yeah. BUT, the real life situations will be much more aggresive, haha, instructors say that you gotta knock the person unconcious before saving him. haha.

EAR- in water and on land yeah. duh~ fun. haha. saving the casualty with all the surface dives. haha. yeah..

Initiative- that means, ppl are dispersed all over the pool and you gotta use whatever methods to save them. AM GLAD that i heed mr mok's advice to take the board and save ppl. haha. it works. really. haha. oh yeah, in case you're confused, mr mok(my swimming instructor) and Old man-mr lim kim seng, are our instructors. haha. yeah. cool man. passed the test. Also, got to know the lifesaving 3 ppl. haha. cos i came in the class late(cos the first 2 days got lesson at school[sorry got singlish]), haha, so yeah, made lots of friends, got to know all of them. haha. got close to all of them, haha, and everytime the course end, i went home with a new friend I made. say-en. haha. an indian. haha. yeah. cool guy. haha. sec 1 at dunman, volleyballer. haha. yeah. so thats lifesaving. FUN. haha. hope to see them at BM at the end of the year. haha. BM stands for bronze medallion, the next stage after lifesaving 3. haha. can't wait. starting was kindda xian laa for lifesaving 3, but it ended on high notes. haha. new friends, learning how to accept old man, darker me, and everything. wont ever forget it. haha. =D.

Meanwhile, haha, I also learnt how to get accross the monkey bar! YAY. haha after 16 years of my life. this holiday is cool man, new friends, darker skin, going on academics at my own pace, lifesaving 3, class chalet. haha. and on the 22nd is flute section's BBQ. haha. HMM. well. see how first. haha. cant wait! holidays rock. and I would say 1 thing. MY LIFE ROCKS. haha.

cos...

Learning how to love the things that you hate, will make you a better person. haha. really. try it.
cos i love it now. I've learnt to love lots of thigns that i hate. LIKE monkey bars, running, lots of stuff that i use to hate this year. oh boy. NICE. haha. Next thing to learn to love is STRESS. haha. yeah. STRESS. gotta learn to love it so that it wont distract me no more and i can relax for exams. yeahhh. haha. oh boyyy. oh yaa. found this cool site on zodiac signs, you guys should go see. haha. Think its kindda true!

http://eeloo.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/09/libra_part_3_of.html

oh ya! and THANKS PINYI! 1 MILLION. haha. introduce me to a site which has loads of songs. haha. well, gtg lers. haha

-jErM

2007-06-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

weather: its night already.
15th June 2007
music: lizzie mcguire movie soundtracks- this is what dreams are made of, every girl wants you to be her man

hey. ok. so i havent touched the computer for a very very very long time. haha. i think about 2 weeks plus and just left my blog to die again. haha. ok. so many things happened lately. and feeling pretty drained now. haha. tell you what. so i think this will be a super duper long post. haha. again, only if you have time and have nothing to do, go ahead and read. haha.

ok. lets start with today. the eventful today. ok. so lifesaving 3 was really ok. shall blog about it later if i have the time about the whole course so far. haha. all i can say is. HOORAY. didnt get scolded by codename old man. haha. okok. then after that went home. dad is going cambodia for god festival, together with the rest of the temple people. mum, me, dion and natasha went into the car, fetched dad and uncle dexter to the airport.

Then mum, me, natasha and dion went to east coast. Sharol had canoeing camp, so she isnt with us. ok. We went mac first to have lunch. yeah. tried the tepenyaki burger. YUM. haha. the burger is nice. real nice. haha. waha. ok, then after that went to try rollerblading for the first time. All 3 sisters already knew how to roller blade. I am the only thorn among the roses. haha. so i tried rollerblading today. took me 1 HOUR AND 40 MINS to learn to skate smoothly. haha. Fell down a total THREE times today. and the three times is not a light fall. is, the rollerblade went in front, i lost my grip, went up into the air and fell onto the ground. PAIN. haha. really PAIN. and my feet has blisters now. woa. haha. nevermind. its all part of the learning process. falling and falling.=). anyway, finally, i can rollerblade. haha. the first time i tried it and learnt it in 1hr and 40 mins. haha. cool man. something i always wanted to try. cooll. hha. but i sweat a lot too. and drips of sweat keep dropping down onto the floor. haha. but really. it is WOBBLY. WOBBLY thing to do! haha. if lets say you feel like you gonna fall front, lean back a bit. you going back, lean front. you feel like falling left, you go right. haha. you get the idea. yeah. it was fun. oh yeah. dont worry. its not ALL words this time. haha.

ok, so this was sis before we went east coast. haha. see all those luggage thingys, haha, those belong to dad.

then 2 sis posed for a picture. haha. mum took it. she was photographer for the day. haha. hey, its not easy to rollerblade and take photos okaayy!

ME.

Then posed for another shot.

2 sisters went off to skate around the park while i skate around the junior's area. haha. yeah. thats when i fall down. =.=. haha.LOL. okok. Then after they skate back. Me and natasha decided to play a game. its called. HUG. haha. first i have to skate to get her and hug her, then its her turn. basically its called, tag, except in rollerblade form. haha. yeah.

Then later, sisters all went to the seaside. cos they saw a rainbow. I then had gained some experience already, so, i tried skating out of the juniors ring. haha. to watch them. then YAY. can rollerblade lers. Skate around east coast for a short while, before the time of renting skates was up. So went to return the skates. But before i returned, i took a photo of it.

followed sisters to pick seashells after that.

then i formed this in the sand.

The rainbow is there. haha. can see? its super super vague. try to see it. haha. i managed to make a wish on it be4 it disappeared.

haha. yeah. so thats for today! haha. ok. i still wanna blog about lifesaving 3 and class chalet. but am too tired to do so ler. haha. I will go and blog about it maybe the nxt time ok? haha. bb.

-jErM

2007-06-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
10th June 2007
music: lesson number 1-mulan soundtracks 2

hey. ok. just got back from training. lifesaving 3 training starts tomorrow. gee man. all the CPRs and what not. heh. gosh. AAAAAAAAAAAA. die ler die ler. haha. i totally forgotten the EPR already. together with all the steps of rescue and dunno what.better do some revision.

Block booking is over also lers. haha. finally, got own time to go at own pace. gotta do lots of studying and clear up all the misconceptions! oh ya. CLASS CHALET COMING. woohoo~ haha. ok wait. I gotta be real careful this year. if not arhh. like last year. erm. yeah. I got stacked(cos of my birthday last year, i didnt get stacked, then the boys come stack me), and got blindfolded, led to outside and kenna thrown by water bombs in the middle of the night.)and the water is DAMN FREAGIN COLD. its from the freezer. haha. I shall post the video here if i ever have the chance. haha. but anyways, better study harder. got a lot to catch up. physics, chemistry, bio. haha. heard from jia hui(e3) and esther(e3) that mr njoo told them that adeline from e2 already completed all the essays in the bio tys. gosh, that means i am so lagging behind. AAA. screams. nevermind. my grades suck. i gotta work hard to push it up. Os are coming. oh ya, speaking of which, really hope that chinese Os can get A1. haha. plsplpslpslpsl. nevermind, must jy for oral! cos it can push up your grade by alot. haha. better jy.

whew. lifesaving 3 with class chalet. Hmm. wonder what are the guys gonna do there this year. oh ya. and flute chalet also. on the 22nd. ahha. screams screams. cant wait mann. nevermind. what i more look forward to, (call me sick), is the mock exams coming on term 3. I cant wait to excel in all of them. gosh. really gotta show myself that i got talent. TJC requires 6 points this year to get in. MJC requires 10 points to get in. both all the pro jcs. haha. better buck up. Hmm. meanwhile, shall go find the video to post first. and then. work. Supposed to be studying with don today, but didn call him. oh well. guess its on my own again. hahaha. catch you guys aruond.

-jErM

2007-06-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

weather: BRIGHT AND SUNNY XDD
7th June 2007
Music: Lesson number 1- Mulan 2

hey.Later going cycling cycling. yeah yeah. haha. okok~ wees~ but just blogging a bit then i am going off to do my work alreaady. haha. i can finally get to use dad's bike! haha. his bike has gears and what not der lorhss. haha. WEEHOO~~ lalalala. Finaly, haha, mum's bike too small for me! haha. yeah. so past few days whenever go cycling not having an easy time to start. haha. okok. enough about that. time for my thoughts.

well, this few days, i think i've been thinking quite a bit. about everything that is happening around me. you know what? i think that i've bothered too many ppl too much. and by looking back, i really hate it. I dont know why, bothering ppl is so irritating. thats what i find. i dont mind ppl bothering me, but i dont really like bothering ppl. thats me. call it weird, but hey, thats me. you know something, whenever there are problems present, i wanna solve it on my own. because every problem is a challenge. That is what i take challenges as. i dont really need ppl to symphtise me, or comfort me whatsoever when i talk about them. Take for example, that day i was talking to wei jun online, then i asked him whether flute playing will be affected if 2 months of not touching it. He asked me to stop comforting myself. and stop brooding over it. you know, somehow, it made me think quite a bit. Throughout this year, all i have been doing is brooding over problems. now looking back, i like ask myself laa, what the hell am i doing? bothering me and what not. everyone has their own busy lives to lead, and here i am asking ppl to comfort me or what not. you know, comforting is ok. but I do not like the word symphatise. I DO NOT NEED PPL TO SYMPHATISE ME ON MY PROBLEMS. PLEASE LAA. I can solve my problems on my own. really derhhs. if i ever need help i can always ask around. There is once a saying that ever went:

"failure is the mother of success" -by some dead guy

yeah. this year especially, i've met with so many failures already. Beit on relationships, academics(didnt fail, but really really TOO below my expectations), or band(like the TJ audition). you know what? I'd better really stop brooding over my problems but think up of solutions to solve them. yeah. I do not need ppl to symphatise me. really derhhs. you know what?

sometimes, some ppl ask about problems that is going on. then one of them ask me to explain to them. then they say that i am complaining to them and go and solve my own problems whatsoever. cos sometimes, the problem is so complicated, yet they think that it is so simple. so when i explain, what i get back is, that i want to be symphatised, etc etc.and the best part is, i havent even talk to these ppl for a very long time already about any problems. and the long time is really a VERY VERY VERY long time already.

well, i've my own problems. I solve it myself.Comforting sometimes i do need, but i do not need ppl to symphatise me. i see the word symphatise as like beggar you know? is like you trying to beg ppl to go. "aww, poor thing, come let me help you do it."
I mean come on laa, i am already on this earth for 16 years. I can do things by myself!

so after the chat with wei jun and some serious thinking through, you know what? i am not gonna look for any comforting what soever anymore. I am gona solve it my way, my own. haha. like the TJ audition thingy. haha, i screwed up real bad inside there. though ppl dont believe, but i really did. so you know what? haha, i am going back into that band by results and prove it to them that i am not some sec 2 guy who went there that day to ban men nong fu!(it means like some amateur going in front of a pro and act that he is better than him) Yeah. haha, and the thoughts excites, exhilarates and thrills me loads. I am so much in a better mood to study. haha, whenever i think that i am tired, wanna give up and go to the com and slack, this thoughts really gets me going. haha. yeah yeah. so thank you wj!

so right now, if i meet with failure whatsoever, i think i will be on my own comforting myself. something in i am gifted so are you.. let me quote.

this person is there when you shout for joy when you get good results.
This person is there to brood with you when you meet with setbacks.
this person knows all your deepest darkest secrets.
this person know about all the bad things that you've done.
this person is there when you are born.
this person is there to suffer with you when you are sick.
this person knows whatever you like.
this person knows whatever you hate.
this person knows you the best.

you know who is that person? that is yourself. you understand yourself. you are the only person who is there for youreslf. when you die, your parents or best friends are not going to go along with you. you go to heaven(for the christians) or hell(for the taoists[its a religon kindda thingy]) all by yourself. No one is gonna be there for you except the time you are alive. and the only person who will always be there for you, well, maybe your parents. but they cant be there all the time. you only have yourself to depend on. When a person is alive, it is whether you live a friutful life that counts. really. so you know what? if you are there, dont ever indulge in self pity for too long. took me 6 months to wake up! haha. yeah yeah!
cant wait cant wait to study! weeeeeeeee~ haha. real shiok.

oh ya. 1 more thing. whatever is happening in your life now right, its all created by you! not by any one else. I wont blame anyone else for anything anymore. You know. I really hate to keep secrets. Some how or other, when the situation turns crazy, you really have no chance but to say it out. so you know what? haha. i'd better learn to shuddap! haha. yeah yeah! cos you know why? you got whatever that you suck in, it is better that you go and work it out and solve it.

as i've once heard, got something you not happy with, then change it. stop brooding over it. haha. TJTJTJTJTJJTJTJTJTJJTJJ! OH YEAH!

haha. but of course, I may change my mind also. but nevertheless, feeling so hyped up now! hahah. WEE HOO~. well. gonna go off lers. OH YA! i change the song already! the tune is so nice. haha. got a sudden craze of mulan songs.

thank you wj! thank you the ppl who said abou the symphtetic thingy! thank you so much for teaching me so much. really derhs. =D. oh ya! and donovan for keep on hearing me drool on and on about some lame problems. if this sunday come, I will be focused. i promise! XD.

-jErM

2007-05-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

Weather: its night time lers.
31st May 2007
Music: yiddish dances, movement 4- adam gorb
Special event: vesak day!
~~(the pictures in this post are smaller than usual, do click on them if you wanna take a closer look. XD)~~ DONT CLICK! IT WILL LEAD YOU TO PHOTOBUCKET!. haha. if cannot see ask me on msn baa, show you on dp. XP.

MY POST IS GONNA BE BORING. SO UNLESS YOU CHAO JI NOTHING TO DO THEN READ!! HAHA.=D.

hello! happy vesak day first of all. haha. even though those of you all reading may not be a buddhist, it is still a festival worth celebrating ain't it? singapore is still a multi ethnic society! haha. feels so good right, other ppl's religon or race can get to rest! a public holiday! haha. yeah yeah. How did you guys spend your vesak day? haha. hope everyone had a fun and enjoyable day! haha. well, for me, My day was filled with lots of excitement and joy. haha. yeah. GOT PICTURES. haha. I rao ler ni men der eyes( i spare your eyes), haha, everytime read my posts until wanna die like that. yeah maa. story book blog mah.. duh~~ haha. yeahyeah. so anyway, here's how my day went...

It was about 8am in the morning. Quite early. Dad was snoring like a pig. haha, since he got back quite late yesterday, and should be quite busy today, my mum brought me, and my 2 sisters out. (Sharol was going to go to macritchie reservoir area for canoeing practice, she left earlier already), hence she decided to bring us out to macritchie as well! haha. i was like super super enthu! cos i've long heard of the ming bu xu chuan der HSBC canopy walk! haha. yeah. i can't wait to walk on that shaky suspension bridge. haha. yeah. So mum, me and 2 sisters showered and sneaked out of the house. Took bus 22 to the "maha bodhi stop" and then change our bus to 93. We reached macritchie at about 10.30am. We wanted to go find sharol first, so we headed up to the reservoir part of the whole macritchie first, cos thats the only place which contains the water body. haha. so sharol found us instead of finding us cos she got up to drink water. haha. yeah. so after saying hi, we decided to go and walk the canopy, only to find out that it is 5-10 kilometres away from where we are. so we decided to trail up all the way, and little did we know that the road is gonna be rocky or as they say, wont be a bed of roses.

ok, anyway, haha, that was dion and mama when we were on our way up, they posed for me first, then ate crackers which we brought up. haha

haha, then before we left the water body part, I took a photo of sharol. haha, She is the 1 on the blue canoe! haha. (Kairu, i never bluff you horr. haha.)
-PICTURE NXT TIME-
Ok, so we walked a small part around the water body, then entered a dense forest. yeah. I was walking quite fast, cos walking fast is nice, so when i am quite far in front of them, took a picture of them..

-PICTURE NEXT TIME

haha, you can see the light and the entrance right? the side of them are all flora and fauna. Ok, when i looked in front, the sign said HSBC CANOPY TREE WALK 5.8KM. i was like, READY, LETS GO!

haha, so when i looked in front, i saw this.

Yeah. i WONT be a luo suo king here, but i walked 3km seeing only this. COOL RIGHT. haha. 2 sisters were complaining and whining. haha. of course, sometimes I walk too far till they cant see me, and they decided to shout for me, and of course, i shouted at them and wait. until FINALLY. AFTER 3.5 KM, there was a rest stop. JUST WALK AND WALK OK? TIRING. haha. but anyway, AT LEAST, i didnt whine or nag or complain. haha. just walked and walked. Then on the way, i keep seeing the sign "HSBC TREE WALK CANOPY THIS WAY ->". so toopid. keep on put there then keep making me thinking that it is so near. haha.Anyway, we were relieved and glad. though my legs were aching a little, wasnt really that tired yet. Both sisters were complaning. OH YA! haha, and youngest sister was AFRAID OF MOMKEYS! hahaha! SO FUNNY LOR. me and 3rd sis was playing with her, while walking we were making monkey sounds, and she was like, STOP IT LAA. haaha. like wanna cry arleady. AWWW. ORHH HORR. BIG BULLY. aha.no laa. play play only. haha. yeah. Before walking in, as earlier shown, she was busy entertaining herself with potato chips, And she was SUPER SUPER SCARED of monkeys that she kept it. Of course, so far as i have described, there is NO MONKEYS. haha. yeah yeah. back to where i stopped. haha, yeah, so at the rest stop, mum, dion and natasha was thrilled that there was a rest stop. so they finally stopped whining and smiled. haha.show you arhh..

Hehhehh, haha, I also very restless laa. so i also go do TWIST on them lor. haha.

LAME- =.=. ok anyway, we continued our journey. haha. so we continue our journey. yeah. did some poses anyway after the rest stop..

There, told you, I keep seeing this sign along the road. SO TOOT. UGHH. haha. till i got sick of seeing it. haha

haha. when i saw this sign, (looks below)

I finally realised that, WE FINALLY REACH LERS! HAHA. WOOHOO. CHEERS SHOUT SCREAMS. haha. yeah. When we finally saw this sign, after walking up up up upupupupup! WAA. leg so tired. haha.

then, we continued heading up, of course, sudden burst of energy, so happy that we reached already. haha, and i got even more HIGH when i saw this sign,

It reads: "HSBC tree canopy walk 0.1KM away" I WAS HURRAHING AWAY. haha. so fun! wee~

Then there it was, the stair case that lead to the canopy walkway. haha. I was so siao, that i walked even faster down mum and 2 sisters were behind, and again, i took a picture. of course, I ZOOMED in the camera first laa. haha.

When actually, they were..

this far!.. haha. so yeah, now we went down and down the stair case that will be leading to the canopy. haha. we reached the enterance of the walk. and decided to take a photo on the facts and figures there. haha. ZOOM ON THIS 1.

haha, so we started on the high high up. WE WERE SO HIGH UP. haha. yeah. on the walk, finally. all that i wanna be today. haha. OF COURSE. THIS WAS THE HIGHEST POINT. haha. so AGAIN, we walked on the board walk. starting still ok, cos the path was made of wood.

haha. yeah! there we all are. haha. 3rd sis( Natasha) haha, was trying to act sian. haha. like a piggy like that. (i didnt wanna say pig, cos very nan ting, haha. and since she wants to be nicknamed pinky piggy, so call her piggy, eeyer, if she ever finds out, I die, she will kick and beat me 1lor. haha)

As we continued the board walk, we looked around, we were freagin high up above the ground, and the walk was so far away from the reservoir. haha. I took a photo on the scenery above, yeah. then saw the reservoir from there, SO HIGH ABOVE. just look at the pictures below will ya? haha

the bridge path changed from wood to metal, and we can see below. haha. mum had height phobia, so she was feeling giddy. but was ok, haha. i love heights, and the little adrenaline tinges that i get whenever i look down, imagining what will happen if i ever BOM down. haha. yeah. I decided to take a picture from above, and this was all i managed to take about the bridge and below. haha

oh, and when we jump right, the bridge will shake a bit der lehh. haha. YAR LOR. haha. scary. haha. but it was fun anyway, haha. the scenery was nice. and me and youngest sis(dion) did something real crazy on the bridge, when there were many many ppl behind us, we were shouting: "
I AM THE KING OF THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!"

"I AM THE QUEEN OF THE WORLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!"

haha.yeah. sot~ real sot. we were shouting shouting shouting, screaming our hearts out.haha. enjoying the breathtaking views and breathing in the oxygen up there. haha.

woa, nice. real nice. haha. very very high up. haha. ppl with HEIGHT PHOBIA shouldnt go. haha the sign was return. looks like mama was real cool to go against the rules. haha. anyway, rules are meant to be brokeN! haha. yeah. woa. wonder if ppl who scared go up will chicken out, then the legs will shake. haha. we continued taking pictures anyway, haha.

Till finally, we reached back to the rest stop. haha. yeah. there we changed into fresh-er clothes and refilled our water bottles. haha. and i decided to show you something.(dont worry, behind my clothing, i am wearing something)

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haha. yeah. that was sweat! wasnt rain kay! haha. yeah. was kindda drained and everything already. haha. Yeah. so we rested at the rest stop for a while (30 mins) haha. and headed home. but then, the sky decided to give us water...

and we became luo tang ji. haha, we phoned dad to pick us up. yeah. and dad picked us up. we headed home, ate lunch. I went out to go scooting and bycling. haha. yeah. and decided something. the bike at home is so lao po kai, my legs will keep on hitting the handles. So you know what? haha. I wanna have a new bike! haha. so fun! yeah. i wanna ride and ride. haha. today was nice, fun, entertaning. haha. i walked and cycled and even managed to do math! haha. yeah yeah yeah. nice 1. GG. haha. SO if i ever get a new bike( I think i will save and buy), then i will cycle all aruond singapore! haha. Yeah yeah! FUN. maybe till pasir ris first, then till simei. haha. okok. yeah. so thats my day for today. tomorrow is gonna be packed with LESSONS.=.=.m then jess laus bday party later. haha. yeah yeah. LIFE IS SO GREAT NOW. haha. yeah! time for family, and i even have time to study and play! XD. haha. ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE. AND MY LIFE ROCKS. haha. FINALLY. haha.=)

kks, gtg. long day today and ahead. haha. nites everyone. 10.42pm lers. haha. going to bed. catch you guys around.
-jErM

2007-05-30T17:40:00.003+08:00

OK. STOP! before you continue on, read the earlier post first, the one with WORDS and WORDS. haha. cos this is the continuation. managed to get the pictures ler. haha. ok. so navy open house. It was pretty neat. haha. we walked a long long distance to reach. yeah. first queued up to go see the biggest of all war ships first. yeah! haha. we waited for a bout 20 mins? say? haha. yeah. that day, dad, mum, me, and 3 sisters together with sky koko go and see. haha. sky koko. yeah. hes my dads china worker i would say, but thinked he and dad got pretty close recentlY. yeah. so went along all together... so while waiting, me and mama took a picture! haha.

Yeah. too bad i didnt take how long the queue is! LONG i tell you! have to stand der lor! haha. anyway, when is our turn, we went up the gigantic war machine and walked up the staircase to 10 levels high. about there. yeah. haha. then walked till we climbed 1 more staircase to the captain's deck! yeah. we decided to pose for a picture there!

there we are !haha. then we went inside the captain's cockpit! haha. yeah. then saw lots and lots of controls! haha. fun fun fun! WEEHOO~ haha. then we took a picture. i did remember in physics that mr yap said that they use CRO technology on the ship to detect enemies or stuff like that, so yeah. took a picture first then tried to look for the thingy. only ending up confused with what the heck are all those! haha

We continued our exploration on the big big ship. we went down a super steep stairs and saw where the NS men sleep if they ever stay here. lots of awards on the walls. and when i peeped inside the rooms, the room has 4 bunks, together with 2 tables. i think. yeah. then was so crammed and stuff for the ns men! EVEN if it has aircon! WONDER what will the earth be like without windows and scenery! haha. then continued walking. yeah. then on the way down again, we saw water coolers! Just nice, sis was thirstY, so she decided to have a drink! only to find out that, they decided to switch off ALL the water coolers on the ship that day!=.=

Theres sharol! haha. yeah. then we went down again, and then wore life jackets. cos, we are gonna participate in an evacuation excercise! Haha. you know when NS men had to escape from the mother ship just in case anything happens? yeah! SO COOL CAN. haha. so on that boat, took more pics!

thats mum and 2 sisters! Then I took a photo on 1 of the ships when we were on the boat..

Then of course, it was the glistening waters were choppy! so me and sister wanted to pose! haha.

thats dad and sky koko below there. haha. yeah. then we also took pictures. haha. see for yourself.

yeah. then it was then when the camera decided to go out of battery...hahah. okok. then my mum's phone got manage to capture some pictures. but for that, i will leave it to nxt time, cos not much time to upload. yeah. haha. so i catch you guys around..haha.

-tobe continued
-jErM

2007-05-30T16:49:00.000+08:00

weather: BRIGHT AND SUNNY
30th May 2007
Music: Friends.

hi. am back here to blog. its a bright and sunny day.(lame, real lame). actually today wann go band to see section. Kaiping owes me flute hmk. wasnt really feeling well, so decided to head with the guys to white sands for lunch, then head straight home thereafter. yeah. (feel so paiseh walking pass them can?) ok, nevermind, anyways, lets get back to stuff i wanna blog.

1) CHINESE O LEVELS. SO GG CAN! UGHHH. ok laa. should be happy first. cos over liao mahh. Ready? YEAHHHHHHHH. ok. done. for paper 1, i think i screwed up real bad for gong han can?! i only wrote 2 pages, which normally is about 3 to 4 one. DUMB. ++ I dont think content enough. DIE. but bao zhang bao dao for me was hurrah! you know whY? cos.. no 1) MANAGED NOT TO WRITE SO LONG! 2) USE LOTS OF IDIOMS 3) REDUCE USAGE OF QUOTATIONS! hahaha. yeah. paper 2 was QUITE OK. managed to do a lot. and so far check my answers most of them correct. well. HOPE CAN GET A! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! A A A A A A A AA A AAAAA. lalalal! going siao liao. haha. A!! please please please. let it be an A. PRAY. anyway, chinese Os still got oral and listening compre! and i'd better do well! cos your grades can go up by 1 or 2 grades 1 kay! yeah yeah yeah! so better do well! speaking of which, mr lua today was going through oral for chinese. haha. Then he asked us to say "we are singapore citizens" in chinese, which will read as "wo men shi xing jia po gong ming." hahah. when i read it, he was ssaying GOOD, YES YES. haha. and the class was going, WOA...... WOAA... then of course pai seh laa.Donovan also power! hahaha. the class was also going woa woa woa. haha. and wei neng! as yock kiat says: "WEI NENG SHOOO CUTE" yeah, he is cute der lor! hahaha. mr lua ask him to smile! cos got jiu wor! hahaha. so cool! haha LOL! yeah. so thats for chinese! GO 4E1! GO 2E4(05)!! GET A FOR CHINESE! GOGOGOGOO! hahaha. sorry so many names to type, lazy to type all. heh.. haha

2) ENGLISH ORAL FOR PRELIMS! OVER! HURRAY HURRAY. HIP HIP HURRAY! LALALALLA. haha. i think mrs low was quite happy. cos she was smiling, I made her laugh, and she said good for convo, picture and reading! yeah! hahahha. hope can score well! my first 3 months depends on it(partly) haha. dunno lehh. there was 1 word in there which was "suitably", then i not really sure how to read. at first i wanted to read "soo-ta-ber-lee" but in the end, i read it as "sui--ta-bleee" haha. i not really sure which 1 is right. another 1 is "mundane". yeah. I read as, "mune-dane" but then people say is "mon-dane" i not really sure laa. haha. mrs lowe didnt correct me. so i not really sure though. haha. hope for this best! MJC/TJC! haha. hopefully this 2! I CAN GO IN! haha. wei neng, donovan, si han, 1 by 1 all my good friends all going there! haha. ++++ both bands all rock! GOGOOG. haha. jia you jia you! haha.

3) KAIRU'S WONDERFUL BDAY CELEBRATION. Tell you guys, ytd, was one of the best outings with friends i ever had. haha. was 456782174093175097609754268742509760927619-36019437 times fun ok! hahah. really really fun! haha. And i promised myself that i would work hard after this outing! haha. yeah. and i've been a good boy lately! woohoo! haha. I wont really touch much of the computer now. anyway, mum doesnt allow me to play games anymore cos of my horrible mid year results. SO DISGRACEFUL! haha. so i just finished my online assignments, might as well blog, watch 1 episode of bleach, then go off and chiong my math and bio. yeah. ahha. anyway, back to the outing!

yesterday, after the boring biology afternoon programme and smo, me, donovan, huihui, peishi, mei yee, shui man, kairu and yenny went out for an outing to help to celebrate kairu's bday(28/5/07) yeah. but she gotta go back to celebrate on the 28th. so we help her to celebrate on the 29th! haha. yeah. wei neng actualy wann come der, then think mama dont let. =(. haha. but anyway, we actually wanted to go catch a movie. PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN! haha. yeah. then we walked to white sands, playing along the way. haha. yeah. then reach there, pei shi and shui man actually wanna go home, think they dun wann watch( correct me if im wrong ok? bleahh, no offence if you feel any!) so we decided to watch NEXT instead, anyway, its a nice movie as well! haha. so we took the mrt with ahh neng to bedok, where he alighted, and we continued all the way till city hall. on the train, we were again talking crapp. ahha. and i was comparing 2nd sis with kairu. and they look alike! haha. yeah. nevermind got chance, i bring them together then you compare! haha. then we chiong all the way to marina square. only to find out that the movie for NEXT was cancelled/fully booked. at 4.30 laa. UGHH. XIAN DIAO. hha. so horr, i go say "PLAN B!" kairu was wondering what was plan B. of course, i behind her knowledge go tell yenny, mei yee, etc etc. spread until everyone know. haha. donovan also. so plan B was:

Yenny will bring kairu walk walk walk walkwalklwkalkwlaklwkalkwlaklwk walk arouund the mall. While me, peishi, donovan, huihui, mei yee, shui man walkto go find a cake stall to buy her a cake and sing her happy birthday! but when we found out the cake prices, we were horrified! SO EXPENSIVE! 1 round piece of cake for 45 dollars? 1 slice of cake for 5.95 dollars? oh my tiann. so in the end, the sign PIZZA HUT was nearby. and ideas struck us lightning, we decided to go order a big big pizza where that will be her "cake". anyway, kairu is very very flexible der hor. haha. so we ordered 1 meal which has 2 pizzas, 4 drinks 4 soup. then later mei yee say not enough, so decided to go buy 1 more set of that. But we of course order different pizza. haha. then we call kairu and yenny to come up. haha. and it was fun! when she came, 1 pizza came. we all say, wait for 2. haha. so the soups and coke came first. yeah. so when the 2nd pizza came. plan C came out! haha. gave bday girl a suprise i think. haha. we went...

3!

2!

1!... (BTW, ! is not factorial! its exclamation mark! haha. today leant binomial theorem! haha. btw, for those who dunno , factorial means. like, eg, 7! mean, 7 x 6 x 5 x 4 x 3 x 2 x 1) haha. yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! hahaha SO FUNNY CANNNN!! HAHAHAHAH. its like, all the romantic couples there, dating dating. then also 2 girls on almost every table. donovan told me cannot be, unless they are less! hahah. LOL. anyway, was like SPOILING THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE! HAHAHAHAHAHA. then even got pizza hut ppl come out and see see, thought what happened! hahaha. yeah. then we asked bday girl to make a wish. hahah. then she say:

1) wish get 8 a1s
2) ..
3)...
say say say.
hahahha. then I suggested. what about getting married with *ahems* and then have children and live happily ever after! haha. then hor, she say dont wann laa. haha duh~~who would. hhaha. anyway, then we enjoyed the pizzas! haha. then also lots of interesting things happened. Eg, yenny wanted to cold water.haha, then decided to try the experiment that the i am gifted so are you, what mr gary taught. haha. we ordered warm water first! then order ice! HAHAH! ITS THE SAME. then hor then hor, mei yee performed cecarian on the pizzza!! haha. then shui man say, how come born baby so fast? i thought need hours? you 5 minutes then the baby from pizza come out already! hahaha. yeah! mei yee be doctor. hahahaha. so fun! waa. tell you, down there laugh laugh laugh. SO FUN! hahahha. then we left the restaurant. hahah. we were wondering whether newspaper report will come out:

"HAISING STUDENTS RACK PIZZA HUT AT MARINA SQUARE!"

hahaha. LOL. then went action city to go and find present for jess lau! haha. then we were playing with a snack pack that can shake when you clap/touch it. haha. we were amused with that. haha. then we were playing with it! haha. then got the dunno what shake shake then got light come out 1. haha. in physics. haha practical electricity! haha. SO FUN! lol. so lame laa. like little kids like that! haha. then we also tried lots of things from that shop! haha. then on the way go mrt go and find present, cos cannot find. haha. it was quite late, then pei shi and kairu got curfew. donovan also! got me so worried, haha. cos when mamas scold/worry arhh, waa. then like very bad. then took mrt back, then again talk laa. hha. fun. real fun. then reached home. did some math and biology and head to sleep. haha. that was ytd.

4) The navy open house! You all should go there sia! iT WAS SO FUN! hahah. seeing how sailors live. ok laa, wouldnt call them sailors. would call them navy man! haha. for this 1, i wont type and talk anymore. haiyo. so luo suo. (duh, i am luo suo. =.=) this 1 i have pictures! haha. will post them if i can get my camera programme back up! so toot! the thing decided to break down. for this 1 the pictures next post kay?

ok. see you in the nxt post. wont be posting unless i feel like it. hahaah. okok. catch you guys around.

-jErM

2007-05-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

Weather: rain
19th may 2007
Music: i wont say i am in love - the cheetah girls.

hi.
Ok. sorry if i havent touch this place for 1 month ++. i know a lot of you find it weird. well, ever since 1st april lots and lots of things happened. yeah. and some made me thrilled and excited, while some made me depressed and sad. lately, i am worn out, burnt out and tired. Yeah. Ok baa. where should i start. okok. i start with this first.

Family
GONNA GET A NIECE TOMORROW! WOOHOO~~ CARNT WAIT! haha. Jovan is gonna have a sister! gonna be another person's uncle! WOOHOO~~ yayyayayayayayyayayayayya! *SHOUT SCREAM CHEERS* OLLLAYYY. hahaha. carnt wait carnt wait. haha. jojo gonna have a sister lers. yeah. haha.xue mei jie jie asked me and sisters to think of her name. haha. dunno lehh. we were thinking Emily, Edwyna, all the name start with E 1. hha but then she said she wanted "chloe". haha. then i noticed something by myself. See arhh. put together 2 names =?
JOVAN
CHOLE
v.s.
JERMAIN
CHO

hahahah! so cool! weeeee~~
Grandparents birthday recently also, haha. yeah. of course got photo all this laa. But then later parts then post laa. ok? haha. Dion also recently changed, as in to more monstrous. and we only found out the reason ytd that she was bullied by boys in school. haha. yeah. saying that they call her cucumber or dinosaur or something like that. yeah. haha. only to find out that dion got a lot of boys who are liking her in school! haha. DUH~ pretty, smart, cute, talented, who dont like. haha. yeah. so thats a relief, today she stopped her monstering! haha. and the best part is that, she finally dared to take up her flute and try hymn to the infinite sky! WEEEEEE~ haha. yeah. its a difficult piece. haha.

BAND
"Hai sing catholic school.... silver." The emcee anounced. All of us band mates sat there dazed, astouned, shocked. The only thing that we did, was clap. The other bands were already on cloud nine; screaming, shouting, cheering. We walked out of the conference hall in our sea blue uniform to the open space to take back our instruments. My eyes were red, but I didn't cry. Just upset. I didnt cry, is because, I already did my best. I took my piccolo and flute, and lugged my feet all the way to the bus, all together with the other band members. Some of them were teary-eyed. Some, with tears streaming down their face. Everyone walked dreadfully to the bus. But all I can say is that, everyone was quiet.. I sat in the bus, stoned-face, and thought about what happened earlier that day...

That morning, the sec 4s get to go to school late. I woke up early , with sunlight streaming in from the window. Hope and anticipation can be read off my face. "GOLD! GOLD! GOLD!" i told myself. After having a fufiling breakfast, i changed to my band uniform and headed to school. Entered the school gate and headed for the band room...When i entered the band room, I can see all sorts of emotions on everyone's face there. Some had the word "worried" on their face, whist some had an enthusiastic look. But there is one thing that everyone had in mind; that is "lets do our best on stage! what medal also nevermind.". Thoughts ran like the wind inside my head, whirlpools swirled heavily. my head pounded. I thought about the high-est As and B flats that i have to reach for zodiac and the meledious flute solo that i have to play in sunrise. " What if i can't reach the notes? or i panic at the solos?. but anyway, with a worrying heart and butterflies in my tummy, i changed into my sea blue and pure white uniform, set up my flute and piccolo, and sat in my place. did some warm ups on my own.

"Band stand...... Band greet mrs chua."
"gooooodd mornningngngn. mrrss chuaaa..."(echoy effect)

yeah. mrs chua was wearing black that day, like a normal band practice. Did some warm ups, and played through zodiac and sunrise once through. I thought that we sounded pretty good in the band room. superb i would say.haha, and during that time, my high notes from the piccolo can seem to naturally come out! and my flute playing seemed to be not bad that day. Many seniors always say: " try to reach your peak in playing during syf day!". Yeah. by that time, we went up for lunch and then settled down. Headed down to the band room, changed into our band uniforms, boarded the bus and then headed to the conference hall.

In the bus ride, we were all going: "PEANUT BUTTER!" different sections coming in at different times. eg, clarinets just went PEANUT BUT.. when they said BUT, flutes started going at their own tempos PEA.., then oboes started PEANUT BUTTER. hahaha. if people who arent from haising would go into that bus, they would most probably go: "this band very hungry izzit? haiyoo. peanut butter peanut butter. eat so much later get fat arhh. Hmm, maybe should get jelly to go along with it,, then you get peanut butter and jelly!" ok. i am crapping. haha. so i stop. but anyway, just for info...

"peanut butter contains peanut. peanut(in bio lab discovered), when burnt, can sustain the flame there for a very long time. As we all know, fats in the body are burnt. Fats contains about 38g of fats per kilojoule. Hence, there is alot of fats to be burnt, that means, a lot of energy can be used as activation energy(For chemistry) to give an endothermic reaction to continue burning. you should also try to put the flame at the different colour(darker blue colour) of the non-luminous flame(physics) for the maximum burning, conduction can then occur. and then.."

hey. hang on a second, why am i suddenly talking about physics biology and chemistry? sot sia. die ler. study till sot lers. haha. okok. anyway, back to the topic. Flutes were sitting at the back of the bus, and usually being the SUPER GUAI KIA section in the bus. i think we left the rest of the woodwinds astounded on the fact that flutes can be crazy as well. we were going after peanut butter, we were going... CONCENTRATION CONCENTRATION THIS IS A GAME OF CONCENTRATION 1,2..2,3..3,4..4,3...3,1...1,3... bla bla bla. as you can see, 3 is appearing the most, because, i happen to be number 3! (those who play concentration will understand) then section was SABO-ING me laa! BLEAHH. so unfair. haha. cos SL mahh, nice to bully mahh. HORR?? hahha. yeah laa. duhh~~ fun mahh bully SL. hahaha. yeah! dont you just agree that bullying SLs are fun? DUH! haha.but then horr, bullying juniors more fun laa. OOPS. haha. yeahh. jkjk.=). but anyway, thereafter, we went HAI DAI AA HAI DAI, HAI DAI AA HAI DAI. (tsunami) haha, yeah. so the chitter chattering. haha. Then when we finally decided to soften down, we realised something. Flutes were making the most noise. OOPS. hahhaa. Hence here, i have 1 conclusion to make. "HSC FLUTES arent that guai all the time kay! we all got our crazy and wild side der horr!". haha.

Then, we got into the conference hall and settled down. we were all starting to get a bit nervous. Cool breezes of air from the gigantic air conditioners in the hall were blowing across our faces when we emerged from the front door of the conference hall. My hands felt kindda cold. We sat down in the hall waiting for our turn to enter the tuning room(that place is used for practising and doing some final checkings etc). Our toshikasas(seniors) came! manning toshikasa was there. she was going, good luck good luck! Of course, our faces were going a little white. I felt tinges of adrenaline pumping into my body. Kai yi was also spotted. haha, though he was our flute tutor when i was only a mere sec 1, i said HI!, though I dont think he could remember me. haha. Think he didnt hear. so got into the tuning room.

In the tuning room, some conference hall person said:" you have 15 minutes. starting from now." Mrs chua got to work right away, like a busy bumble bee. we tried starting of sunrise, and zodiac. tried to tune a bit here and there, here and there. and before we knew it, 15 minutes was up. We had to get out of the room, and wait for our turn to enter the main hall. The place we all dread. the place we know that either we are gonna glow with glory or sulk with depression. The band then walked up to outside of the main hall. waiting for our turn. The moment of truth. We heard a band, i dont know which 1, who played merry widow. They sounded good I tell you. good. I heard piccolo parts there. NICE mann i tell you. haha. real nice. Then of course nervousness and tension got into me that i had no choice but to run to the toilet and go wee wee. after peeing, i washed my hands, looked into the mirror, and i went, lets go jerm! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! and ran back to the waiting area of where my band is. The band who is about to perform...

Mrs chua said 1 last line:" DO IT FOR ANGLICAN, DO IT FOR NGEE ANN!" and we strode into the main hall...

"Band number 94, haising catholic school band, they will be playing set piece sunrise, and zodiac by hardy mertens, lets give haising catholic school a hugh round of applause."

-woo-li--wooo-hoo. screams, shouts. claps, applause-(you get the idea)

When i strode in, I was trying to keep cool. But of couse, butterflies were fluttering in my stomach, and my heartbeat was going faster than usual. with my flute, piccolo and recorder, I walked in with the rest of the band confidently. We were all afraid. Who aint? But we must potray ourselves as a very confident band. I looked at the audience. The audience looked at the band. I was zooming my eyes like a scanner to look for our seniors. And i was flabbergasted, astounded and going WOW. At the right side of the hall(from my side laa), the whole row occupied haising seniors. All our seniors, from xinhui toshikasa's batch all the way down to manning's batch. Huizhen, manning, lynette, xinhui, etc etc. I spotted. "to do my seniors proud.." I told myself. I sat down on my chair. The hall went silent. The air was still. In my cosy grey seat, i looked up. The 7 judges were gazing at us. Rumours were heard that they are going to be pretty strict this year. But i brushed that aside, and looked back at them. My eyes went taut. not my eyes, my suspensory ligaments.( BIO, CHAPTER ON EYE), I stared at them. Not looked. Mrs chua walked into the hall. The hall erupted with applause and all the WOO-LI--WOO-HOOS. She walked in majestically(MRS CHUA IS COOL KAY!) in her black outfit- a polka doted blouse and her granite black top. We stood up as 1, and sat down when mrs chua gave the cue. This was it. This really was it. "F-TUNING NOTE!" she mouthed. Raised her baton, and we gave that note, DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. stopped. She gave a slight nod. I tightened my diphragm, closed my eyes, and started feeling the ambience.

The timpani went derm, derm, derm, derm dom derm... bass trombone: Buaa buaa buaa buaa(going up!)!!. I can sense the uneasiness and nervousness in hakeem, my good friend and bass trombonist. haha. But it was well done on those four notes kay! And the melody from the horns and running notes came in soothingly. I felt the mood and atmophere. The beautiful melody with the running notes went along with each other till it reached the senza part...(the free expression part, erm, in this case was doing bird sounds). Flute 2s came in with their dadi dadii... dadi dadi.. ta. ta... ta.. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... the clarinets. Oboes acting as the woodpeckers. Flute 1 as the soaring birds and piccolo(ME!), with the hoppping of the birds. Unlike other schools, I felt that haising's senza was the most innovative and creative! Other schools just kept on reapeating the rhythm and notes that the composer gave, haising went anyhow crazy bird like 1 ok! haha. i started out my senza like the bird who just woke up. with the notes D, C, F, G, D, A. slowly slowly introducing the notes. i didnt went like whatever the composer told me. Saxophones came in with the melody, Like a professional saxophone player, who sat in the park, enjoying the bird sounds, playing a song to go with it. Like trying a person to get an inspiration you know. yeah. and of course, this continued until the flutes and high clarinets took over the melody. yeah. However, during the bird parts, during the second time, i used recorder, and i was trying to flutter the high A on the song. like a bird chirping. yeah. and used piccolo again. The senza felt like the birds were getting more and more alive, vibrant, bursting with energy, all ready for the new day!

The song went on with the flutes and high clars taking over the melody. like the sun rising slowly. Then we played. As the song crescendoed and grew louder, the butterflies were calling on the moths and insects to come to my tummy. I was getting more and more nervous as my solo in the song was approaching. like doomsday you know? haha. then, the moment that i have been practicing for, the moment that i have worked hard for.. the melody softened for the flute solo to come in. At first, i was pretty unconfident about it. then slowly, I played with more expression and vibratoed. And ended it with wei jun coming in with his flute 2 solo, like 2 ppl below on earth commenting on the beautiful majestic sunrise which has just rosen. When it finished, i heaved a huge sigh of relief. i think i made it too obvious, cos i saw huizhen and xinhui toshikasas giggling. haha. yeah. should be laa. and then, the band continued playing till its maximum(the ending) where the sun has rosen, looking up at the great big mighty sun with respect and admiration...

The piece ended, and we allowed the last note to ring thoroughout the hall. I was already delighted inside, that i managed to finish 1 task already. All that i worked for. haha. yeah. then zodiac. the piece that i more fear than anything. my hands went cold. my toes were wriggling. I stared up, and stretched my neck. I gazed at the light just above mrs chua that were giving us warmth and light, making us the centre of attraction. i took a huge breath..

Mrs chua walked onto the podium again, and mouthed to us: "peanut butter... peanut butter." I was already mouthing the words. 1, 2, 3 go. DA DAD ADA! I TOLD YOU! IT WAS SOLID OK! SO SO SOLID! wE SHOCKED THE AUDIENCE! WOOHOO~~ some of them were covering their ears. I thinked some of their hairs stood too. I am pretty worried about those 2 notes. but i remembered what my mum smsed me ealier that day in chinese: " Dont think so much about the prize, think about the song more! dont care about the gold. just do your best. I love you" . and i did remember asking my gods to bless me on stage. The melody went on. like a lion trying to vent out its frustration. then my piccolo part was approaching. it could mean me crying after the piece or going with joy after the piece. DA DA DA DA! PI!!!!!!!!" OH MY TIANN! I DID IT! I DID IT! WOOHOO~~ mrs chua told me that i would remember that note for the rest of my life. and itell you, i will. and of course, the second 1 went PI! as well! WOOHOO. and there was another part of the song which is a 3rd octave A flat, and i managed to hold it out with confidence and stability. Our zodiac was solid. You really can sense the frustration of the composer, the lions roar, the anger, the rage. There was 1 part of the song (part C) where the euphos and trombones were having the melody. I tell you, for the first time, I felt tensed at that part. which is what we are supposed to feel. and A was really like a dance, like what it was supposed to like. PICCOLO WAS DISTINCT ON THAT SONG. I CAN SUMPA! WHICH WAS WHAT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE! haha. mr and mrs chua was asking me to come out come out. and all this while, i though iw as supposed to blend. I MUST COME OUT! haha. yeah. and i did. however, i thinked i rushed at part F where the trombones and trumpets passed the rhythm to picc. haha. yeah. But that was the best zodiac that i ever enjoyed. hha

mr chua once told us that zodiac was composed by hardy mertens. he was probably taking his masters degree for composing and couldnt stand the stress, so wrote this piece. docot hardy mertens was the lion in that piece, going the DAD ADAD Ato vent out his frustration. our zodiac was solid, and we really really rocked the hall..

the piece ended on a high note.. We took our files, and walked out of the hall. and when we reached out of the hall, our stone-faced, serious turned into smiles, joys, glees, and everything. Inside me, i was practically screaming like a crazy booboo already. I was smiling and delight with joy. WEE! I DID IT I DID IT! I REACHED MY PEAK! WOOHOO. OLAY OLAY. I WAS GLEEING WITH A GREAT BROAD BIG SMILE. hilary was over there: "congrats on the high b flat! IT ROCKS! and your solo rocks kayy!". haha, and i was congratulating pratically my section, etc etc. I was happy, delighted with joy, etc. then, i saw wei jun. He was looking glum, stoned-faced. and i approached him. yeah. then some talking, he felt all right again. haha. yeah. everyone was happy. everyone was delighted. we went in thereafter to hear 3 bands. then the results.

Of course, the tension and atmosphere everything was there. but since this post is so long already, i wont be a mean booboo and purposely make you tenseD. i just go straight to the point. "band number 94.." I was sitting with SU wei at the timE. i gripped her hands tigher. "haising catholic school.." inside me screaming, "WOULD YOU HURRY UP!??!?!"

"silver..."

THE RESULTS CONTINUED GOING ON. EVery single band in there was seen with smiles, shouts cries. i saw people crying with tears of joy. etc etc. Haising was the only band sitting there stone-faced. glum, etC. we went out to collect our instruments and went out of the conference hall. many people in our band were seen in tears. not joy. but sadness. My eyes were red. i admit. but i wasnt really that sad till i could cry. just upset. But i told myself, I did my best. and i will accept the results. yeah. on the way back to school, manning toshikasa, xue ying toshikasa and chelsea toshikasa was beside me and qiyun, we were talking on syf stuff. hha. yeah. and it kindda made me happy. haha.

Back in school, many ppl still were crying and everything, sad, solemn. yeah. haha. went to dinner then went home and rested already, ready to reflect on that day's activity...

I would like to thank my section for always there giving me support, mr and mrs chua, for always being so patient and caring for me. haha. (I EVERYTIME NEVER EAT BE4 COMING TO BAND. haha. then everytime mrs chua very nice tell me that i must eat. haha. =p) then, ngee ann for their pic! haha. yeah.

so thats about it for now. nxt post will be on results. check you all later. haha.

-jErM

2007-04-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

weather: grey sky
1st april 2007
music: zen me ban- S.H.E.

hi. -SUPER LONG POST, PRECAUTION-

ytd, was parent teacher dialouge day. yeah. had really mixed feelings about it. and i dunno how i should really feel....

Yesterday, woke up super bright and early, say bout 7? yeah. did the usuals-brush teeth, make bed, burn josstick, etc. then headed to school. I gotta be there by 8 for prefects duty. reach there was about 8.05. a bit late. found out that i got assigned to the main gate- one of the best places for duty. later you will know why. jia hui, desmond, clive, shannon and yock kiat were in the same boat. headed to canteen for nasi lemak first. sat with esther and jia hui, talked a lot of crap. haha. also julie was there. =). headed to the main gate. started doing duty. yeah. madeline said that we started with a lot of ARHH,EEEE, OOO. etc. stammered a lot. haha, then slowly improved. like, when we see parents, we will then say,"morning mdm/sir, may i know what level your child is in?" , "oh, sec 2/3/4, this way to the canteen please." so guide guide guide to the canteen. then just say, "there will be prefects at the cantten to guide you. thank you.". haha, get it? so just anything, can just say canteen prefects, if sec 2, just say the child will get you to class. yeah. so do do do do, we were having lots of fun! WOOHOO. duh~ yock kiat as our leader mahh! GO YOCK KIAT! haha. then wei neng also came along. esther also! haha. then me, being the super-extraordinary-lamer cum irritater. i started playing with esther with the KHOO POOTPOOT thingy. haha. yeah, we laughed, etc etc. had lots of fun though. I also used mr das's law of attraction. cos, starting, whatever parent i got was, black face, if not the xiann-ed face, so i thinked that the nxt parent i meet would be one who is super friendly. and i did! WOOHOO man. haha.wei neng was there and etc. then at about 9.45am, mum and 3 sisters hopped out of the car. and since i was doing main gate, I was like, GOOD MORNING MDM. your child is in sec 4 right? THIS WAY PLEASE !lol cann?!?!? then lead lead lead, told her that prefects in canteen guide you to class. i will catch up with her later. so when i went back main gate, they asked me to follow mama. so i ran and caught up with mum. headed the stair case up to class.

was feeling a little nervous though, cos, i know that mrs tang aint gonna really say any good things about me. cos, i dont really do well in english. haha, but the grades are improving. lol. so headed to class, was trying to keep cool. so alvin and amos lim already there seated waiting for their turns. heard that alvin was a pretty good speaker from mrs tang, then dunno that amos reads a lot. LOL. then my turn.

mrs tang told my mum that, i am not performing up to E1's calibre. you look at all my marks, are at the C5/B4 range. except for a few exceptional ones, which i did pretty well, like chinese, bio and combined humanities. also, mrs tang said that i am a very responsible prefect and that she thinks that i am spending too much time in prefects that i have no time to study at all! then my mum said band, not prefects. LOL LAA. 0k, anyways, I carnt blame the band, i only can blame me, for lacking of time management skills. then at the end, I told mrs tang, at the starting of the year, I was pretty unsettled, thats why getting Cs and Ds, then after that, my grades shot up at As and Bs. but then, since CA is combining everything, my marks are being pulled down to like that. then mrs tang heaved a sigh of relief and said that, "oh, no wonder like that".

then mum headed to hall to listen to principal's talk, while i headed back doing duty, thinking of what mrs tang said, i was super super super affected. what did she mean by "not up to E1's calibre." approached jia hui, and she told me that, remember mr das's law of attraction. dont worry, since your grades are already improving, you shouldnt really care about what mrs tang said. then, wei neng told me. "MUST LISTEN MUST LISTEN, THEN WORK HARD AND IMPROVE!!" haha. but then i think wei neng took geog, so duno law of attraction. never mind laa. but then, what i currently feel is that, since i am working hard already, and my grades are already getting Bs and As. then i shouldnt really get affected by what mrs tang said. haiz. id unno. my math marks are currently very jia lat. =(. my fortes.. xianned. sighs. never mind. it will shoot up soon. i promise, i can do it! haha. hope that miss ong can start bringing us back to the computer lab 4! so that i can sit with wei neng! haha. 1 of the reasons i think i can perform well last year, is cos, weineng is beside me. the super super math pro. so anything he teach me and i understand. hmm. yar hor.should suggest to miss ong!! haha. dont wann class laa. class so boring, no one to ask! X(! last of all, wanna quote something from rachel senior's blog. hope she doesnt mind. =/.

"i'll stop harping on what'd already happen and move on with my life. i'm going to settle down, and accept reality. i'm going to live a life better than the rest!" - rachel senior.

fine. if my grades are like that now, lets just accept it. since the reason is unsettled, lets get settled down and start working hard-er. my math. deng zhe qiao baa. it will get back to the A1s that they actually are.

-law of attraction: MISS ONG WILL BRING US BACK TO THE COMPUTER LAB 4 FOR MATH LESSONS FROM NOW ON! WOOHOO.

haha. lol. ok anyway, just added a new song at the right column. its zhe me ban, by she. aha.ok take care. later is like from 1pm-10pm is pure mugging. meeting with jia hui and don to study hard. TAKE CARE.

TOMORROW GOT CHEMISTRY TEST. JIA YOU MANN! FOR 4E1. TAKE CARE.

ok anyways, about hai experiential week. =.="
IT IS LIKE. SO UNFAIR CAN/?!?!!??!?! i mean, haha, though in school, i learnt a lot. i mean really. ALOT of stuff. haha. yar. like, friends, who are the real ones, etc etc. and to be honest, i AM JUST TIRED. yeah. ok anyways, about the week. actually its just 3 days. =.="

SO UN FAIR CAN?!?!? the 2s and 3s GET TO GO OUTDOOR CAMPS and play! LIKE WTH?!?!? while we get stuck in school doing MOCK EXAMS AGAIN AND AGAIN! so unfair. BOOHOO. ok anyway, the first one was chinese mock exam. we sat for 2 LISTENING COMPRES, 1 paper 2, heard mr lua talked about zuo wen on the 2nd day. the boys in the hall were like bored stiff, from e1 to e6. and everyone can be seen having the thought of "dear bell, ring ring ring, hurry, save me from this thingy." got math EXAM! xian-ded. i was anyhow doing the thing. cos i wasnt really in the mood of doing the exam. hope i can at least get A2. yeah. the nxt day, got exam again. paper 1 was up first. i wrote 3 pages for gong han and 6 pages for the zuo wen. 6. ppl are calling me a crazy baboon. haha, FOR THOSE who wrote the same qn of course. I talked to steph, and discussed the point, she was like saying, WTH. think until so much, make me feel so bad, how the heck. etc etc. 6 PAGES=CRAZY BABOON?!?! wth?!?!? haha. ok anyway, I HOPE THAT MR LUA will MARK the exam and RETURN IT TO US. I WANT IT. dont care arhh. haha. then did paper 2 again. =.=". i tell you arhh,after the week, i am SO DAMN SUPER SICK OF CHINESE. If I ever need to do a chinese paper again arhh, i will go SIAO i tell ya. SIAO. see the words until it appears in my dream. *shudders*, ok. then also, haha, we had BAND EXPERIENTIAL also. for the sec 4s. on friday, we were like, erm, ya, in the band room, doing some stuff which in unconvenient for me to say out here. haha, yeah. was like fun. and to be honest, after all the hell i've been going through, i realised how to be happy in 4E1, learning that syf is my current priority, yeah. prefects ok laa, haha. just do what i can. =). yeahh. DONOVAN, WEI NENG, KAIRU, AIYA, THE WHOLE 4E1 LAA. really rocks MANN. makes me happy! =). haha. 4E1 ROCKS 4E1 ROCKS. when there trouble you know who to call... 4E1! WOOHOOO~~ haha, being happier in class now makes me enjoy learning more= better results wahhahahahah! OLAYY. ok. i gtg off lers, gonna pack bag for mugging later.

-life seems to be so much better nowadays after the hai experiential week. =) . the most xiand-ed THING IS THAT. i think that i am feeling feverish now. temperature is like 37.1-37.4 degrees C like that. Lets not hope it gets worse, lots of stuff coming up lers. i pray. feeling so weak nowadays. oh man. also just did a blog skin for donovan! haha. wees~ok.
-jErM

2007-03-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

ok. whew. 1 WHOLE BIG LOAD of pictures erhh. haha. well, all of my juniors are all at camp! stacey, kaiping, zhi Hao and Joanne went to changi beach/pulau ubin/ sentosa.
hilary and wei jun went to the dairy farm!

LOL. and its RAINING!! lol! haha. my godd arhh. so suay cann. i mean, during our year right, when we had camp. the rain was there too. A lot of activities like cannot do lor! haha, and i almost missed flying fox! LOL. yeah. haha. well, hope that they are having fun at the places wherever in this part of the island the 7 of them are now. under this cold freezing weather, Hmm. wonder if they have any blankets or jackets to keep them warm. haha. LOL.

ok. anyways, i am like PANICKING LIKE CRAZY NOW. HELPS!!

1) EXAM IS COMING. the teachers are going crazy, berserk and mad! mock exam until siao! its like so freagin unfair! i mean, the other are away at camp enjoying themselves. what i mean by enjoying is like slacking? while we get to stay in school and MUG?! what the... and further more, its like so not fair! they get to go to such fun places. haiz. oh well. SEC 4. what to do?!

2) ULCER. there is 1 gigantic, humongous, stupendous, astonishing, big, crazy ulcer in my mouth. and whats worse SYF IS COMING! *SHREKS* so pain whenever i play the flute. GRRS. ughh. developed it during wednesday. OH NO OH NO. SYF IS COMING SOMEMORE!

3) today, while during chinese mock exam. i was getting bored. so i stretch stretch stretch, and what happened? i overstretched my leg!! SCREAMS now is like the muscle so pain. i pray that its not muscle tear. OVERSTRECTH. BLAS~ SO PAIN CAN. NAFFA IS COMING. OH NOOO.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Never mind. lets hope all this can go away soon! haha. there is so much to do. mug, study, make/buy gifts for my juniors as i am graduating soon, practice for syf, swimming, erhu, blas. ya la. you get the idea. LOL. haha. ok. gtg lers.

-do tell me if anything is wrong yups. haha. Hmm. maybe tmr bring camera to school. go around and take pictures! WEE.

ok. gtg.

-jErM

2007-03-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

-The end, for now-

2007-03-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

haha. ok, look at this post from bottom to up. if not you will find that it will not make any sense as it is not in chronological order.

THINKING HARD! could be on a brochure or something!

QIYUN QIYUN is wearing a DRESS that day! da mei nu! WOOHOO. haha. DANCING WITH FLUTE. its hard to come by for her to wear a dress!

SECTION FUN!haha.

BULLYING MY JUNIORS IS ANOTHER FORTE OF MINE! ok laa. lame. in the end he still got bully me. so its fair ok! HUMPH!

me and zhi Hao. Hmm. starting to get use to my retarded baby face. LOL. haha

again! if i would have lowered myself, me and qiyun would have looked like a 2 headed monster! nono. say nicer. qian shou guan yin!(thousand hand thousand head bodhisatava!)

the super cool fabulous wonderous lame crazy -whatever you can think of- flautists

in the concert. We took pictures with xinhui! LOL. and me and joanne were like BULLYING her in the picture. WOOHOO. orhhhorr. badd junior. how can like that? LOL! haha. no laa. just joking.

after those neo prints, we went to eat dinner at a japanese restaurant. I am looking at messages and huiqin is peeping. ORHHORR. LOL. lame. ok. haha, you get the idea.

2007-03-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

Weather: its raining its pouring
29th march 2007
music: fate of the gods- band song

HELLO. ok. pictures as promised. haha. uploading it to save space on my com! LOL.
Ok first of all is that time go and see some concert, then me, huiqin, hil and hamster go and take picture! LOL. haha. ok, after this post gonna have another one=).

ALL THE PEOPLE HERE KNOW HOW TO PLAY PICCOLO AND FLUTE!

MONKEY MONKEY! HOOHOOHOO!

BULLYING SENIORS ARE OUR FORTE. MUAHA=).

happy V.S BU SHUANG BHB, which 1 you want?

now thats what i call SYMMETRY. for those who dont know=)

WE ROCK CAN? (can=) )

TRIBUTE TO THE FLUTES.

As i mentioned earlier, bullying our seniors are our forte. haha. but only some. LOL. haha=). HUIQIN!! OUR ANG BAO!! nono. wait until got CHILDREN first horr? HUIQIN? hahaha. whats the name arhh? huidi and an qin! cant wait to see them!

all combined. its kinda cool=)

ta-da. ok. nxt post coming RIGHT up. wait arhh.

2007-03-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

weather: NIGHT TIME
26th March 2007
music: let it shine-"ying huo cong der meng"

Hello.

ok. first of all. let me be depressed for a while. got back results slip today. To what i expected, it was horrible. my fortes are becoming my pianissimos. you just look at it. i calculated the average, 63%. WTH. I mean, ever since sec2, my grades have been slipping like honey just being spilled from a tin falling onto the floor. haiz. but I found out the reasons. the reason of such pathetic grades(in my opinion) is cos, of me, being super duper unsettled during term 1. depression, sick, stuff like that. to be honest, I checked back with my past few tests for every subject, and they are all As and Bs. yeah, donovan explained and showed to me this concept. so i wasnt really that upset after he explained to me. But i do hope that i can start seeing solid proofs about my capability of getting As and Bs soon. =).

next. MY NAME. MY BIG BIG NAME!! I don't know how many times have i said it to already. Lemme spell my FULL NAME here. it is.

CHO KOI HONG JERMAIN (CAO KAI XIONG JERMAIN)

GETTIT?!?!?! and it is NOT A GIRLS NAME. i reapeat. not a GIRLS NAME OK? the girl version of jermain is.

GERMAIN.

gettit? the girl version of jermain starts with G. NOT J!

next, girls name ends with an 'E'. hence, the girl's version of my name is:

GERMAIN

GERMAINE

JERMAINE

OK??!??! hahah. i know that my name not common laa. so whenever ppl think of my name, they always prototype it with it being a girls name. Remember that my name starts with a J and it doesnt even end with an E. HELLO!?!? haha.=). Speaking of which, I did try looking for famous people with my name as well, and the results? a famous foot baller and a boxer. haha. IT means hope actually. and i really love my name=).haha

ok third thing. recent things. Goshh. its getting late. better type faster. tmr still got math test. *shreks in horror*

ok. the most memorable 1 would be last saturday. where the sec 4s had to go for a programme at the national stadium known as "We sing our songs". That morning, we, the 4E1-kias, had to go to school bright and early for supplementary. physics then chemistry. mr Yap asked us to do tys. dododoododod. blas~ then for chem, i got to sit with donovann. wees~ haha. and i benifited from it lots! haha. I think he did to. right don? lol! we were practically discussing every question and facts started coming back from the clouds. after that stayed back with him till like 3+? yeah. we did math, chem etc. but most of the time, as expected, we were talking crap. duh~ erm, and we were eating lunch with wei xiang. WOOO. haha=) at downtown. yeah. went back school study, wei xiang went for math tuition. leaving me and don behind. we then went to white sands. which is like about 4+ lers? yeah. then, walk walk walk. go library, etc. wei xiang came back and meet us. decided then that we should all head home to bathe then rush back to school for the thingy at the national stadium. after bathing and blas, dad fetched me to TM. met wei xiang there, and had macs for dinner. like on the way to school, on the way eat. 4E1 boys from the pasir ris bus stop walked to school together! Haha. there, the usual. mark attendance, then board bus to stadium. on bus, everyone talked non-stop, in a high mood, very enthusiastic. marianne,khye an, koong jye and wei xiang played poker. amos read his book. er Hao going around taking pictures and videos. i just sat there enjoying the music in my mp3. reached the stadium . i was like joking with kai ru while waiting. is like both of us when berserk and started laughing like siao. haha. donovan was there and we were talking about how we can use physics to connect to tkd. then we were talking about how a fat person with a pot belly can bounce of his opponent. haha. then after that got to enter the stadium. we were super super early! haha. then settled down and took some pictures! didnt took much though. haha.

me and my grandpa=). qiyun rocks. woohoo.

me and donovan. haha. wees~ don rocks. when took that picture, My teeth was like super dirty.=.=". lol. haha. anyways, donovan rocks. haha. makes me happy and encourages me all the time! wee!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. hahaha. weixiang. laaas~~ everytime we "bully" 1 another. LOL. haha. cool laa.

you know, looking at all the above photos. I realised how what a retarded baby face i have. =.=". LOL. anyways, when can i grow out of my baby face. UGHH. donovan says that he wants to pinch it. =.=". lol. better not. hha. later you got my all so infectious PIMPLES DISEASE HOW?!?!? it would be badd. Haha. then nightfall arrived, we sang songs. and most of them were in chinese. haha, me and don were singing our hearts out. haha. really enjoyed myself that day. and then of course, during 1 song, 4e5 displayed their class spirit. they stood up and waved hands and moved to the music. haha. 4e1 bo chap. =.=". but anyways, haha. me and don sang sang sang. wei xiang said that i couldnt sing and sang zao xia. who cares? I am not choir anyway. haha. so long i enjoyed it. WEEEEEEES~ was fun. get to scream and sing. haha. and i stretched it from super super high to super super low. LOLL. haha. 4e1 really rocks. I think i finally can see the happiness and everything in it. maybe 4e1 isnt so bad after all. haha. i do have really great friends like wei xiang, donovan, grandpa, kairu, yenny, marianne, steph, er hao, kin chung, etc etc in there. and they are all willing to help me. haha. Of course, i wouldnt say no if they needed any help. like duh~ Haha. 4e1 rocks. so does 2e4 still. haha. finally, am so happy that day, i finally tasted the essence of happiness in the class. olayy. go jerms.=). haha. THEN got back late that day. yeahh. laaaas.haha. ok, before i retire(SO LATE LERS, OH NO.) I have 1 more picture to show, which is the national stadium. nights. take care=). haha, nxt post probably all pictures. haha, got so much to show laas.=).

p.s. stacey, your blog how come 1 whole white 1? i wann read your posts. haha. can try to see whats wrong?

zhi Hao, blog die lers. haha, UPDATEE. lol!

jun also. if he can?haa.
SOMEONES IN THAT PICTURE OF THE BIG STADIUM I TOOK. GUESS WHO GUESS WHO. haha. answer at my tagboard. and you will get a prize! FREE OXYGEN. in the air. lol. ok. being really lame. haha, anyway, its super obvious who it is! haha. guess guess!

-jErM

2007-03-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

to: zhi Hao. dont read this post all rights? I think its gonna be very very very very contradicting. dont wann you to get upset over this. =(.

I am stressed out, tired inside out, gimme a break, Leave me alone, enough is enough.I really want to cry already. everything that is happening around me. be it on relationships, academics, band, prefects. everything seems so overwhelming. i am tired. really really very very tired. relationships are like family ties, good friends ties etc.. I wann cry is really wann cry. maybe i should just give up. maybe i should just give up everything i have. sometimes, I think of like flying to a far far away place, and start life anew there. sometimes i feel like dying, so that i can go to hell and get totured for all the sins i've done this life. when i recall, ever since the day im born till now, I 've done too much of sins. am bound to get punished. i rather have that and get reincarnated. so i can forget everything in this life. should i go on? i feel very vexed out. stessed. get the feeling. 4E1. band. prefects. soon, band will be outta of my life for the rest of the year. though i will try to go back. =/.prefects out makes no difference. left studies. i somehow wish that i can just put down everything whole-heartedly.

hate this. really hate this. i am tired. even if i wanna leave, I dont think i will bear to leave all these things behind me. sorry for being so contradicting. yeah.haiz. i dunno..

ppl just tell me tat i shouldnt give up and continue working hard. that this year is stress-ed up year. looks like no more fun times. no more time for fun at all. look. lemme show you.

16yrs old- O level
17 years old- I hope. J1. then stress stress stress, trying to get used to new environment.
18- A level( I hope)
19- go army( as you know, i aint really fit.)
20- " "(uni?)
21-" "(uni?)
22- work
23- work.

look. where got time for fun? dont have lor. haiz. I miss my childhood days. I miss the days where I am so innocent that i know nothing about the world. i sometimes also wish that i am a forgetful person. though having a memory can help me remember scores, remember bio/history or whatever cheem formulas. but this thingy makes me remember hate, evil things, stuff that makes me really really upset or unhappy and love all at the same time. i am tired of that hate part. i really wish that i can forget some stuff i ever knew, I wish that i havent seen some stuff. like certain smses. etc. maybe i should let go of it already.I also dunno why i have such a **** mentality. I keep thinking too much,and i have a lame mentality. so lame. and dumb. and for thinking too much, I sometimes dont use my brain power in the right place. haiz.

lets see. a sec 4 student. so stressed until wanna die already. how to go on to jc?hur? is like cannot go on ler lors. and i even dreamt of coming back to haising to teach. bio?chem?goshh. hopeless case ler laa. haiz.

but all i can say is that, i hope that i can go on. hope that i have the strength and courage to perservere on and press on. my major exams and events are coming up. hope that i can hold out. bb.
-jErM

2007-03-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

Weather: sunny
20th march 2007
Music: We're all in this together

hi. i havent really been updating lately. a lot of things happened lately. joys, sorrows, anger, amusement. a lot of stuff. yeah. and i havent been really updating. yeah. been a very very long time since i touched this place.

academics
ok. academics first. i didnt do well for history. 11/25. =((. fail niaa. NOT GOOD. though everyone in e1 e2 did around there. dont count in pros like marianne and clara. yeah. Looks like i must buck up. UPUPUP!! gonna receive report book on friday! die ler laa. *SCREAMS LOUD LOUD* i am really dead this time. i dunno how the heck to show my parents my results. i also dun look forward to that day, as the results of the bet will be released as well! will be competing with donovan. lol. please please please. let donovan win. so that i can get a treat from him. haha. oh ya! physics lately has been fun! mr yap shocked the whole class! we had to stand in a circle holding hands with each other. then mr yap used electromagnetic induction to zap us. as i was standing near, i received more zaps than the others .is like -pa-, your pulse. haha. dun wann play again ler laa. got tinges of adrenaline!! NOT GOOD. haha. and chemistry, i am so dead. DIE LER LAA. i was like staring at the board in class, dun understand what the heck mr tan was talking about. i am so dead. so so so so dead. mann, gotta buck up on that as well. speaking of which, chinese O levels are coming as well. haiz. nowadays, when i stare at my books, i feel like so damn tired. I feel like dying. really feel like dying. by the time got home, is like so damn tired already laa! I feel so like freagin troubled. i am really afraid. is like, there is some urgent thing going on, and yet, you dont feel like doing it as you are tired. i am so dead. looks like the dream of trying to get 1 of the top in level is gonna be shattered ler laa. haiz. i hate myself sometimes. sports day coming. parent teacher dialouge coming. all the teachers are sure gonna say bad stuff about me der lor. DIE LER LAA. especially miss ong and mrs tang. =(. Miss ong sure say about my math results deterioriating like crazy and mrs tang about my errors and blaas~~. i am really very very tired. vexed out. haiz. studies now like yi da hu luan laa. i am so dead. =((. really die ler laas. its not fun at all. i have no tutor whatsoever. ever since sec 2, I have been depending on myself. only myself. i am tired. really very tired. i wish that i have seniors there to guide me, who will stay back after school to teach me, who will listen out to your problems and give you advice on how to solve it. I miss my seniors alot. ever since they are gone, i began to regret about how much i didnt really treasure them when they are around.. Which is why, when my juniors ask me questions, i always try my best to teach them. when they need help with a certain chapter, i teach them that chapter. i hope that this tradition can carry on. to be honest, it benifits you a lot. really. not only does it bonds btw you and your juniors, but it also helps you to revise earlier concepts. yeah. haha.tutoring is so fun! LAAA~~ gonna teach hilary physics soon. on kinematics. haha. and still gotta tutor both of them on chem! but then both of them like so super busy. e1 is like that laa. haiz. never mind. wait for the nxt time they both are free. I too got my blur concepts to clear!

Band
syf is coming. i am worried. at the yuhua exchange, i freaked out at my solo. well, still got come out laa. But then, I felt that it was like sai. at yuhua exchange, felt really intimidated by the big-name bands. TKGS, cedar girls, yuhua, nanyang girls, river valley high. The bands there are really good. especially yuhua and nanyang girls. I do not know whether i've heard zodiac too many times, that i felt nothing as compared to other schools. we must really buck up. and i did learn stuff from them. hope that there will be sectionals(though i doubt it), i wann teach section some stuff. yeah. and right, like, kindda pissed with some ppl in the band. i mean right, yar, if you feel that coming band is cos orh, got cca so must come. then right, why did you even bother to put band as one of your choice in the cca list? yeah. never mind. really laa. I am tired of this. never mind.

well, i gtg lers. bb.

-jErM

2007-03-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

WEather: night fall arrived.
13th March 2007
Music: can you feel the love tonight- The lion king.

hello. Ok first of all, I know that there is a lot of hoo haa over the crush thingy. =.=". Like duh-uhhh. ok anyway, you all dun talk about the crush thingy first for now first can? please. all of you out there? things arent going well in the band.. studies also a lot of things. looks like there is no more time for this crush thingy ANYMORE. I wann concentrate on studies. But i will continue liking her in secret. Thats all for the moment. all rights? thanks for understading to yenny, kairu, donovan,etc etc.thank you. dont say ler anymore. thanks

-jErm

2007-03-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

Weather: Partly cloudy
10th March 2007
Music: philharmonic winds: Danceries

Hi. ok, have been surfing about ppl's blogs to look around. and i realised from ppls blog about their results. I think its time for me to reflect about it as well. my CT results. ppl from 4E1 have been complaining about how atrocious, horrendous their results are. So lets have a mini reflection about how "WONDERFUL" i've done. haiz.
The results are just the CT itself all rights? yeah. ok. donovan was like betting with me somemore that if I win him in the progress report, I will give him a treat. so funny niaa. Believe it a not? a super super smart guy(don) V.S. a super dumb guy(me!). you see arhh. he like got 15th in class, and me? 23rd lehh! HAIYOO. still wann compete. but i took up the bet anyway. cos obviously he will do better than me and he will treat me. RIGHT DON?? =p.. ok, not really in the mood of playing right now. lets reflect.Yun han arhh, haha, if too boring then dont read all rights? =D

Caution: For those who cannot take SHOCK, dont read on. later you fainted about how badly I've done.(ITS DRAMA)

MY HORRENDOUS RESULTS.

English CT(compo): 13/30 for part 1, 17/30 for part 2 = 30/60. A just pass. C6. goshh. and i thought it would improve niaa.
A math CT: 30/60. lots of careless mistakes. but too bad lor. C6.
E math CT: 43/60. Lots of careless mistakes. 1 of the lowest in class. A2.
Chinese CT: 46.5/70. Thats like, Hmm. B3. yeah. not so good. still can improve der.
Physics CT: 22.5/50. FAILED. COOL RIGHT? FAIL SIAA. grade: D7.
Chemistry CT: 38.5/50. Thats like A1? yeah. A1. but sure kenna pull down by the earlier tests 1.
biology CT: 30/50. thats like b4? mann. kenna sai sia. haiz. but + the earlier tests, grade should be able to shoot up.
SS: i dunno yet.
History: DUNNO yet.

so you see arhh. lets add all rights? L1R5 so far. C6 + A2 + B3+ B4 + A1+ C6= 22 points. SO AMAZINGG. woaa. 22 SIAA. and i havent even add humanities. Things are gonna get worse. my goshh. wasting too much time lers. its high time i start working hard. 22 points? my godd. to think i wann to even step into meridian/temasek. thats like. WOAA. so far away. goshh arhh. SO HORRIBLE. to think my both maths can hit A. miss ong said my a math deteririate. yeah. but is careless mistake. I promised her an A1 in the mye. well. time to buck up. yeah. Haiz. such a disgrace to the flute section. so jia lat. =(((. aiya, you all can dont ren me as your sl ler laa. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. such a horrendous guy. HELPPPP. =(((. time to buck up. seriously. my juniors are all doing so well. and i am doing like this haiz. heard that stacey got FULL MARKS FOR HOMEC, bio also good. zhi hao miss khoo praised him for math. joanne should be ok. jun and hilary, close 2 eyes also know they not bad 1 laa. WORK HARDD. must continue the tradition of flute guys trying to be 1 of the top in level. ANDY got his name emblazoned on the top o level student board. i wann try to get my retarded face up there/ name also can. hmm. time to work hard.

Band (SKIP THIS PART FOR NON BAND MEMBERS THANK YOU)
I just realised that, i only have a super super short time left with the band. with my section. haiz. nevermindd laa. its ok der. i am gonna miss picc, flute and my section der. this also means that syf is drawing near. *SHREKS* oh nooo. manning toshikasa passed me a letter ytd. it encouraged me though. but i do not agree with her on something. She said that my flute solo in sunrise better than her. =.="". SO LOLLLL. haha like real lor. like i will EVER be better than manning toshikasa like that. manning play flute like so li hai! her dolce tone together with her fingers that fly across the keys to play running notes. GOSHH. hahaha. yeah. she is like, the senior whom i respect most in band. always there to encourage her juniors, cheer them up when they are down. teaches you stuff that you never know. and scolds you for doing wrong things. but manning's scoldings arent that severe. but however, whenever she scolds me, haha, i do learn from her. A lot of things. online also, manning once see me online, will say HI der. =). haha, to be honest, feel so glad that there is still a senior that already graduated who cares for me. =). seniors, senpais, toshikasas, xue zhang all rock laa. =). li hong, huiqin, huizhen, xinhui also laa. Haha, dont worry=). you all are great seniors as well. haha. yeah, that is why flute section have such great seniors. who are willing to spend their time to come down back here to hsc. to see their juniors. syf coming lers!! Must work hard and not let them down. jia you! haha. For juniors right, all of them. Hmm. treat them like bros and sisters laa. haha=). stacey rocks. yeah. she really does. her linguistic skills are just amazing. trust me. haha. and whenever you see the jovial her, you feel glad as well.=). like all your troubles go away. haha=). and lately, I seem to get to know more and understand both my bros zhi Hao and jun. haha. yeah. its really really important that you understand your juniors. and give them space to breathe as well.=). haha, they 2 arhh. like BUSY MANN LIKE THAT. so many things to do!! goshh. haha, never mindd. My O level year, I give up a lot of things. left band, swimming and studies. goshh. and soon, no more band. eeyer. but nevermindd. I will come down every friday to take a look at them=).

CRUSHHHHH
this is badd. wayyy badd. getting a crush aint good at all. and i even promised myself that i wont get into any sort of relation ship till i am 17/18. yeah. i wont laa. just keep it in secret=). hahaha, maybe should ask her out. but carnt pluck out the courage to go and ask herr. SCREAMSS. now horr, my secret is with zhi Hao and arhh jun. and huiqin also know ler. DIE. you 3 arhh. MUST SHHH HORR. i will no face anymore if it reveals arhh. haha=). maybe yue ta go out with a few more of my co juniors! yeah, that would be nice. CO gathering then! hahah. YAYYY. nice idea.(=.="") hahha. okok. see first baa.

i must start chionging my holiday homework already. NO TIMEE. goshh. BYEE.Monday got BANDD. carnt wait... ZODIAC and sunirse. sunrise started sounding better lers. zodiac worse. goshhh. gotta start working hard. no time to waste! byeee. take care.

p.s. steph, to me, haha, complexity is beautiful. you prefer simple. haha=). we all have different views! haha

-jErM

2007-03-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

Weather: SUNNY
7th march 2007
Music: Braveheart- digimon

HI.

academics.
Today was a super cool day for the academics side. hais. i love the new class sitting arrangement man. but the thing is that they all want change back. I cannot do anything. Sitting at the new place is real cool. I am surrounded by my friends whom i can always talk and relate to. steph beside me is real cool. haha, got question i just ask. she dosent hesitate. haha. unlike the old 1. yenny and me not really like close laa. i cannot really dare to ask. scared bother her. wei xiang, kin chung, amos is also around me. real cool though. haiz. yeah. class today asked a lot of questions. be it any subject. got back history test today. SEQ. got like 9/13. yeah. highest was 10. nvm laa. haiz. must continue working hard. Mr das said that my content is sufficent. its the linkers. haii. then today run 2.4 wann die. improved but still can go on. 13.10. i wann IMPROVE. screams loud. haiz. but must minue 35 seconds. cos the boys ran wrong direction. so its about 12 min +. haha. so yeah. i wann improve till its an B/A. haha, i wann score. cos i sure suck at standing broad jump and pull ups der. OH NOO. dun care. this year naffa must improve. but in class, can run 1 near the top few runners is already a very good thing. haha=). so yeah. hope when i change back right, i will continue asking. cos when i ask yenny right, like i feel that i am bothering her. haha=). nvm. I have to treasure the LAST 2 days of this sitting arrangement. haiz. yeah. thats all for academics.

Prefects.
I JUST LOVE MY 2 JUNIORS YUNHAN AND PINYI. haha. they both rock laa. seriously. julie also can. haha. yeah. lets spend my remaining morning duties enjoying their company=)

Band.
Zodiac was horrible today. yes. I think that piccolo is TOO LOUD. haiz. li hong behind say he carnt hear flute. i wann cry lers. haiz.sunrise solo wasnt good today. I think. yeah. haiz. SO MUCH TO WORK ON. such a useless person. haiz. nevermind. continue working hard. last chance to make the band proud. yeah. haiz. dont wann talk much. yeah.

-jErM

2007-03-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

din Weather: Sunny
5th March 2007
Music: Digimon songs on your right.

You know the 3 songs on your right? bout digimon? the lyrics mean a lot to me. it really really makes my heart feel warmth. and it seems so real. see the english translation i just included. yeah. it really means ALOT A LOT to me. and i love those songs. it brings back my memoirs as a child and the lyrics made me love it a lot. so go and listen to it all rights? thank you=).and right after this,
PPL who are not band, dont bother to read this. Its all about it.to go on. thats all. jia you lers.

band
today did sunrise and zodiac. Piccolo playing was like SHIT. today. yea. haha. Li hong and manning was nice enough to come down today and see us.=). yeahh. MORE TIPS to improve on our parts. yeah. got a lot to work with the section lers. flute playing was ok today. I think. wonder how i did for the sunrise solo. Hmm.dunno laa. haha, hope i did ok. cos i tried my best today. yeah. but i did remember vibratoing. wonder how was it. Hmm. maybe still needa work on it more. haiz. and right, section having throat problems. I am very afraid. hope all this probs will be ok soon. especially hilary, your tonsils arhh. haiyo. get well soon all rights? sec 2 was ok today. yeah. I still left kaipings matter to deal with. yeah. well, that about it lers.

Class today was all right. can pay attention, and learn lots of stuff about science today. haha, we even had debate session for today. yeah. GO AMOS LIM niaa. haha, debate pro.. =). haha, well, going off to do math lers. bb.

-jErM

2007-03-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

Weather: super rainy

2nd March 2007

music: habitat-John Higgins, fierfoenick- hardy Mertens

hi.

I just added 2 new songs to the song column! go and see haha. Its 2 songs from digimon episode 1!! haha. real cool. brings back the memories. haha.I put headings here so that if you see any heading that you dont like just skip! haha, got this idea from pin yi and yun han=). haha. My prefects junior just rock+).

Results

ok. Got back my results. Kindda sucky. A math only got just pass-C6. a 30/60. not good. but i found out that i couldve gotten a distinction. I made A LOT ALOT of careless mistakes. yeah. and i can get distinction der. =(. Imagine every question got careless mistake then minus minus off become a just pass. just every qn 1 mark 2 mark can kill you ler. yeah. so right, i conclude that i should stop being so careless and make sure that i am SUPER DUPER CAREFUL during math papers. yeah. E math got A2 laa. 43/60. but then not good. I think 1 of the lowest in class also.=(. and also careless mistakes. partly also cos right, i didnt bother to really go and revise through. haiz. E math is can der. just be more careful. and i failed physics. 22.5/50. very bu shuang. haiz. But then that paper took during the afternoon. I am not really happy with myself though. the class highest was only A2. yeah. then everyone also getting around the just pass area only. so yeah. I must start waking up lers. haha, catually i did wake up. I also found out something that is REALLY REALLY critical. and i am so worried. I cannot work well under stress. HOW???? I remembered panicking during a lot of common tests this year. a lot of tests also. and cos i keep thinking this year O level year. I stress. thats why. =((. looks like i must be like the sec 2 me again! ENJOYING my studies is whats important. yeah. so i must learn not to be so stressed lers. learn to relax and go at my own pace. I slower right? NEVER MINDDD. so long as i work hard. haha, and miss ong during math lesson showed us ALL OF OUR PUPIL ACADEMIC RESULTS. got kindda encouraged and am ready to spur on. yeah. when I was seeing. I was kindda shocked from Shermine and Mei yee's score.They werent any top scorers during PSLE. but yet they can be doing so well now. yeah. and when it came to mine. Miss ong said that i am a very hardworking boy. and that if i continue to be hardworking, my distinctions will start flying to me=). so yeah. haha, i will continue working hard and learn to relax. =). I hope by doing so, My grades will again start to look better, and that it will lead me to seeing my blur sotong face up there when i collect my O level results!=). haha. so right now right, my time table will be doing jun's slides, continuing the story of piccoluter( i owe stacey very very long ler) and right do differentiation. yeah.

Band

Today we did sunrise and safari and zodiac. yeah. During band today, jun was kindda depressed. hope that he is ok. and then during when listening to the recordings that time right, I think he got angry and said that he soudned lousy. yeah. then me, this dumb stupid senior, still have to go and rub in it when i was going home. I actually wanted to go by the mrt route. But too tired, i wann sleep. hence, i decided to take bus. yeah. then just nice jun came, and passed by me. I didnt really say hi. or even bothered too, partly is cos i tired laa, Partly is cos i am abit sot.and i even showed that xianed and whatever~~ face. AAAAAAAAA. SO DUMBBB. Never mindd laa. haha, i doing his chem powerpoint slides now, yeah. then after that ask him go check his email. and that tell him I am sorry. He got geog project! I am so dumb. ok anyways, the sunrise solo was so freagin dumb! nono, not the solo. I am so dumb. I just dont understand why carnt i work well under stress! AAAAAA. when i stress right, my vibrato carnt come out and that right, i dont have long breaths. i only can work well when i am not under stress. yeah. and right, vibrato to me comes naturally. yeah, i cannot force it out. It wont come der. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. die die die. Never mind. Must learn to relax in band lers. yeah. haha, this few days also traning my sister=). haha, you all know dion play flute right? never mindd. haha, at the end of this i show you her picture. haha. I also train her to play pic nehh! Bro sis bonding thing laa. and we would spend hours together learning and laughing. haha, though sometimes yeah. we may get angry with each other.=) haha. so fun. =D. yeahh. i got to learn to pieces. hers easier laa. cos she only like p3? yeah. haha. and then mine is like secondary school standards. so i always bully her by giving her damn difficult pieces. NO LAA. but she is willing to learn thats good. piccolo for zodaic was HORRIGIBLE, VEGETABLE. yeahh. sometimes it was too loud, and that the build up was like pang sai.. and i felt like i was disappointing mrs chua.=(. the starting 4 notes, I cannot even tongue properly. whats worse? there is only 1 piccoloist in the band. which happens to be me. XIANZZ. never mind baa. start working hard. and right, zhi Hao and jun things right, i will find a way to solve it. before i leave, I hope that i can see they all 2 are good frens again. yeah. I hope so. =(. right now, feeling so useless as an SL. cannot even get ppl in his section to bond. UGHH. yeahh.

Swimming

haha. Mr mok taught me a new super cool move to do during the tumble turn. for those who dunno, haha tumble turn is that you know when those swimmer reach the end of the line? then they have to turn back? yeah, its the kickoff where you do a somersault.haha, yeah, he thought me to add something extra, in which where you have to do dolphin kicks when you surface onto the water. yeahh. haha, was trying to do. woa. so many new things to learn. studies, band, swimming. haha, yeahh. and i gotta brush up on my BUTTERFLYYY STROKE. the cheemest of all. I only can ta-han like 1 lap of fastness? like so dumb. haiyoo. hha, hope i can do more. yeahh.

ok well, time is running out lers. I gtg do his slides ler haha. oh ya be4 you go, here is the photo which i promised.

CUTE RIGHT?? haha. ok baa. i gtg lers. bb.

-jErM

2007-02-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Weather: its night.
25th february 2007
music: wonka welcome song(kindda childish=))

hi.ok, today, i am gonna post about my very first aeroplane ride. which happened last year, during my sarawak trip. wrote this down on a piece of paper and now, i am gonna transfer here. enjoy it all rights? =D. the rest of the trip nothing much laa, cos i fell sick.=.=. oh ya! and wei jun is a great doctor. took real good care of me during the trip. haha, jun pro lor. can be doctor lawyer musician.. so many things=). ok anyway, here goes=)

When i finally reached school on 4th december, hope and anticipation lingered in my soul, as i were feeling super enthusiastic about the trip to sarawak. As this would be a time, to meet band people in sarawak(met 3 flautists, francis, alvin and 1more yea.), and that would be my very first time, taking an aeroplane. After the band settled down, and that attendance was taken, we loaded our stuff onto the bus, boarded it and headed straight for the airport. we made a prayer before that, to hope that everyone would be ok during the trip.(didnt work for me :/) Everyone was busy chatting on the bus, like some crazy people. I was sitting with wei jun, and was talking crapp, playing my phone, laughing, etc. you could sense excitment, anticipation and an aura of mystery lingered as we wondered what experiences we will face for the next few days.

when we finally reached the airport, we wore our blue band blazers with collar pins emblazoned on it. When all of us had done that, we looked like a bunch of seahorses, ready to go out there and meet the big vast ocean. Thereafter, we took photos with our family, friends, seniors, teachers and was wishing and greeting each other. We spent about an hour doing all that(gosh. haha) and that we then streamed to the other side of the airport where only people taking flights could enter. Before we bid our seniors and family good bye, my sisters gave me a cute litle carrot cushion, an arab bookmark and lots of beatings and punches(cos they wont be able to do so for the nxt few days, so bad right?) and my mum gave me a great big hug. through that few seconds, i felt warmth, motherly love and that i am gonna like so miss her. After bidding good bye, I felt really sad and excited at the same time. I looked around the airport shops like a blur sotong and then we headed straight to the customs. I thought that my screwdriver was gonna get conviscated as it was a sharp object, but the understanding officers there returned it to me with a kind smile.=).

The band waited at a waiting area, then walked intot a linkway to the plane. Butterflies were fluttering in my stomach as i passed the pink-wall papered linkway.I entered the plane, and my seat was 16B. I was being sent to be seated with mdm zaibon and miss Faten. i was a little disappointed that i didnt get to sit with my juniors joanne and jun. haha, and they could sense the happiness and joy that is within me. Yeah, and they even questioned me whether i was excited. maybe there is some kind of glow on my face that everyone could see.=). Then the plane left the airport, it first did the warm ups, that is to like go slowly on the run way; i was looking out of the window and see through that damn freagin window now the scenery will be like. All of a sudden, this TV thingy pooped out in every row right in front of us above our heads. I exclamied "cool!", and miss Faten who was beside me was like "cool right?". i nodded showing signs of agreement . The plane started to tilt as it started to soar above the ground. I felt air brushing past my face. and was like being compressed and restricted to my seat. i tried to distract myself by looking at the scenery outside of the window. of what would be the birds eye view of a plane. my stomach felt queasy. I was very amazed and flabbergasted at the scenery of Singapore which depicted much beauty in it. I saw cars on roads which resembled ants marching into their ant house. Also, I get to see the top view of changi airport; the vibrant colours, the beautiful shape of the planes, and the twinkling spotlights, which looked a lot like stars blinking at me. The plane was tilted at a degree of 45 degrees, gradually becoming less inclined. We were like astronauts soaring into space never returning to earth. Thereafter, was the top view of Pulau ubin and pulau tekong. It was really interesting and amazed me of how the scenery looked like. It was marvelous, marvelous i tell you. All kinds of shapes and colours, land and water. As the plane accelerates at a fast speed, the scenery changed from shapes, sizes, into clear blue skies with clear horizons and clouds. The land totally disappeared. It was like i was in heaven. Away from the stressful life style of singapore. The clouds looked a lot like cotton candy, i really felt like reaching out grabbing them to eat and enjoy. Also, My imagination also told me i was not in heaven. i was also like in Antartica. My imagination ran. The clouds looked like penguins and seals, and that there was even 1 which looked like a humongous killer whale. Too bad i didnt get a camera to capture the beautiful sights and scenes, However, the feel and the picture is still clearly imprinted into my mind. After 20 minutes or so, the skies turned black and grey. Nightfall and rain had arrived. Thereafter, the captains voice brought me back from dream world. he boomed that the temperature was 29 degrees and that there would be showers. The sky remained as black. As black as justice Baos face. I then got real bored(xianned) with the scenery, as i usually associate black with unhappiness and that some disaster is gonna happen. I looked around the plane, the teachers beside me were chatting as happy like birds chirping away. EVeryone was busy talking away. I reached out for my haversack below my seat, and took out my A math ten years series, and started doing. After attempting super complicated and sophisticated sums, the teachers broke me out of my engrosment. "waseh, model student!" they said. My face obviously turned red like a big huge red tomato. and i hurriedly kept it.

Dinner then arrived, teriyaki chicken sandwich, with water. Well, better than nothing. After finishing my simple meal, I was starting to get real bored. i felt vibrations below from my feet. The plane was landing. I actually expected plane landings to be fun, exhilarating, and exciting. but it was just going parallel, down and decelerating. So, i learnt something here. and that is "plane take offs are much more fun than landings!" We arrived at the sarawak airport, cleared the customs and headed for merderka palace hotel. where we will be recuperating for the night. WE stopped to get some food at a mall. then to the hotel. My room mate was jun. yea. and we shared a suite with keeem, erhao, taufik and farhan. keem and er Hao goked the master bed room. haha, but we are satisfied with ours. It was kindda comfy and cosy, though i prefered home. I smsed my mum to tell her i was safe. Something spoiled my mood thereafter which was something i wasnt suppose to find out.yea. yea. got kindda envious with someone. dont wann rake up the unhappiness. yea. But still can remember how unhappy i felt when i found out about that thing. yea. but its ok. then after that, talked to wei jun for the rest of the night, while the rest of the band members were partying away. As we talked till about 5 in the morning, we drifted off to dreamland...

well, thats about it. gotta go sleep already. tomorrow is my chemistry and english common test. 11.30pm. gosh. yea.

bb

-jErMA

2007-02-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

Weather: raining-suits my mood
23rd February 2007
music: Danceries

hi. I aint in a very good mood while blogging. But i dont think i will be offending anyone. i am just very disappointed with myself, and i wann cry. really really wann cry. when i got home today, i just fell asleep, i thought i would have felt much better after sleeping. but i woke up feeling even worse. i tried to numb myself from watching TV, eating, sleeping. everything i can think of. the thing just stay there.

well. today is our A math and physics common test. and that is bothering me. Like hell. the thing is that, ytd, i was studying very super duper hard yesterday. and i found both tests to be killers. the worst part is that my A math has sucked ever since the beggining of this year. and I dunno why. i tried everything. maybe i just lack practice. I have been getting B4s and C5s. i used to be getting A1s and 2s. i dunno what the heck happened. feeling very hurt. very unstable.. VERY. and for physics, i felt that it was really really weird. i got wrong questions. and i found out that i carnt explain fully. i am so dead. such a failure. i die ler i die ler. really die ler. i feel so emotionally hurt. i dunno what to do already. i tried and tried and tried. maybe my trying isnt hard enough. i think that from now on, i will ban myself from the computer from monday- thursday. saturday to sunday. only friday. i wann cry. really really wann cry. i give up. really really wann give up lers. tried and tried. i think i will just study laa. study till i go crazy. till i go mad. i wann give up. really really wann give up already. if i dont study, i wann die. sec2, i needa relax to do well. and i aint enjoying my studies this year. I think let this common test be the last setback I will occur. the VERY VERY last 1. lets work hard for the rest of the papers. and do my best. i hope i will know how to do all. for bio just memorise. and for chemistry do and do and do. so dont disturb me this weekend unless its urgent. and from now on.
monday, wednesday and friday--> BAND till 6.30pm. go home straight. rest, then start work.
tuesday and thursday--> 3.25pm so, go home straight.

i seriously am beggining to wake up. I think what mrs chua said about the band that it has reached its peak and its falling. i think its happening to me. during sec 2 i climbed the mountain like mount kinabalu. i think i needa aim for mount everest. like aim that high. and i am not gonna give up. lucklily i wake up now. not like a day before O level or prelims. From now on, I will do these stuff as listed below. dont count friday.

-playing the flute and piccolo
-study
-swim
-do homework
-revise revise revise whatever teacher has taught for the day
-tutoring my juniors if they ever need help.
-family stuff.
-prefects

you see. donovan also woke me up. He has been getting A1S for his A math tests since the beginning this year and this common test, he finshed EVERY SINGLE 1. and said it was easy. Amos lim and wei neng also. i felt really disappointed. despite the class also averagely losing many marks, i felt really upset. I realy really am back into the mood of studying. like really studying. i carnt fall. i dont wanna fall. well, thats all for studies.

AND for band right. i am gonna gao dim the section politics ONCE and for ALL. finish it. if the band dont wanna wake up, i dunno what to do. all i can say is that, as an SL and as a player, i will do my best in my part and help the section to be at its best. despite the main band flautists or the junior band flautists. I shall now do my best in everything. i feel the drive when i was in sec2. except, this time, is really big set back that woke me up. lets hope that i can survive through this common test. for the rest of my subjects. yeah. and i seriously hope that the band will wake up. some of them still like slacking, so relaxed. SYF is coming. no band still can HOORAYYY. wakao. then i dunno what the hell i am working so hard for. seriously. i go research so much, I go work hard, i go buy so much other insturments for the senza part. if i know that my efforts are gonna be wasted just because of this few people, then i will not work hard. but i will continue working hard. to do the best that i can. zodiac pic parts. and my solo for sunrise. well. going off to practice flute lers. since its friday. tmr wake up, straight study for biology.

-jErM

2007-02-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

weather: ok laa
21st February 2007
Music: Into the joy of spring- James swearingen- ( I got addicted to it liao, kept listening to it until xi huan=) )

HELLO.

ok, since wei xiang wants me to continue blogging right? i blog baa. but i will be VERY VERY careful and will only say happy things and myself. haha. ok. first i wann tell you all something. VERY VERY important.

If you all see me behaving like a ZOMBIE tomorrow, please dont be scared kayy? =). THANK YOUUU =D.

ok, you wann know why? cos, i was excersing from ytd till now. you see arhh. ytd horr, flute section gen 2 go Bai nian. then horr, i ran up from 1st to 11th story then ran down after visiting our dear toshikasa xinhui. then erm, after that, yarr, ran again. like a mad man, sprint in fact. then after go my house lers, then follow them go tampines mall. then sprint back as my family was waiting for me to go hongbao river. even if i tired cannot reject, cos they waited 6 whole HOURS for me to go. then right, today, during PE lesson, ran 2.4, did pushups and crunches until i wann die. then go for band, lalala. then after band, sprinted cross the park to talk to jun(he left first) I wanted to talk to him about some stuff. then luckily saw him at bus stop. then talk laa. yarr, then after that sprinted to the bus interchange. take 15. go big book shop, to only finding out that it is closed. =.= cos i wann go buy for jun something. IDIOT NIAAA. then ran home, while running home, saw kian hao at the opposite traffic light! >.<. haha, so cool cann?!?!?! i also saw shi min (trumpet senior) yaa. so qiao lorr. then run run run go home. waa. we also did compre test today which i think i am gonna fare terribly. i hope not. cos i wasnt really in the mood of doing. very very tired. so very very tired. friday got common test somemore. so gotta choing my tys today ALL NIGHT LONG. i must last. I dont care. so i tmr will be like mentally and physically tired. so after choinging, tmr after school, i will choing AGAIN to big bookshop to buy (I hope there still is :/) to big bookshop to find the assesment for him. since the physics common test is on friday, yarr, i will go and buy and choing ALL the way back to pasir ris then back to tampines. i dont care i die or wadd laa. but for my juniors sake, i WILL do it der. no matter whatt. *determined face* haha. =). yup. so it will be even worse tmr. I really really dunno how the heck i am gonna survive the last 4 periods tmr which is all periods which is kindda boring (NO OFFENCE!!). so tmr, is gonna be a day of survival... and tomorrows day's title will be called.
"Hai sing catholic.. the limits of the piccoluter- a victorious hero who will have hope in whatever he does." haha, got that from zodiac, the limits of the lion. yepp. No time liao. must chiong TYS and my flute playing totally sucked today, REALLY REALLY SUCKED. after 5 days of no practice, i sound like da bian.=.=. must faster get back. yaa.

i wann die ler. haha, and zhi Hao arhh, you got me addicted to into the joy of spring lers=).

-jErM - jia you jia you for those in E1 doing your TYS.

2007-02-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

to all my readers:

i AM never ever gonna blog again. till unless is a special event. I am such an idiot. real goon. never even delete things properly. such a smart ass. Now worsen things for myself again. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. i really really am never gonna touch this place like EVER AGAIN. really really EVER AGAIN. i shall heed my juniors advice and keep a diary instead. this way, i can get rid of my careless mistakes. and no one will get hurt. thanks zhi HAo.
-jErM

2007-02-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

weather: same
date: same
music: same

WOA. 3 posts in a day. AMAZING NIAAA. ok, i just called Zhi Hao, and am glad that he is willing to talk. i seriously hope that things can turn back to norm. even if there will be a hole in that piece of wood, you still can use wood filling to fill it up right? =). so lets hope things will turn back to norm soon. :/. AND from now on, i will post only when i am high or happy all right? when i am sad, I will just cry to my pillow. wont tell anyone in order not to make them worry. unless ppl i trust really wanna know, then i say baa =). AND when i am angry, i will thrash it ALL out on a piece of paper, and tear it, throw it away. This way, i feel better, and they wont feel hurt at all. zhi Hao, jun even my mum, say is the TONE i used that is causing me my misunderstandings. well, so from now on, when i am angry, I wont go to msn. sad and happy then go. yup. I am stressed. too stressed. really needa chill. when i am stressed + angry= going overboard in my posts. zhi Hao is like hurt. i caused it. stoopid me. think that blog is diary where NO ONE READS. wan ping read it, stacey read it, etc etc. jehan also replied to zhi Hao's tag. cool siaa. haha, so yar, this is what i plan to do from now on. control my emotions, instead of it controlling me. and NEVER EVER EVER tell anyone or SCOLD anyone when you are angry. cos me, this kind, love to exaggerate things is gonna cost a lot of harm.

thanks STACEY, mama, and zhi Hao for telling and teaching me all this. I hope through this i will learn loads.

-jErM

2007-02-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

WEather: still bright and sunny
11th february 2007
Music: graduation- by vitamin C

HI. ok, whew, just did 2 WHOLE HOURS of practice on sunrise solo. just that 4 bars. you might call me a crazy man. and the section also said that i should give it up to jun due to my unstable playing. but then, yar when to crec, I know everything about it already. i did a lot of notations on that 4 bars. just sit there, noting when to vibrate,endo, when to decrescendo. and i found a place to breathe!!I even researched on types on tongueing. and i found out A LOT. seriously A LOT. when legato, instead of daa, you have to sayy "tooo" then when you play normal, you go teee. haha, even if jun takes over, i will pass him all my notes der. and then, i also know why i am playing super unstable. why my tone is sooo unstable, like sometimes super nice, sometimes like da bian. why i cant vibrate.

reasons for unstable playing:
1) I AM NOT EATING ENOUGH. - vibrato needs a lot a lot of energy, if dont eat, no way to express
2) TONE. when dont eat enough, you play like crapp. serious
3) didnt sleep early. when i dont sleep early, cant concentrate, get very restless easily. play like shit.
4) sitting directly RIGHT UNDER THE AIR CON WHICH HAS BEEN JUST INSTALLED. brr. very very cold. when you are super cold, you play like shit.
5) your instrument gets affected. Cos, when you expose your instruments to extremes of temperatures, it will go wrong. That explains why, ben lai sectionals, my flute hao hao der. then after that, come down band room, go heywire, dont wanna listen to me.
6) piccolo playing. by right, it shouldnt affect me much. But the prob is, if mrs chua starts with SUNRISE that day, the solo can play out very very nice der. But is like play a lot a lot of songs hou, then sunrise super hard to express.

hence. I found out that factor 4 and 5 is affecting me the most. Hence, i shall ask mr chua er Hao to NOT switch on the aircon that blows me directly. next, talk to mrs chua whether shuold let jun or me do it. mrs chua decides. I will talk to her der, see what i can do. so hence, next practice, i wont listen to the section to give up so fast, If my theories above all dont work. then i give up. haha, if it remains unstable, then i think give way to jun baa. for the sake of the section. I think i can do it. i can der. today, when practicing the 4 bars, noting, researching, my sisters hit me, beat me, ask me to stop. soo freagin noisy. repeating the same melody like a spoilt tape. but i think, i can do it. i dont care, i will TRY MY BEST TO DO IT DER. SO, i again once hold back my descion to let jun do it first.

SORRY FOR BEING SOOOO CAPRICIOUS. but if jun really wants to do it, go ahead, I have no objections. But then so super sorry for keep blowing hot and cold. but i really really think i can do it. this 2 hours, sitting there, researching, noting, doing everything i can; i want to try it ONE LAST TIME- which will be on FRIDAY. yup. if friday, i really really cannot do it, then jun takes it baa. I will suggest to my conductor der.=)

-GO JERMAIN. woots~~

-jErM

2007-02-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

WEather: SUNNY=)=)!!
11th February 2007
Music: Graduation- Vitamin C( just added it to the music column!!)

HELLO!! =)=)!! haha, you know when ytd when it was TOO much to hold? I went to grandma's house yesterday, then ending up telling my mum there why i am stress. she said i was sha gua, dont wann tell her anything cos i stress, scared she worry. but I am feeling so enlightened now. how to approach zhi hao, flute solo probs, kai ping probs, your role as a sectional leader. From studies flying all the way to prefects. i feel that she has opened up the lock to all the possible routes. FEELING SO relieved after that. FEELING SO HAPPY=)=)!! no wonder as the saying goes, shi shang zhi you mama hao. which means, in this whole world, your mum is still the best! haha, feel like telling jun about each possible route. but apparently, he is not feeling well. so i think i better keep it to myself first. feeling kindda guilty that my head pounded like crazy last friday, then i was like telling jun everything without even realising he is sick. =.=. UGHH. stupid senior. but anyways, haha, if he gets better maybe i could share with him? =).. and even though zhi Hao says that things will NEVER BE THE SAME. bao qing tian face, mrs chua knows about all this. I am not scared. you know WHY??? well, better dont type here. later things become worse again yup. =). ok. take eg the solo probs, though all of us agree that jun should take up the solo, i think i should approach mrs chua on what to do first. not let the section decide for me. i am sl. i should be firm with my descions. I should ask mrs chua on what to do. not let me decide, not let the section decide. Reason is cos in zodiac, pic is kindda impt. and in sunrise not so impt. oh well, nvm, just lemme tell mrs chua laa kay=). YAY. haha. just feeling so happy now. and i dunno laa. i think that i have a crush on someone. Like serious. a crush. i dunno whether it is a not laa.. but ya, its somewhat a crush. EEKS~~ NOT GOOD... oh well, gotta study for chem lers. chao=)

-jErM

2007-02-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

weather: OK
10th feb 07
Music: dont have-

I am just hiding too many things. its really a lot. i dont know who to tell and i dont know what to say. serious. its too many things. and seriously, if you know what is going on in our section, you would probably go crazy. serious. now, i dont know who to approach. seriously don't. BUT all i can say is that, my theories have been proven correct. seriously, my theories of something have been proven correct.(Only I know about this.) jun's sick. this is not good. and now, I feel very very scared, confused, puzzled, feverish. and i dont know who to approach. i miss my seniors, toshikasas and senpais like crazy. i miss flute section gen 2 2006is really miss like hell. i hate this year. really really hate it. who to approach? Why so many unpleasant things go on this year? to be honest, real real honest, I cant wait to leave prefects, i cant wait to leave things that make me stressed and vexed up. this is bad. REALLY REALLY bad. dunno who to approach, and even if i find him/her, I dont know whether i still can say. thats all. this is bad. real bad.

-jErM

2007-02-10T09:07:00.000+08:00

WEather: Blue sky. partly cloudy
10th febuary 2007
Music: LALALA love song- Long vacation's theme song.

HI. ok. first of all, I would like to reflect on the latest incident. though things can never be the same between me and zhi hao. at least, we are still talking to each other. though i somehow "blamed" him and "maglin" him. lets look at the bright side. at least we are still talking to each other normally. not ignoring each other. anyway, i would want to say something about his latest post. about the solo. i am seriously ok if jun took the solo. seriously. my face will not black like bao qing tian 1. I already said that that time i play solo is just for mrs chua to come back to teach haising. Now, she come back, mission accomplish ler wadds. still want for what? furthermore, I will be playing piccolo that day and will somehow affect everything. It is BEST i let him play. you agree, hilary agrees, amanda also agrees. haha, even i also agree. It would be better. Its not a stupid solo laa. Just a tough 1. thats all i disagree kays? ok. next, about the O level results. and anyways, i am graduating out of the band soon ler. 90% I will miss the band. 10% - i cant WAIT to leave the band. reason? is because of the politics. I dont have to REN anymore. WOOHOO~~ but for the 90%, I will miss the music, the section, etc. But right now, priorities first. O level. must score well. then when receive results, then i will SCREAM MY HEART OUT. haha, =)=)!!!

ANDY TOPPED THE LEVEL. WOOHOO~~ flute setion rocks can??? LOLL. he topped with 8 distinctions- 1 A2, 7 A1s. SO PROO CAN??!!??!! mann. christine got 11 points. haha, - 2 off cca, makes 9! PROO ALSO. candice and jian hui also did well with a score of 12 points! - 2 off cca makes 10! haa.=). ALL so proo. rachel and rui shan did pretty well. you know, I kindda wanna keep the flute tradition. seriously. I wanna see my RETARDED face upthere when we get our results. i wanna feel the euphoria. haha. and i am now like super under pressure, everyone is like, hoho. andy top, you dont top arhh. bla bla bla. haha. ok baa, I will TRY MY BEST. to get my name up there. me, wei neng, er Hao and kin chung were like seated there waiting laa. we were prediciting. scarly our year dont have top student. the WHOLE of 4e1 scored 8 distinctions!! haha. waa, if like that good ler. but the good thing is, I am suddenly like so super motivated to study!! =D.christine was SUPER DUPER high that day. haha... =).

well, gtg. lets hope that things btw me and zhi Hao would STAY this way and not deteriorirate any further.

-jErM

2007-02-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

Weather: ok baa, sunny, blue sky
6 Febuary 2007
Music: Ross Roy, Jacob De Haan. Tom and jerry kid's lullaby

hi.
ok, today woke up. didnt feel so good. Found out that i got fever ytd. then slept, etc. woke up today, body didnt feel any better, just got worse. Felt really feeble, really really weak. but in the end decided to come school, cos if dont come school der hua, then will miss out on a lot der! and i am glad i did come school. History test can kill my hand. wrote 3 pages of foolscap, hand pain like crapp. hope i score well *cross fingers*. then, erm, got back compre for CA. i got 25.5/50. kindda sucky though. haha, highest was 36- Dominic. and i found out that if i hadnt make more careless mistakes and watch my tense, read more carefully, I could've scored higher. kindda angry with myself. Morning also felt really really energy consuming to talk. but i kept quiet about it laa. yup. then after lunch break, Took my fever medicine. and i think that was a highly wrong move. miss ong started on a new chapter on A math today. and i totally didnt capture anything, just copying and copying the solutions. I feel so tired, so drained, staring at the white board like some dumb person. =.=. yup. then bio, tried to keep myself awake. after that, went for sectionals.

found zhi Hao and jun there. looks like i hid from jun that i was sick. HOPE that if he ever reads this, he wont get angry for me hiding stuff from him. Speaking of which, i have too many things to hide. =(. aiya, anyway,nowadays. i also dont dare to scold the section anymore already. whew. confessing a lot of things now siaa. =(. and things are looking bad on my playing. =(. today, sick, tried to play flute. running notes cannot play. =.=. then, got oucle, + a pimple(not so obvious) at the place where i put my tone plate. so pain! oh goshh. so scared. why why why?? i am gonna die soon. playing the flute now kindda hurts me physically a bit.=(. crapp, confessed another thing. well, haha, aiya, jun also wont read der lor.hmm. and erm erm.. should say nots marhh? ok baa, say then say. *breathes in* ok, I got really really weird phobias. and these weird phobias are normally what guys excel in. especially jun. sighs. i've got soccerphobia and englishphobia. haizz. =.=. everytime i see the soccer ball, i would shan. i think that jun will be super disapointed with me lor. In my bday card he did for me, he hoped that i would excercise and play soccer with him. but i just have the phobia. and i dont know how to overcome it. mann. HOW??!?!?! goshh, why am i confessing so much stuff now. and for language, Books make me bored. haizz. I WANNA READ INTERESTING 1S!! SCREAMS!! and arhh, I ALSO dunno how to talk lers. serious. i dont wana talk that much. Maybe i should learn jun's way of talking! Much much more fun niaa!! when he meet you, xian xian der. dunno laa, maybe he is still pissed or angry with me over something? wel, I duno. HAHA, but the sunrise solo. *screams* i wann give up ler laas. But i keep telling jun that i should not give up. sighs. ZHI HAO ARHH!! YOU DONT TELL HIM HORR. *STERN LOOKS*, ok, going to play kong with christine, then log off to recuperate. sighs, hope i get well soon. =((. SO MUCH HMK =((. THEN, tmr i bringing camera to school. TO take pictures of my piccolo and flute. squeals~~. take the band room also! heh. but must make sure empty laa. some people arent photogenic.=(. haha. i am 1. bleahh. blahh~~ oh ya, I got 2 sec 1 juniors now! both girls!! AAAAA~~ I WANT BOY I WANT BOY I WANT BOY=(((!! but no boy wants us. I think. haha, but anyways, 1 is call winnie, and 1 is call emily. hope they are happy in the section!=)

P.s. to someone. How you want others to treat/talk to you, would be the way you talk/treat people. Told you many many times lers. and i am just tired. too too tired to go on lers. haizz.

-jErM

2007-02-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

Weather: sunny, windy.
4th febuary 2007
Music: Danceries- Musart wind orchestra

ok. musart concert was quite good. heard a couple of bands play together with the orchestra. Towards the end of the concert, I suddenly had a mood swing. with myself. I dont know why. Suddenly, Screaming in concerts dosent seem fun anymore. It seems irritating. And suddenly, I dunno why felt a mixture of anger and sadness in me. i felt really really weird. i had really really weird thoughts. seriously. But anyways, some bands were pretty good. Like boon lay, who played ross roy. was almost like the original recording. yup. and, to the summit was pretty nice.=). but i didnt really enjoyed an english sea song suite. dunno why. Maybe the melody didnt really enjoy laa. haha, zhi HAO was sooo shuai ytd! haha, got girls see arhh, sure fall in love der!! *joking laa* haha. if you find this offensive arhh, tag me kay? haha.. ok anyways, he also power der laa. alvama was nice=). power.=).haha. nvm, hope i can faster finish O level!! then can go join outside bands! Like hmm, dunno. lol. =). but i wann continue with band. flute.=)

oh, and 1 more thing. I've learnt something. i should aviod speaking highly controversial topics during the night. I found out that me, jun and zhi Hao everytime we talk, will be late at night. Everyone will be feeling pretty lethargic, pretty tired, pretty restless, and our minds wont be working properly. or, if someone didnt had a goods nights rest, its really best for avoiding speaking topics that my evoke his/her emotions. seriously. learnt this from the pass few weeks. and during the night, it is best not to chat, or talk to much. best to spend time recuperating and some quiet time with yourself. maybe do some revision? haha. if not arhh, you all talk during the night, will create yourself a intense friendship tmr. yup. unless you all feeling high that night la! EG, band members that night got concert, feeling damn high=).yar. haha, i gtg choing hmk lers. oh, and for the story blog, will tell you all when the prolouge is done=).

-jErM

2007-02-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

weather: pretty good weather, windy
2nd febuary 2007
Music: peterloo overture- Malcom arnold

100th post! finally. waited so long. ok, start this post HAPPILY. then sadly and angrily.

TODAY IS THE GRAND OPENING OF MY NEW STORYBLOG- the adventures of the piccoluters! haha, stacey is super enthu about it. well, haha, today i also got back my BAOBEI FLUTE. SOOOO FREAGIN SHINY!! SOO NICE TO PLAYY!! *SCREAMS LOUD* WEI JUN also can use miyazawa lers. the repairman made it soooo shiny also, so hard to resist to play the flute. HAHAHA. ok, anyways, then, what else hurr. hmm. mr tan seem s ok today. yay. dont worry sir, will WORK HARD IN THE NXT TEST TO SHOW YOU. =)=)!! ok, then todays solo everything all can play. juz lacks vibrato! ughh. then jun suddenly came to me, and said by my ear: " soooo sooo sooo pro, squeals, etc etc" omggg. hahahaha=). where got pro? guo jiang ler laa. =). you also soo pro still can say pp? LOL. and zhi Hao is super stressed today in band. =(. dunno whats wrong. yar.

ok, the sad thing. go read stacey's blog. feel so super pissed with kaiping. i dont care gonna ask for xinhui toshikasa's advice. and then dunno whats wrong with jun. haii. after band horr, i feel like a pest to him like that. I feel like i am a leech clinging on to him like that. like he dosent want me around. woa, say only come online. nvm laa. its ok. really really, maybe i am juz being too sensitive. and taufik quit band(or being sacked?) I dont know. but moreever, i dunno whether should be happy, or sad. haiz. nvm, dun wanna elaborate. The perc section is already emotionally unstable already.

gtg=).bb.

-jErM

2007-01-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

Weather: grey sky, a bit sun
29th January 2007
Music: no music for the day. sorry.

to: SOMEONE who never even knew this blog existed(pls dont go tell, I am feeling very hurt now.)

I dont know why you are treating me so coldly suddenly. I dont know why you see me as a pest suddenly. but i am now beginning to hate you, you used to be 1 of my favourite teachers. now, I hate, detest and loathe you like . I love the subject actually. but as you teach more and more, and i get more confused with the subject, with the way you treat me, I hate it even more. but thanks for spurring me on. NOw, i am determined to get an A1 for that subject for wadeva tests that are to come. and after O levels, I will. MARK MY WORDS. WILL get an A1 FOR that subject. I will march STRAIGHT into the staff room, and PIAK that piece of cert, POINT IT TO THE SUBJECT, and then tell you:" SEE THIS A1?! is not you help me get 1. Is myself, me and myself, with the help of my classmates and My all so super cool cousin who is willing to help me!" and lemme tell you something, now, i realise that i cannot depend. CANNOT depend at all on you. I love the subject a lot, but you are turning it into a hate. REALLY REALLY hate. but lemme tell you something, It will not work. it is 1 of my favourite subjects, and it will FOREVER be. I am not, not ever again be sooo foolish, to let someone like you ruin it for me. yup. NO. never ever. I will get that A1. and smack it on your face. I dont care how hard electrolysis can be, I will master all parts of the book, and piak that result. Mark my words sir. mark it. and + you even spurred me on in my ambition. My ambition, is to be a TEACHER. A good good teacher. To come back Haising, and teach A math and Chemistry, maybe bio/physics. and i WILL work hard, come back here, and be a better teacher than you. thanks for spurring me on. I will come back here, and be A much much better teacher reallly.

To everybody who is reading this, i guess you should know who i am hurt by. please please do not EVER tell that teacher or print this and show mr gng. I think i didnt even type any offensive stuff. But if i did, tel me. just feeling hurt, tired, and sick of this.. thanks for coop. gonna rest, dinner, study lers. bye.

-jErM

2007-01-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

Weather: Light drizzles. grey sky
27th January 2007
music: The singapore experience- by Hardy mertens, The stars and stripes forever- by John philip sousa

hi.
BAND
Juz got back from marching. yaya. kindda crappy. Really really hope that some pp in the band can like cooperate can? their marching the legs never lift up high enough. X(. and its not they cannot, its they dun wann. Lazy. *noooo offence* but its true maa. I also somehow need to improve. UGHH. HOW I WISH THAT WE CAN IMPROVE. you see the tanjong katong Band march. WAKAO. SO SHUAIII. mann, if only we can be like them. XD. haha. but nvm lorr. haha, anyway, when i marching that time, holding that piccolo kindda paiseh lehhs. When i see girls holding HEAVY HEAVY instruments, and me, 1 big sized-humongous-gigantic-abit of muscles BOY holding the lightest instrument in the band. =((((. eeyer. like some weakling like that. NVM. haha. after marching no need feel that way lers. haha. i HOPe that marching can play some songs. sometimes a bit boring. (no offence er Hao, hakeem) ya. then you all will reply, marching dou gao bu hao, still wann play song?! yup. haha, but nvm laa, its juz something i thought off laa. During marching, got kindda pissed by someone. dun wann say who. Later say wrong thing, then EVERYONE not happy again. =(. kk, enough bout that. ANYWAY cant WAIT FOR THE NXT BAND PRAC!! haha, the cute adorable angelic sec 1s are coming in!! WHICH MEANS 1) stacey, zhi Hao, kai ping and joanne are seniors already.*zhang da lers.. shed tears* heh. haha. cant wait to see them!! HAHAHA.=)=)!! going head over heels about it! =)=)!! squeals~screams~ haha. anyways, last band prac, me and zhi Hao went crazy, we kept doing our hands like cymbals like that. But in the end, like pissed veronika off laa. X(. well, apologised so dont worry about it. =)! haha.
Then horr, zhi HAO knows a lot of conductors. *hor?* yar. and i told them that if i ever go JC, I wont touch the piccolo ANYMORE!! haha. then zhi Hao say, " I know you wann go MJ right??! haha, i will TELL MISS SIA." *evil grins* GRR. zhi Hao arhh. PLEASEEE. dont tell. iw ann concentrate on flute. dun wann pics lers. =)! so tensed trying to master both. and if i ever go JC. i shall SHHHH about my piccolo background(which aint very good). haha. so anyways, I pray, the band of the JC i will go(I hope), will have a piccoloist (other than me). So I CAN shhhh, and dont tell anyone about it. hehheh. zhi hao arhh! YOU MUZ SHHH KAYY?!??! if not arhh. *evil grins* you see wadd happens. hehehe. =). muz jia you on zodiac and sunrise arhh. i scared that solo cannot play well niaa. =((. Y JUN DUN WANN PLAY?!?! his tone sooo much nicer, and he can play LOUDER than me lorr. haha. nvm, i didnt say anything. "YOU DIDNT SEE ANYTHING HORRS!!"

ACADEMICS
haha, this weekend only got chinese hol hmk, bio test, and physics TYS. =D!! haha. But anyways, still slacking. starting work at 6PM. haha. goshh. time is short. 3 WEEKS PER SUBJECT. where got time?!?! dont care, muz chiong liao. then get 13 points! try try!! haha. DONT CARE. muz make my juniors proud. I want it, and my juniors want it to. me and them want me to study, study hard, get into a GOOD GOOD jc.. OK. i will der. dont worry. haha, anyway, sitting beside yenny now seems really really fun. =D! haha. dont get the wrong idea, haha, at least can talk and laugh. =)! subjects seem more interesting now. SO FAST NIAA. bio already finish SEX in plants. haha, now is my *ahems* topic. SEXUAL REPRODUCTION IN MAMMALS. wahahhahah! -eeyer, so bian tai. hha. ok laa, i am kidding. but aint everyone most interested in that? LOLL. haha. speaking of LOLL. I keep on pronouncing it as "LAWW" haha. then marianne and khye an and yenny "LAWED". haha. STUDIES ARE MUCH MUCH MORE FUN when your frens around you talk and laugh with you. =). the teachers also know how stressed we are lers. haha, so they will pressurize us less. oh yeah! speaking of pressurizing, kai ru got A LOT A LOT of pressure from the teachers. MM hmm. hha. cos she got sooo freagin good in her psle score, she is expected to get 6 points for O level! WOOHOO. go kairu, you rock! haha. BUT FOR ME ARHH. i hope can get 10 -13 points, can lers. =). hha. GO EVERYBODY IN 4E1! GOGO! muz persist! and have some determination DRILLED in us. =)

EXTRAS
haha. oh, and since my posts are damn freagin long, sorry kay? I k, goonow you hate it. but then, i've decided to create my own fantasy story. mm Hmm. through a blog. like a story book in blog form! the title will be called- the adventures of the piccoloists. GOOfy hurr? haha. shhh. i will link it when i've done a nice skin, and started writing the first chapter. many chaps to come kay? haha. =). THOSE interested(like who will be?) can go and see, i will link it at "family" that area there.

thats all for now. go and work on the first chap. start work on 6. Uh huh.
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-jErM